Shambles
Bluelight Crew
It's kinda hard to be completely sure really as it's such a blur of memory-( and coherency-)challenged moments but I do recall thinking I'd "holed" (of a sort anyway) quite early on. I think maybe it was the third dose that pushed it a bit into hole territory for me but that is only me with my tolerance and my stupidity. Wasn't an unpleasant experience at all (again for me etc) but it is a complete black hole of memory. Can't be sure how long but I think I remember thinking it was (relatively) brief and could've been a lot worse. Maybe 20-30mins in my circumstance and can't see any signs of having said or done anything especially unusual and worrisome but black holes are black holes all the same.
The majority of the effects have come in two stages. There's the high/manic/kinda... not on edge exactly but a bit unsure and a bit... well dissociated of course. I'd say these bits are downright euphoric at times - really up and racing but positive and empathatic too... but does always have that slight feeling in the back of the mind that you're not entirely stable however good it feels. I've not felt any ridiculous urges or anything. Mostly felt either good, great, really great (I could go on believe me
) and full of energy - manic moments at times but (again so far) nothing that's gotten out of hand. Just around the times it really flared-up and came on strongest (at least comparatively). In control but well-aware that's maybe not entirely by very much at all as it were. Again, my doses were ridiculously over the top and fiendy. But all the same I'm used to such things and this has rather surprised me (again to say the least) and I really am feeling like I am probably a very lucky boy indeed. I think people do need to bear in mind their "normal" use and dose patterns and stuff when ordering and maybe not go getting too much at once and take it (very ideally) steady on the first time out at least cos it could well take you by surprise too.
Having said that I did order more when still high (as soon as I could obviously
) but have not felt the slightest urge or compulsion to take any more. It is very fiendy (I found at least - and a few other posts do kinda looka bit bingey. In fact most of the (few) I've read look that way. Once you stop the binging it kinda keeps on a-binging all by itself a wee while... or a not so wee while perhaps. Quite a bloody long while and still going in fact. But thankfully and mercifully manageable (again so far - but looks promising... again.. hehe). Worth mentioning know I'm as close to *ahem* normally lucid as I've been for several days even though I stopped dosing several days ago (well, nigh-on two now anyway) I thought it worth bearing in mind. Do do what you do (if you do what you do) with proper care and attention with this one would be my advice. Is nice but will need very cautious approach to as, when, where and all that. Very cautious approaching indeed in fact.
I really did like this stuff a lot but I think it's gonna need to be approached with caution even by experienced/tolerant/ignorant/stupid/determined/whatever users cos fiendy + long-acting is not such a great combo - however pleasant. Take it a bit slow and steady - cautious like even - cos it does appear to have a few surprises. Especially if ridiculously overdone, of course.
The majority of the effects have come in two stages. There's the high/manic/kinda... not on edge exactly but a bit unsure and a bit... well dissociated of course. I'd say these bits are downright euphoric at times - really up and racing but positive and empathatic too... but does always have that slight feeling in the back of the mind that you're not entirely stable however good it feels. I've not felt any ridiculous urges or anything. Mostly felt either good, great, really great (I could go on believe me

Having said that I did order more when still high (as soon as I could obviously

I really did like this stuff a lot but I think it's gonna need to be approached with caution even by experienced/tolerant/ignorant/stupid/determined/whatever users cos fiendy + long-acting is not such a great combo - however pleasant. Take it a bit slow and steady - cautious like even - cos it does appear to have a few surprises. Especially if ridiculously overdone, of course.