Righty. Time for a wee update, methinks. And I shall preface this all by saying that I am well aware I rather oinked over the weekend and took
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too much given there's so little info available so far. I'm not gonna try to defend it or owt but what's done is done and I can assure you I am thinking about things not suggesting for one moment that anybody else should do anything so reckless. But done is done and, to be perfectly obvious, I mostly feel fukkin fantastic :D


... :D
It's ridiculous I know. It's been getting on for 36h now (I think

) (but fairly sure) since I last dosed, I've slept (really rather well actually) twice, eaten, gone to shops when needed and stuff. Been dozy as fuck and pretty manic at times in between though. Euphoric as hell too. Giddy almost. I have to admit I could not call it unpleasant at all. Comes on strong at times but always been manageable so far. However, it is clearly rather... unexpected (to say the least) to still have it coming back in waves after so long. Does seem to be fading (a bit) but not in any great hurry maybe. Actually, no it is fading I'd say - and the sleeping and eating and stuff (which came surprisingly easily oddly enough) has surely helped somewhat. Am stimulated as hell at times but still have an appetite... not a bit one but an appetite.
I'm not overly concerned at the moment as it has always stayed positive and... not lucid for sure but not tripping as such. Almost a little bit like ketamine on an MDMA comedown (which feels different to when peaking on MDMA where I prefer lil bumps of ket instead of lines) only without the comedown bit. Definitely somewhat disjointed and discombobulated and quite likely a few other words beginning with 'dis-' too.
I can't say it's unpleasant but I absolutely do know it was insanely reckless to have taken so much and am (hopefully

) very lucky to be getting off relatively lightly. I just thought I should point out the rather excessively long duration of this stuff. I obviously don't have anything to compare it to though so would be great if anybody else who has used it recently to check back about durations and the like. It is possible - likely even I'm sure - that the (ridiculously

) excessive dosing may be extending this considerably longer than those more sensible than I (ie, everybody else

(hopefully)) are/were in for so would be good to know how (or if) it dragged it's feet some even after sleeping and stuff.
Probably best to shut up now cos I'll only waffle on but I am fine (as far as I can tell) at the moment and not feeling like it's gonna keep going
too much longer. I'm thinking/feeling like it's generally winding down now but has caught me out before. The intensity hasn't been as... well... intense today though which is promising. Will report back as and when but really would be good to hear from anybody else who recently sampled cos these kinda flare-ups could really mess with somebody not expecting it, not used to it, and not in a situation where they can pretty much just hole up and ride it out.
Once again, I am not quite sure what to make of my doses other than way too much. Totally snuck up on me cos it seemed to have pretty much come and gone after the usual 6-8h (ish) between doses... several times. I have a ridiculously high dissociative tolerance and I didn't think the individual doses I took where
that far off from an equivalent I would take of diphendine (which I've had a couple times this last couple months and found very much less full-on than this one) and it really didn't feel out of control along the way really (in terms of effects I mean not behaviour) but does catch you on the rebound a lil. Or a lot. Several times. Tread very careful with this if treading at all cos there's precious little info so far and it does appear that it could be a tricksy beast.