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EADD Mephedrone (4-MMC) Pirate Flagship XIII v. So Shit I'm Gonna Throw It In The Bin

An oz a day?! That cant be possible. Just messing anyway, I know it's because I'm careful, I can feel the difference when I do a bit too much though that's for sure. Sorry if I came off as a bit braggy (is that a word?) I'm more than a little bit fucked. 8)
 
Depends what you get up to on it too. There's a certain grot/shame factor when you start associating it with prOn. Maybe that has an influence on the comedown.

When you start getting through at least 1g in a night, you probably will start to feel it... It's more compulsive than MDMA and you will go through whatever you have... once it gets its claws into you. And it will.
 
ColtDan said:
Yeah definitely not... cant be doing with those comedowns
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SummerSerenade said:
Feeling lucky that I barely get comedowns from drone...
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Has been 5 months since I last had drone and I feel as I haven't in years, even if I've always allowed at least two months between sessions before (1g max).
It's the first time that I'm having such a long break from meph and stims in general; of course the worst phase of the comedown (feeling tired, depressed, demotivated, irritable and anxious) will last "only" around a week, but after that I don't feel 100% for a very long time. I started to think that it was because of my age... Difficult to point out what was wrong exactly, but it seemed to take away that zest for life, ability to cope with problems and have a positive attitude which make everyday's sober life so enjoyable. I'm talking in the past because I doubt I'll ever come across pre-ban quality stuff again.

I do crave it and I do miss it and think about it more than it's healthy but obviously it must have a long-lasting effect on the ability of my brain to get back to a normal balance. Scary.
Mephedrone is just too good, it can't possibly be right! And what's worst is that once the brain knows it, it never forgets.
 
Safrolette said:
I remember a BL member talking about doing over 70 g a month in the pre-ban days. Which is a lot by any standard, but no, never heard of an oz a day...
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Dunno how anyone can do that much... my heart used to rattle like it'd gone 3 rounds with tyson for days after and that was on 500mg-ish... terrible heart palps off some of it. infact its not been quite the same since, done my ticker some damage i reckon. not that i give a shite, dont plan to live till im an old forgetfully fucker pissing my pants in an old peoples home
 
ColtDan said:
Dunno how anyone can do that much...
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He was on the papers as the guy who started the mephedrone craze in Tyne & Wear... I could name his BL alias but I think he's cleaned up now, don't want to mention him again on a public thread.
 
^ You misremember the amounts involved but would be that person. I won't name him either cos is not fair. But an oz/day was the claim - multiple times. Either he lies or so did all the others who followed suit. Don't underestimate the power of volume without reason.

SummerSerenade said:
Guess so! But an oz... seriously? I start not feeling great if I go over 500mg, that's with a slight tolerance as well. Maybe I'm just a lightweight? :P
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Just not addicted yet. The realms of addiction mentioned apply to BLers past. It happened. When supply extended beyond intelligence and HR boundaries. Meph is a hedonist drug. Hedonism without focus for the most part. That is its downfall. It works fine if you can fuck all night. Fuck another or fuck yourself. Either will do. But it will fuck given the chance. Cos it is empty. It needs focus. If sex is not present it becomes masturbation of the worst kind. Wanking beyond hope of forgiveness. Empty. Soulless. Dead. Addict.
 
Shambles said:
It works fine if you can fuck all night. Fuck another or fuck yourself. Either will do. But it will fuck given the chance. Cos it is empty. It needs focus. If sex is not present it becomes masturbation of the worst kind. Wanking beyond hope of forgiveness. Empty. Soulless. Dead. Addict,
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Gosh, you are so judgmental. You sound really weird, like a preacher, are you drunk or something :!. Or are you baiting?
Whatever. Goodnight :|
 
You sound like an auld bird hooked on shitey stims without anywhere to focus that energy. Harsh? Yes. Also true. Doesn't make it less true by being harsh. You post anywhere but the meph thread since it landed? Barely. You used to. Whose loss? All of ours. This is what saddens me. If you can't see that I can but hope you will someday. Folk deep into addictworld rarely pay attention to outiside views. Generally rail against 'em. Sound familiar? Maybe it should. Reach up. Stop stooping <3
 
JohnnyVodka said:
Depends what you get up to on it too. There's a certain grot/shame factor when you start associating it with prOn. Maybe that has an influence on the comedown.

When you start getting through at least 1g in a night, you probably will start to feel it... It's more compulsive than MDMA and you will go through whatever you have... once it gets its claws into you. And it will.
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Yep I definitely got that grot/shame factor this morning. In fact, it was probably that shame feeling after I finally blew my load that stopped me from doing the whole gram! Never experienced it on that level before but last night was the first time I'd ever had a meph session by myself. If I ever do meph alone again I'm gonna stay away from the laptop :sus:

I used to use it every weekend a few years back, for a period of about 6 months, with mates, either going out clubbing or just round someones house for 2/3 days straight. I used to go through about 5g a weekend on average. I don't think I was ever properly addicted. Some of my mates were heavier users than me, bombing grams at a time on the 2nd/3rd day etc... One or 2 people in my circle of mates/acquaintances developed some serious addiction to it. It would take a few days to return to normal after those weekends.

I'm just a part-time drug taker these days, who has a big blow out every 3/4 months %)
 
Bombing grams at a time... fuckin ell

Yeah used to take me days to get back to normal after a sesh... most i hammered it was around the clock all weekend... went through a few gs... sleep dep kicked in and i started seeing stuff moving in my preferal vision... people dancing and stuff... fekt dreany and fucked... so called it a day. hardest ive pushed it. think there was MDMA slapped in the mix as well, along with booze... had some bad sleep paralysis after
 
ColtDan said:
Bombing grams at a time... fuckin ell

Yeah used to take me days to get back to normal after a sesh... most i hammered it was around the clock all weekend... went through a few gs... sleep dep kicked in and i started seeing stuff moving in my preferal vision... people dancing and stuff... fekt dreany and fucked... so called it a day. hardest ive pushed it. think there was MDMA slapped in the mix as well, along with booze... had some bad sleep paralysis after
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I've never really suffered with any sort of stim psychosis, even on 3 day meph binges with no sleep, except for minor peripheral hallucinations. I'm pretty good at keeping it together I think. I've seen a lot of people trip out on the 2nd/3rd day though, getting para and looking out the windows constantly, talking shit that didn't make the slightest bit of sense - just random words strung together, thinking people were talking about them behind their backs etc.. I'd always fuck off home when the session looked like it was heading that way, and leave the nutters to carry on. No fun that.
 
Yeah deffo no fun. i never get paranoid or owt when im on it... the comedowns id get irritable and paranoid though. Much pref speed these days... barley get a comedown off the stuff
 
afctu said:
Yep I definitely got that grot/shame factor this morning. In fact, it was probably that shame feeling after I finally blew my load that stopped me from doing the whole gram! Never experienced it on that level before but last night was the first time I'd ever had a meph session by myself. If I ever do meph alone again I'm gonna stay away from the laptop
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Make sure you give the laptop away for the night then. As a mate once said, when that first line kicks in, you'll be on the internet faster than you can say 'pervert'. =D It's as if the brain re-moulds itself to certain types of fun. They work so well together that I don't look at prOn now unless I'm on meph (which is very rarely; then I blow a month's broadband usage in the space of a couple of nights :o ). It's just not the same w/out.
 
afctu said:
Some of my mates were heavier users than me, bombing grams at a time on the 2nd/3rd day etc... One or 2 people in my circle of mates/acquaintances developed some serious addiction to it. It would take a few days to return to normal after those weekends.
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I remember some YouTube footage posted on here of a skaters crew from Manchester doing Grand Prix circuit shaped lines off a large coffee table :?
Very unhealthy but strangely compelling to watch

Shambles said:
You sound like an auld bird hooked on shitey stims without anywhere to focus that energy. Harsh? Yes. Also true. Doesn't make it less true by being harsh. You post anywhere but the meph thread since it landed? Barely. You used to. Whose loss? All of ours. This is what saddens me. If you can't see that I can but hope you will someday. Folk deep into addictworld rarely pay attention to outiside views. Generally rail against 'em. Sound familiar? Maybe it should. Reach up. Stop stooping <3
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You are a moderator but for some reason have been playing up like a troll recently. Swear words, provocations, personal attacks, inappropriate and confrontational tone, the lot.
I hope you are in a good place. Doesn't sound like it.
Peace <3
 
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Heres a picture of the stinky ol' pirate I've got at the moment. The vendor had 2 different batches, so being the adventurous lil scamp that i am, i decided to buy 1 or of each

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The yellow stuff absolutely stiiiiiinks. When my mum came into my room she asked what that smell was & all my brain could come up with in reply was "errrrrm i was asleep in the garden and a cat urinated on my shoes". Well needless to say she believed it & made a swift exit haha %)

EDIT - Is the picture coming up for anyone?
 
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