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EADD Im Fucked Megathread They said we couldn't get fucked, we fucked and got fucked!

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yea pretty fucked now tbh. Got plenty done, waffled too much online, now i just feel guilty for some reason....almost 250mg gone, at least I have fuck all to do tomorrow.

I wish i'd cottoned onto this stuff a lot sooner, its far less intense than meph / methylone, altho perhaps oral doses might be a bit wild. Not going there tho ;)
 
ach yeah I'm fine, not doing an all nighter or anything like that, just keeping myself busy and drinking plenty of cups of tea ;) I'm not gonna end up a stim fiend again, just dipping my toe in the waters this week an tbh not something I'd do very often.
 
the fact that citalopram kills your sex drive is really useful if you're not getting laidn on the regs.
 
Darling, there are so very many anti depressants and anti-psychotics that do the same thing to your sex drive. In fact, most do.... Not a nice side affect but a common one none the less.

The problem I have with Citalipram is that it's affected so many people I know who have been prescribed it to go over the edge. I really hate that drug having been witness to it's detrimental affects. Yes, I know, drugs affect us all differently, we're all different. This particular one has caused too many problems to too many people I know.

The one anti Depressant that Ive heard across the board as being more body and mind friendly has been mitrazapine.
 
citalopram is one I always hear people having bad experiences with, I tried it myself and gave up after the first day, it made me feel so ill.

mirtazapine is great because it actually does something tangible like make you hungry after you take it, and a bit sleepy, and that alone I think helps with depression, eating and sleeping regular.

Sertraline is an SSRI that seems to be widely tolerated but to be honest, I really can't tell if it's helping me or not, after 9 months on the stuff......

the other night on 3fpm I Was reminded just how badly mephedrone made me unable to cum depsite behind horny as fuck.
 
That's a common problem with stims as well as booze, anti-depressants and Anti-psychotics.

If you're not feeling it on your new one I'd strongly suggest you speak to your doc. My ex, in the beginning fended for his own battles with his doc about how citalipram was making him feel even though he specifically asked for Mitrazapine. I didn't realise how much he was trying as he never told me until it was far too late. If you don't feel you're up to it, get a loved one or a mate to go with you to next docs appt. They seem to be more inclined to listen if there is another person in the room. If it's not for you, you know this. They don't! Don't let them tell you how you feel. YOU know how you feel!
 
Mirtazapine made me have the major munchies haha, put on a stone in just a year. This was just after finding someone in a bad state i.e. not breathing and my GP prescribed me them - I ended up sleeping most of the day and night e.g. wake at 3pm, go to sleep at 10pm and so on. Suppose everyone's different, perhaps was on too high a dose at the time. I can definitely see it being effective for some people though! I have been on numerous other AD's to no avail so far so might actually ask for mirtazapine at a lower dose whilst stopping drinking soon to help with sleep! Was on lofepramine and tca n thought it was great til'i came off it n realised I felt better(or more like "me" and better anxiety-wise), in fact felt like that with a few of the ones ive tried, unless it's me being contrary, madness.

Man I'm fucked but in the flu/boozy,co-codamol,yella sort of way! :(
 
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May I ask what dosage you were on? If you don't want to answer I understand, if you don't want to answer in public then if you wish you may PM me. I was on about 50mg if I remember right, I was actually okay. I'm on 10 MG amitryptaline for pain relief but know that anything much higher is used for AD and they knock me out more than Mitrazapine ever did! It's actually more the fact that I can't function the next day...

Hence why I don't take them anymore.
 
I think my GP started me at a higher than recommended starter dose of 30mg and then went up to 45 ...fuck knows! haha, sorry, I barely remember anything never mind that! I think I know what you mean about the not being able to function the next day dues to wanting to snooze away (if that's what you mean?) - ta for info on amitryptaline good to know to im (probably) best trying another AD next rather than that (as I had that in mind!)

EDIT: On mirtz I was probs better than not being able to sleep at all, was also drinking more than I do now. all I done with my day was get up for visiting in the hospital and drink etc... but il never know (perhaps thankfully) ...I struggle with sleep sometimes but other times can sleep for Britain but do rely on drink n a heavy amount of bud
 
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I struggle with sleep all the time. Mitraz I had as a sub lingual tab at the time, Very effective. At least with mitraz the next day was okay. Lower doses of Ami's still make me feel really floopy and tired the next day.
 
with mirtaz the sub lingual orodispersible tabs are the best, i usually take mine just before dinner time, that way im hungry once ive finished cooking and then ready for sleep a couple of hours later. 30mg dose seems to do the trick for me.


I feel rotten today, regret last night, not doing it again.
 
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citalopram is one I always hear people having bad experiences with, I tried it myself and gave up after the first day, it made me feel so ill.

Sertraline is an SSRI that seems to be widely tolerated but to be honest, I really can't tell if it's helping me or not, after 9 months on the stuff......
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Agreed about cilatropam. I was prescribed it before and after I did some googling refused to take it. It was hard to figure out what if anything good it was going to do.

My friend was put on sertaline after a bad spell of depression. He moved back to his hometown, barely spoke to anyone. Went through doctor after doctor until one agreed with him and put him on sertaline. Soon as he came off it he was back to square one and has been ever since.

I've been on seroquel for 2 months for bipolar. It's the same hard to tell if it's working. I think it is because I've calmed down a lot, but the manic Behavior still happens i would say. It's just not as extreme and neither are the lows. I wish I'd quit stims completely before I started so I'd know. However the plan is not to be on seroquel by next spring if at all possible.
 
Seroquel isn't too bad. Best keeping on them until you feel more yourself. Only you'll know when the time is right then speak to your doctor about tapering. No need to put a time frame on it. I've not really heard much bad about seraquel tbh. Citalopram however is a horse of a different colour. I just wouldn't recommend it to anyone. I know there are a few that it's worked for. The key word there is a few.

Awww, Ceres, I hope you feel a bit better later on. If it makes you feel any better I feel tired as fuck, feel like shit and have to go in for a 9 hour shift on a slipped disc. I DON'T WANNA!!! :! Hopefully after a bit of rest or maybe even some perking up you'll feel better. As bad as it may sound I hope you're simply rotten in the physical sense. That you can overcome at a push. Feel better soon xxxxx
 
When I was thinking just after I made that post. One thing struck me, when I was manic before I would only sleep be able to sleep until about 5am at best without waking up (manic phases you tend to sleep less), that's not happened yet on the seroquel. I'd guess it's leveled me out a bit, the mania is lessened so is the depression. The highs and lows are less intense. I must be operating on a near human frequency now I guess.

Sadie do you mean a slipped disc in your back? Because if so I would go and see a doctor and get signed off I imagine the pain is quite intense.
 
Yeah Sid, it's in my back. Saw a doctor the day after as the pain was so intense. Got seen by physio that week as I was made priority as I have a job I need to get back to. I have another appt tomorrow.

I can't stay off of work, I have bills to pay. I don't get paid to be off sick, I only get SSP which is a significant amount less than what I would get if I were working. It's a good thing I work for great people and they've put me on light duties so it's not all bad. I'm a trooper, I'll soldier through.

Glad to hear you're getting better sleep! That's a good sign.
 
first go at peruvian torch, very gentle psy or maybe its my tolerance from tripping earlier in the week. I added some 2c-c for sparkle which worked but still not where I want to be so munched some good blotter I had saved for a "rainy day'. %)
 
2 tabs of penny acid under the tongue and off out with the dogs for a long walk. Im not expecting much as iv royally fucked my tolerance to psychedelics this week but hey ho, I should feel something at least slightly interesting today.
 
I'm getting there with oxys, clonaz and some real nice soft black hash. Body is still recovering from last weekend, had a big dance event Friday night (2tabs of weak acid, a lump of base and a black Dom Perignon pill) not had speed for years and had totally forgotten how good acid and speed go together. The pill was banging as well, though a bit lost with everything else. I'll definitely get more of them. Then Saturday night it was my mates mums 60th, so had to sneak off for wee cheeky lines of coke. But that just helped me drink a lot more than usual.
I'm really glad that I found the acid, speed combo again. Can be a tightarse, no more £10 pills or £100 a g coke. Maybe I'll start drinking merrydown cider as well. Really relive my late teens. :)
 
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