Drugs like crack and H definitely deserve their reputations as life destroyers.
Stick with party drugs like MDMA - you'll get as much euphoria, it's just different. With heroin you get that peace and loved up feeling, but it's a dreamy downer. The people you may end up socialising with will often be out to rip you off. You can't trust heroin addicts - when you're nodding out, theyre probably rifling through your shit and stealing. Using alone poses the risk of OD, less so with smoking.
One thing is that there's a technique to smoking which takes repeated attempts to master and get a good nod. This makes using once underwhelming cos you burn or don't suck up enough smoke, so you'll want to try again to hone your skills.
There's a bizarre sense of achievement when you get good at smoking, and this feeling makes it more addictive. Similar to taking pride in washing up powder coke into good crack.
There's no glamour to that life at all. I know people have written beautiful music about it, but it's always cautionary at heart. The needle and the damage done.
Friends and family find out - that's it you're a fucking junkie to them forever, the stigma is so bad.
Please reconsider. If you get injured and prescribed codeine or a shit of morphine, heroin is pretty much the same. It's just another opiate. I got as high taking a high dose of codeine when I had zero tolerance. If you've had any opiate painkiller, you've got the heroin experience. It's just strong and can be injected for a rush.
It feels very nice, but the suffering outweighs the highs by a massive margin. Reconsider
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It could save your life. That's my 2p anyway, there was no telling me when I was young and arrogant enough to believe I could handle opiates, but I fell in love so fast and it's fucked up my life in so many ways.