EADD Heroin thread v.XXIV -- welcome back, PinkPapaver!

[BecomingJulie]

Aye. It's scary how much you can put away, once you've been doing it for any length of time.

As this is a HR site and not a boypart-waving site, I feel I ought to point out that this is exactly how many people have OD'ed in the past: if you suddenly get a strong batch after several weak batches, and go straight into a vein, you're getting more than you're used to.

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Aye. It's scary how much you can put away, once you've been doing it for any length of time.

As this is a HR site and not a boypart-waving site, I feel I ought to point out that this is exactly how many people have OD'ed in the past: if you suddenly get a strong batch after several weak batches, and go straight into a vein, you're getting more than you're used to.

Surely I don't need to point out that my last post wasn't entirely serious?

 

[BecomingJulie]

No, but I do have to be at least vaguely aware that somewhere out there is someone more than daft enough to (a) try it, and (b) jump on the phone to Dewey, Cheetham and Howe LLP when it goes les Roberts vers le haut. Times we live in, unfortunately. In my day and yours, we'd have been given a clip round the ear and told you got what you ruddy deserved, you daft ha'p'orth .....

Anyway ..... This time a fortnight ago, I had already puked my guts up and was still dry-heaving like a bitch, in the grip of a brutal comedown. So heroin is probably not going to be involved in my drugpiggery adventures this forthcoming Bank Holiday weekend. I should really get me some staying-awake powder instead .....

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

I should really get me some staying-awake powder instead .....

Maybe a bit of both together, let it get right inside you & have a nice fight.

MDPV & gear or speed with some gear (ROA I.V.) was always something I have held up as something quite special.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

Aye. It's scary how much you can put away, once you've been doing it for any length of time.

As this is a HR site and not a boypart-waving site, I feel I ought to point out that this is exactly how many people have OD'ed in the past: if you suddenly get a strong batch after several weak batches, and go straight into a vein, you're getting more than you're used to.

One of the most potent cranks I ever had was during that dry spell some years back, I was ill & my mate cooked up his cottons for me & I had my first shot, I have never to this day been hit like that off gear. I was looking at my shoelaces for hours


Managed to get a small score yesterday quite late for me but one of the people I have contact with has knocked his hours up till 11pm now & I had access to a car so we could drive too. The goddamn crack head I was with was taking the piss getting ready & kept going on about how people MAY try to break into his flat while we were gone but he lives in a really nice place, the worst you gotta fear is some Guardian reader trying to ask you to go sniff coke with them & they bang on about some SJW issue.

Managed to finally get his yakking ass out the door & he did 6,000 mph all the way to go see the man which scared the piss outta me as the roads were soaking wet & I don't fancy becoming a track for T.G. (Hamburger Man anyone?)

After all the fucking around & being scared to death, going so fast we nearly broke a hole in time without using a DeLorean the bag was so small but the gear was of a very high quality so I didn't really want several heads on sticks for fucking me over.

I know going to score can be shady at times or just a damn pain in the ass but it's like some kinda weird cosmic gamble in a way, the kinda fun sober & normal folks will never know about.

 

[gannetsarewe]

One of the most potent cranks I ever had was during that dry spell some years back, I was ill & my mate cooked up his cottons for me & I had my first shot, I have never to this day been hit like that off gear. I was looking at my shoelaces for hours


Managed to get a small score yesterday quite late for me but one of the people I have contact with has knocked his hours up till 11pm now & I had access to a car so we could drive too. The goddamn crack head I was with was taking the piss getting ready & kept going on about how people MAY try to break into his flat while we were gone but he lives in a really nice place, the worst you gotta fear is some Guardian reader trying to ask you to go sniff coke with them & they bang on about some SJW issue.

Managed to finally get his yakking ass out the door & he did 6,000 mph all the way to go see the man which scared the piss outta me as the roads were soaking wet & I don't fancy becoming a track for T.G. (Hamburger Man anyone?)

After all the fucking around & being scared to death, going so fast we nearly broke a hole in time without using a DeLorean the bag was so small but the gear was of a very high quality so I didn't really want several heads on sticks for fucking me over.

I know going to score can be shady at times or just a damn pain in the ass but it's like some kinda weird cosmic gamble in a way, the kinda fun sober & normal folks will never know about.

Ya can't bothered with powder men anymore, drama queens and grocers the lot of them, nice wee bit of select boutique grow, the deal set up day or so before and with a decent stock always laid up against the evil day, bit of acid once or twice a year and a man that could provide some old school meat and potatoes Billy and I am a happy man save some variety in solid.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

Ended up by luck smoking my bloody head off yesterday, I can still feel it as I sit here now, I ended up nodding off on the sofa & came round as the news came on BBC World Service this morning at 8am & the last thing I remember is putting my plate down around 11pm & having a beak full of tea. The gear I had was off two separate people & the difference in it was vast, one ran so clean & was that stuff which is a really light tan colour, almost white & the other was what looked like old school gear & left some foul black marks on the plate.

I am still having an itch now & then which is a good sign to me, I had gone a small bit with nada & then it was like the gods of b blessed me for once & they were kind. Holding off to have my tooter & the rest of my Z's up the nose like usual, the telly tonight is going to be shit so I wanna time my dose just right so I get the most out of it, there is a high chance though I will just stick BBC Radio 4 on or BBC World Service & nod in & out till I finally stumble into bed in my jeans & t-shirt then fall off to the land of sleep & dream about huge dub sound-systems & rasta dogs.

I just hope the b stays the same till I get paid cause that yesterday was very nice, got no white though till then but I am not that fussed over that really. Even when I do get a white I don't get more than a 20 rock as I prefer to get a decent half g of b for the same price & that will see me good for 36 hours.

 

[BecomingJulie]

Itch!

I must have built up such a tolerance last time, I became desensitised to the histamine release and forgot all about that particular early effect. All the more reason for me to carry on with this break. I might even get a proper itch out of my next score!

 

[Limpet_Chicken]

MMMMMMMMmmmmmmhh.....DAMN! that was good!

Just went to do an IM shot of morphine, 180mg, went for the outside of my upper thigh, and in driving the needle in, I must have accidentally hit a deep vein, one that I couldn't deliberately hit if I tried, way too deep to be visible or palpable, at just the right depth for the needle to rest in the inside of the vein without penetrating the other side, because moments after, got a nice big rush, along with my face and palms, soles of my feet becoming warm, starting to itch all over and heartbeat pounding in my chest. Oh yes, that feels fucking nice, I find it, after my love affair with MXE, 4-MeO- 3-MeO- and 3-OH-PCP, very difficult to hit a vein, now and again that happens though, I'll go to do an IM and accidentally have it go IV instead. Always a delightful little surprise treat. Think I'll spark a cigar or two, fill myself to the gills with grapefruit juice and cimetidine, munch on some of those old school liquorice catherine-wheel sweets, you know, the rolled up liquorice, shaped sort of like a roll of magnesium ribbon, only nonflammable, chewy and tasty, and with one of those aniseed jelly sweets, the things that come covered in little pink or blue sugar balls. Bought a big bag of those earlier, plus two large bags of dolly-mixtures. And then some more beer.

Should be a good one, since a few moments ago I also railed about 70-80mg oxy and took a cap of chlormethiazole, cracked open a few cold ones.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

Julie you need a better score

 

[BecomingJulie]

Nearly crumbled and went out to score tonight. Had to have the day off work so the electricity board could send someone around to inspect my FIT meter (yes, I've got solar panels) and after they had been round, shone a flashlight on it, made some notes and buggered off, went to buy a new phone. They didn't have one in the store, so they are sending it to my workplace by DPD tomorrow. But the new phone needs a smaller SIM than my old one (nano instead of micro), so they have to send a me new SIM (my present one is only a 2-way, mini or micro; it probably even pre-dates the nano SIM). And it appears that they have already deactivated my old SIM, despite assurances that it would not stop working until I put the new SIM in the new phone and switched it on.

So I'm unable to use my phone tonight. It won't even let me call the helpline. And I can't set up a deal on the land line. All I can do is wait for the craving to pass. It will; they always do. In the meantime, I'm just going to have to make do with weed, curry and the recordings on my tellybox .....

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

Runny nose, loose stomach, crushing depression, smell like boiled veg (what is it about feeling not great that causes that smell to come outta you I wonder?)
Oh ye idiot that will use the nearly white heroin & expect to not feel like shit when all the pennies are spent up?....oh yeah it's me

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Runny nose, loose stomach, crushing depression, smell like boiled veg (what is it about feeling not great that causes that smell to come outta you I wonder?)
Oh ye idiot that will use the nearly white heroin & expect to not feel like shit when all the pennies are spent up?....oh yeah it's me

Aw man, I feel for ya. I don't miss those times at all. Is your mouth also salivating like Pavlov's dogs at a campanology conference? That for me was one of the worst of the minor withdrawal symptoms - I'd have a constant stream of drool gushing from my gob, dunno where it all came from...

 

[BecomingJulie]

Runny nose, loose stomach, crushing depression, smell like boiled veg (what is it about feeling not great that causes that smell to come outta you I wonder?)

The thought of this is exactly what is currently keeping me from sliding down the rainbow into the waiting arms of my dealer™ right now. I'm enjoying the break too much to want to be bothered with the consequences of scoring again and then running out.

Is your mouth also salivating like Pavlov's dogs at a campanology conference? That for me was one of the worst of the minor withdrawal symptoms - I'd have a constant stream of drool gushing from my gob, dunno where it all came from...

If your body works anything like mine, from all the pee that refused to come out while you were on the stuff .....

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

Aw man, I feel for ya. I don't miss those times at all. Is your mouth also salivating like Pavlov's dogs at a campanology conference? That for me was one of the worst of the minor withdrawal symptoms - I'd have a constant stream of drool gushing from my gob, dunno where it all came from...

How you ever keep clean?

Fucking 16 years of this shit & I tried to stop ssssoooo many times but it never works & even these days I don't toot like I used to I still get through enough without having to go out to Tesco for some "shopping" & the PAWS are getting worse.

Yeah I slobber like a dog & also get this weird tickle in the back of my throat that drives me MAD

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

Red dread but it granted me just enough to get some proper sleep & be ok-ish.

Ended up in a mates flat with all the local riff-raff doing their thing & yet again the concept of a "baghead" & an "addict" came to mind, If I could press a button to remove 98% of heroin users off the planet but it meant I would have to die too I would press it. I swear to god as each day goes by the words & concepts of Pentti Linkola (is a radical Finnish ecologist, ornithologist, polemicist and fisherman) come to mind so much when I see most people I have to share the world with.

 

[steewith2ees]

After having, dare I say it, a nice weekend I chickened out of starting the week with something constructive, distracted from a call from one of the shotters to say he had weed as well as his usual fare. So, I got a couple of bits and a gram of beautiful weed - the white was fine, but with only 2 bags of gear I ended up cranking them both (a habit that needs putting to bed before I tackle anything else) and as the shining I am going to take my pathetic but currently very high and satisfied ass in the garden.

 

[Zopiclone bandit]

After having, dare I say it, a nice weekend I chickened out of starting the week with something constructive, distracted from a call from one of the shotters to say he had weed as well as his usual fare. So, I got a couple of bits and a gram of beautiful weed - the white was fine, but with only 2 bags of gear I ended up cranking them both (a habit that needs putting to bed before I tackle anything else) and as the shining I am going to take my pathetic but currently very high and satisfied ass in the garden.

Fucking hell Stee, you were doing well the last post I saw you did.
I am no preaching cu*t but why you go do that for man?.......when I see someone who is doing better than I ever could & they go mess up it gets me I won't lie about it.

For all it's worth enjoy your day though mate, I wish you the best.

 

[BecomingJulie]

Well, I've managed to arrange things so all the head-requiring stuff falls within the coming two weeks; which should put me in an ideal position to score again just in time for Whitsun. I'll have been off the gear for nearly 6 weeks by then, so pretty much ready for a toot.

Of course, sliding down the rainbow could just give me an arse full of brightly coloured splinters ..... But let's cross that bridge when we come to it.

I don't think I've recovered too badly really, considering how much I blasted my way through over the course of six months .....

 

[Limpet_Chicken]

Ugh..I lost a 50+ box of paramol CWE, to be dedicated to...higher purposes after a certain 6' position methyl ether goes bye-bye and a propionyl ester sits in its place.

Flask broke, all of the DHC on the garden fucking lawn but starting the process again, so a thing of chemical and scientific beauty may finish gestating.