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EADD Heroin Discussion V18 - Wax on-Wax off-Beetle-down-Beetle up (Hiyer zaramorph)

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matt<3ketamine said:
Been a naughty boy and had a bash this weekend, had to try the beige kit and the stuff is very nice, about 7/10, hits the head like a brick made of warm cotton, anyone else find this kit quite the creeper?
Need to have a word with my mate about me dabbling again, I prefer to keep some people in the loop with what's happening with me than lying and keeping it secret, makes things worse, it's just hard bringing up the conversation to them even them being your good mate
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I never lie about my Heroin use not even to my family . Using Heroin in some circles is sometimes judged as bad , being a liar in any circles is ALWAYS bad .

However some folk can't handle the truth so tread carefully Matt
 
opiaterock said:
Bodda I feel the same if I could go back to summer of '09 I would have turned down that first smoke but those are the breaks I guess. It's a fucking great and diabolical drug at the same time innit. I would have all those things you mentioned too apart from a criminal record (well I do have very minor one but not for drugs)..The family relationships are the hardest for me to deal with now.. but they are getting a lot better for me than they were thankfully (being caught on xmas morning by my ma nodding into a tray couldn't have helped.... but I don't like to pretend I know what full blown addiction is really really like, I have had mild withdrawals but nothing as bad as I see some people around me.

Hope you are doing better man you seemed a little down before hand?
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lol, a criminal record comes with it, kinda like taking credit & having to pay a high APR rate. You'll get caught shottin on road or just having a bag on you, it's a 100% promise.

I feel for you over Xmas, I got caught the same kinda way by my mom, she took me in to go a rattle & I was clean for a while then slipped like usual & nodded out & she came in & the foil was on the side by the lamp, I've never felt so "bad" in my soul like I did that day.

Yeah I was really down for a while, still not 100% now if I am honest, I don't like to moan about my life too much or so called "mental health" issues but I got into a dark place for a while, self harm, planning suicide, shooting "Ghetto cooked" Desomorphine etc......
Some mornings I wake up, look around me & wonder what I've done in a past life to end up where I am, it aint all gloom though I could be in Liberia for example & there are small breaks of light & hope so I aint gonna throw in the towel yet.
I still got a roof over my head & a kind woman at my side, my blues records & a soft bed.
 
Anyone know any good, simple, illustrated guides for IV noobs? I've always had others shoot me up.

I've been doing okay - couple of near-misses and going through veins but I'm rotating sites and keeping everything clean. I just need some new vein suggestions as I'm ruining my arms and I made my hand swell up when I tried there.

Any help is greatly appreciated. :)
 
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Use youtube for guides on IVing Sammy. That's how I learned. Also the bigger your veins and the faster your circulation the harder the chances of missing (and the bigger the rush), so if you can be fucked it really makes a massive difference to get down and to 10 push-ups, even kneeling, to get your arm veins pulsing.

Guys anyone know how long 4mg of subs a day (with naloxone in 'em) would take to give one WDs? Bearing in mind my history, which most of you know (2 months clean today after 4 months' heavy daily use - talking the equivalent of about 3/4g decent British smack a day, snorted n.4 China White)
 
Official bluelighter now eh ponts?! Welcome!

I think you could get away with around 5 days tops matey. Hope you are well despite this
 
ponitfex said:
Guys anyone know how long 4mg of subs a day (with naloxone in 'em) would take to give one WDs? Bearing in mind my history, which most of you know (2 months clean today after 4 months' heavy daily use - talking the equivalent of about 3/4g decent British smack a day, snorted n.4 China White)
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Not very long. Kindling and all that. Plus 4mg is a fair bit, I'd give you a week of 24/7 max.

edit: backroll rolled in for the timing win, well played sir
 
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Cheers for the help lads (and the congratulations backroll lol). Just toying with the idea of taking some for a few days to soften G rebounds. I have to say, taking the time to convert it to GHB is SO worth the effort. Far less harsh on the brain, lasts longer, more enjoyable all round. Fun for all the family, mmm mmmmmmm
 
brimz said:
Oh believe me people vastly exaggerate there problems .
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I agree as I completely exaggerated my problems on here in early 2011. Its not that I lied but I thought I was in more 'shit' that I really was........ I'm a little bit embarrassed of myself actually.

Not that I would try and judge who is exaggerating just putting my hands up to being a massive drama queen :D
 
wcote said:
I agree as I completely exaggerated my problems on here in early 2011. Its not that I lied but I thought I was in more 'shit' that I really was........ I'm a little bit embarrassed of myself actually.

Not that I would try and judge who is exaggerating just putting my hands up to being a massive drama queen :D
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Fair play to you for doing so this is admirable .
 
Let me make something clear here people, to my loyal fan who loves to fill my inbox with hate & abuse plus anyone else who can't read ;)
I NEVER said it was a good idea to use Codeine based things for ANYTHING at all, I never said it was to be used to kill pain, to withdrawl etc.
I know people irl from here, if I was to lie I would be picked up for it right away, plus I would NEVER tell people what's "good" or "bad" to do with their own life, on a base level it makes no difference to me what you do.

Just got a joy filled PM from a old EADD member who posts on here saying I am this & that......blah blah blah & I am "telling people to use Desomorphine"
Just to make it clear I didn't :)
 
brimz said:
You must get some wicked PMs .:)
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Nearly all are quite nice brimz, this warped person can't even read ffs & they cuss me for being dumb *smirk*
I've come across this ex baghead attitude before, someone kicks & gets some God complex & thinks their shit don't stink.

On a base level I don't give a toss, I've had far better & more well placed things thrown at me, this person I just laugh at, the higher you stick your nose in the air the further you gonna fall as my nan said.
I just want to make 1 thing clear as out of a load of things they said the only one that got to me was the Codeine comment as it wasn't true, for the blind & dumb (Yeah Mr Shark) I never said it :)
 
Bodda said:
Nearly all are quite nice brimz, this warped person can't even read ffs & they cuss me for being dumb *smirk*
I've come across this ex baghead attitude before, someone kicks & gets some God complex & thinks their shit don't stink.
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Tell me about it . Almost as bad as the ones that get on a Methadone script drink themselves stupid n take valium yet say they are clean . Them are the worst .
 
Sammy G said:
No, I hadn't. :)

Thank you!
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Once I started pinning for myself, that's when things got bad, please dont start a habit with it, i prefered others doing it for me but when i wanted to learn myself it when downhill, my arm looked like a pin cushion at one point :\

I had a blast the other night and don't feel the need to have another but I know I'll be getting the monkey on my back for more once I get around one particular person :( pity is I really enjoy hanging about with them but when I do, I nearly always end up wanting to get gear, was winning against the voice in my head for a while but lately I gave in to a wee toot n shoot, feel terrible for it and might go back to counceling (especially for my emotional dribble that I bestowed upon some of you, I am sorry)
 
matt<3ketamine said:
Once I started pinning for myself, that's when things got bad, please dont start a habit with it, i prefered others doing it for me but when i wanted to learn myself it when downhill, my arm looked like a pin cushion at one point :\
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My friend was like a Doctor, bang in & done before I knew it but I had a few goes myself, hence nerves getting hit & even shot into arteries by mistake (Yeah you get less than a matchheads size in & BANG, pain like you been electric shocked inside & had boiling water poured inside your body)
Now I get another mate to do it, long & short I facked myself up badly.

Sam I know we.........well bun that bash.
Just fackin stop & fix up, yeah I may be a cunt etc but my gawd I wouldn't wish the gear life on anyone.

Fix up.
 
Bodda said:
The Deso thing I removed due to a load of reasons but as I didn't get to edit it in time i'll talk........

My ex dealer got cut up quite badly & robbed, the doctor gave him a load of Codeine for the pain, he is down on his arse atm & I told him in passing comment about what you can do with the pills.
The Deso isn't coming from Russia, he is making it in his own flat with is girlfriend, I have used it twice myself now & I am sure before I get my script i'll use it again.

Brimz it's nothing to do with the lack of ability of scoring good gear, the last few months i've been getting really great gear, look through my posts I have been saying for months now since I got this new connection the gear is amazing but money issues have hit me & my habit atm is through the roof.

I removed my post due to a lot of reasons, I would prefer not to go into it tbh.



No he is cooking it himself, I've done it twice & the guy I am doing it with has done it quite a few times himself.
I feel kinda guilty as it was me that told him about it too.
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sorry if i misunderstood this. nasty piece of work indeed 8)
 
Bodda said:
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My friend was like a Doctor, bang in & done before I knew it but I had a few goes myself, hence nerves getting hit & even shot into arteries by mistake (Yeah you get less than a matchheads size in & BANG, pain like you been electric shocked inside & had boiling water poured inside your body)
Now I get another mate to do it, long & short I facked myself up badly.

Sam I know we.........well bun that bash.
Just fackin stop & fix up, yeah I may be a cunt etc but my gawd I wouldn't wish the gear life on anyone.

Fix up.
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Hitting a nerve is nasty, thought I had hit an artery as I was just starting to do it myself and freaked the bap, squirted the barrel down the drain, held my arm above my heart and foned a mate who has hit arteries before and asked should I fone an ambulance but was grand, still it's like playing with fire, beginners don't know where to be digging,hence the pin cushion effct
 
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