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EADD Heroin discussion v.21 -- Big shout out to kkattastic :)

scored 4 grams today which i'm hoping will hold me over till the 16th, can anyone tell me what to expect when starting a program (Lifeline in particular if any UK people here are familiar)? When I spoke to the woman on the phone she said the first session would involve some kind of group introduction, followed by an assessment, she said something about methadone too though I don't know if they can give prescriptions or if a doctor has to.
 
Quality of gear has really dipped in my part of outer west london. No matter who i go to, it's all 6/10 ie you do it but it ain't exactly enjoyable.
Stuff was top notch for past 2 years, so been spoiled.
 
PredatorVision said:
scored 4 grams today which i'm hoping will hold me over till the 16th, can anyone tell me what to expect when starting a program (Lifeline in particular if any UK people here are familiar)? When I spoke to the woman on the phone she said the first session would involve some kind of group introduction, followed by an assessment, she said something about methadone too though I don't know if they can give prescriptions or if a doctor has to.
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Im not familiar with life line. But normally a quick chat about your drug use with a piss test that u need to test posative for, to be able to get a script. Is whats involved, and maybe a quick chat with the doc and maybe some basic tests. ANd if u IV or have in the past, hep/ hiv tests are talked about and some offer hep vaccines which ive had in the past. uNless anythings changed its been a few years since ive gone throygh it, Thats basically what to expect from these things.
 
da man said:
Im not familiar with life line. But normally a quick chat about your drug use with a piss test that u need to test posative for, to be able to get a script. Is whats involved, and maybe a quick chat with the doc and maybe some basic tests. ANd if u IV or have in the past, hep/ hiv tests are talked about and some offer hep vaccines which ive had in the past. uNless anythings changed its been a few years since ive gone throygh it, Thats basically what to expect from these things.
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Thanks for the response, sounds about right, I've not injected though one time I shared a straw smoking a tiny bit of gear with someone who I suspect had some kind of disease (though he said he didn't have HIV in conversation with someone else about shooting) should I mention that?

these 4 grams I got are incredibly strong Jesus Christ I thought they'd be standard street stuff considering it's the same colour, it's rock hard rather than powdery though.
 
its your call, if your concerned then do it. IMO its best to get checked and the all clear or not if your unlucky. And msn i wish i had some super strong shit right now. EVVYOUS.
And yeah some diseases hep a or b i think can be transmitted through any bodily fluids IIRC. So it might be best to mention it actually.
 
da man said:
Pred did u score your gear on the streets or the darkwebz,
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Street though my usual guy passed me onto someone else because I wanted more than a couple of grams (who is his wholesaler I guess) and I paid more because he hadn't cut it. I'm guessing this guy bought it from a DNM though.
 
da man said:
lucky bastard is it still #3
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yeah definitely #3, I tried running #4 once and it tasted revolting and unmistakable., the best #3 i've had in a while since I had some rock hard btown that without a doubt was chipped from a massive block. This stuff's a bit too strong for my taste, everytime i've run a line today I nod almost instantly where as I usually like to sit okayung a computer game I can#t concentrate and barely can read my PC screen right nows, compared to the usuak tan powderty crap I have this is proper mongging me out. On the blog front I ssent a link to my ex after I mentioned int to her and I got the third degree for outting a picture of her on it si had to re-edit it with her face covered up. Going to swap some of this stuff for methadone tomorrow if I cwake up in the morning mot dead.

Not dead, made me very fucked though.

On another note when you sign up for heroin treatment do you get added to any government nonce-list equivalent for drug users? I don't want to go for a job interview and be asked about my time on methadone, or be refused entry into a country or anything like that.. that's probably a stupid question.
 
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PredatorVision said:
yeah definitely #3, I tried running #4 once and it tasted revolting and unmistakable., the best #3 i've had in a while since I had some rock hard btown that without a doubt was chipped from a massive block. This stuff's a bit too strong for my taste, everytime i've run a line today I nod almost instantly where as I usually like to sit okayung a computer game I can#t concentrate and barely can read my PC screen right nows, compared to the usuak tan powderty crap I have this is proper mongging me out. On the blog front I ssent a link to my ex after I mentioned int to her and I got the third degree for outting a picture of her on it si had to re-edit it with her face covered up. Going to swap some of this stuff for methadone tomorrow if I cwake up in the morning mot dead.

Not dead, made me very fucked though.

On another note when you sign up for heroin treatment do you get added to any government nonce-list equivalent for drug users? I don't want to go for a job interview and be asked about my time on methadone, or be refused entry into a country or anything like that.. that's probably a stupid question.
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Don't think there's a junky list like there is for nonces, but it does go on your medical records - something the bastards lied to me about when I first went into treatment in 1995. I specifically asked if the treatment was totally confidential and if it went on my medical records. They replied yes to the former and no to the latter. I think they knew I wouldn't commence 'treatment' if they'd told the truth.
 
F.U.B.A.R. said:
Don't think there's a junky list like there is for nonces, but it does go on your medical records - something the bastards lied to me about when I first went into treatment in 1995. I specifically asked if the treatment was totally confidential and if it went on my medical records. They replied yes to the former and no to the latter. I think they knew I wouldn't commence 'treatment' if they'd told the truth.
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Well this actually is important for me, is it only perscribed medicines that go on your record or the fact that you sought treatment at all? my habit's not honestly bad enough to require anything longer than a few weeks and I can score methadone anyway and just lower my dose across a few days.
 
It goes on your medical record that you're a 'drug seeking junky scumbag' and you'd better not ever need any medication stronger than cocodamol. I should imagine this only shows up once you've been prescribed anti junky drugs - but I don't know for certain. What I do know is DONT go for drug treatment unless absolutely necessary - it will stay with you for life. There are also implications with life insurance, driving licences etc.
 
YEs unfortunately that label sticks hard, i was treated like a total piece of shit at the dentists once, as i was worried about drug interactions i stupidly mentioned it, never again, judgemental bastards, it happens with doctors aswell laughing at u when your clearly in pain, likke u have more chance of winning the lotteyr than getting prescribed anything other tahn paracetamol. But tis bitch at the dentist made her feelings towards me very clear and was horrible. Once u take that help and have that label u r looked at like a drug seeking junky and will find it extremely hard to get help in certain situations, so think long and hard whether u really need it.
 
Predatorvision... You do realize that the serious, longterm users here are not fooled by your ridiculous fantasy life of drug using? you need to grow up and calm down on the absolute nonsense you're spouting. As for that steewiv2ees and his ridiculous tales of doing everything from speed, to acid.... dropping e's and one minute smoking heroin and the next shooting it (all in one evening) well, just another sad attention seeker desperate to be someone he's not. Sad sad sad. In any serious forum you'd not be given the time of day. Two absolute fantasists.
 
Yeah mate its a joke, but at teh time its fucking hell when u r in genuine need ahd get laughed at, abscesses can be VERY VERY painful and in sure your misses was very upset, some women seem to be more judgemental tahn men for some reason, tho ive had both genders give me the piece of shit treatment. I googled what i had wrong ang it said morphine is usually given for the pain relief as it lasts a little while. i got paracetamol and when i said im already taking them and there not touching the pain. The face and explanation that followed from the doc was basicall y fuck off. CUNTS
 
no problem mate i gathered that but glad u cleared it up for any future readers. I would not want anyone to think of me as a yank.
 
The Outer said:
Predatorvision... You do realize that the serious, longterm users here are not fooled by your ridiculous fantasy life of drug using? you need to grow up and calm down on the absolute nonsense you're spouting. As for that steewiv2ees and his ridiculous tales of doing everything from speed, to acid.... dropping e's and one minute smoking heroin and the next shooting it (all in one evening) well, just another sad attention seeker desperate to be someone he's not. Sad sad sad. In any serious forum you'd not be given the time of day. Two absolute fantasists.
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Welcome to bluelight.

Can I just enquire to what part of my posts have offended you so much?

I havnt taken speed for 3 years, mdma for 2 and Ive shot heroin less than 20 times in my life, as Im usually satisfied with smoking it. As for 'ridiculous tales' bluelight is one of the few places that i can be honest about the different drugs ive taken over the last 20 years.

Im an attention seeker only in so far as everyone needs attention at certain points in ones life.

As for being desperate to be something im not, what on earth gives you that impression? Im a junky a methadone maintained polydrug user whos ruined their life, and as such there are times when i do wish i was somthing that im not.

I know your a new poster and dont know me or my story, but I would llike you to qualify the comments you made about me as im quite upset about how unfair they are.

Pease respond The Outer

Stee
 
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