yeah me too, in the last 10 odd years ive cried a few times, always while rattling or stopping the H and sticking to my script, and sometimes its silly shit, that sets u off. The first time it happened i didnt know why. But i started to see a pattern and figured it out soon enough. That drug really fucks with u in more ways than u realise. I hate being emotional from taht shit, like u say stee sometimes it just comes on like a slap in the face. Gears still fluctuating a bit round my way tho its mostly goood so cant really complain. Hows the shit round other peoples way?