Crystal meth is something else, only rush that was so strong IV'd that i actually projectile vomited which i have never done before or since!
Taken normally i find its like speed but better in every way imo, feels cleaner and more euphoric etc.
Gears been average round here, a mates been getting more of those 15 shots which are dynamyte of white, but i weighed one yesterday and it was .12! (and one was .07.. the one i was given as a present lol) v v v v good quality but jesus christ way overpriced!
Gears not great but not bad either, does the trick which i could try some this rocket fuel that seems to be about but hey.
For those who care/wanted an update i'm going to detox next week i think

, so i wont be around much (not that i am anyways, but i still lurk every now and then), this is the best chance i'm ever going to have and i'm not gonna let myself fuck up or let me head trick me into thinking how great life was before, theres a way out and i've seen it work many times, and now im doing it for me!
Having a last little run at them now, spent a silly amount of money but i am so ready to draw a line under it.
4 people that i know are off detox the same time as me and going to (diff) rehab afterwards, ranging from a 19 year old kid to a 57 yo old head, its NEVER too late guys if you truly dont want it to be.
And i gotta put in there, thanks to the staff, if i wasnt for people like shambles, f&b knock/atm etc i would certainly be dead and i doubt they even knew that i didnt take a potentially lethal combo because of a post they made 3 years ago. The proper HR threads are priceless, most people it helps you wont even know about.
And especially the EADD crew from a few years back who used to keep in regular touch and that (sorry i was always so bad at replying), and if it wasnt for people like Si & TekkeN (hope they dont mind me mentioning them (doubt they will) but I knew TekkeN a few years back, and every time i see him on facebook out of the other side and living life it gives me inspiration & he doesnt even know it! top lad)
So thanks to the lot of you, this community was, and still is something special.
Lol like a fucking oscar speech, but best of luck to you all, i'll pop back in after the programme which will be 7-10 months
Stay safe, stay alive and stay happy. PLUR
