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EADD Heroin Discussion Nininininineteen [19] (I wasn't really sure what was going on)

I'm not arguing against it being a medical condition as in mental health problem.
 
to the author of the blog;
i think because you wrote it in the past tense--'i was the college drugs kingpin, noone was sellin gear like us or we'd rob them'--(im papaphrasing) and didnt hint at all to any shame or contrition, that you put a few backs up.
you seemed to be writing from that dickhead mindframe in a nostalgiac way is all.
im the first to agree that drugs fuck you up and when youre reql young, they can make you feel cooler than your straight laced peers.
it just sounds a bit boastful is all.
 
and junky means the same thing here entirely. its used in such a huge spectrum of ways in both the usa and uk, you must know this; pick one: heroin junkie, adrenaline junkie; caffiene junkie, fastfood junkie, an actual homeless person that salvages junk to. sell as scrap. the substance/intensity can vary vastly. i barely know what im on about now but i hope you find what youre looking for, blogger bloke.
 
to the author of the blog;
i think because you wrote it in the past tense--'i was the college drugs kingpin, noone was sellin gear like us or we'd rob them'--(im papaphrasing) and didnt hint at all to any shame or contrition, that you put a few backs up.
you seemed to be writing from that dickhead mindframe in a nostalgiac way is all.
im the first to agree that drugs fuck you up and when youre reql young, they can make you feel cooler than your straight laced peers.
it just sounds a bit boastful is all.

That was the point of it. I wrote it in the past tense to give it that feeling. I mean if you read my posts that I wrote where I contemplate how my life has changed since getting clean and being on methadone, I am a completely different person. I am sorry, remorseful and feel terrible for the pain I caused myself and others. But I wanted to show the world how heroin turns you into a monster from that past point of view. And yes a bit of boastfulness in it.. but that came with being young and feeling invincible and thinking it was 'cool'. Talk to me now and you wouldn't even know that was me.
 
I scored Sunday evening to take a little smoke for the Monday at the beginning of my two week stint out of town, shouldnt of but hey ho..

Anyways the point of my post is a warning to anyone around b'ham area, this batch is knock out stuff but not in a good way, its definitely heroin however there is a very strong active cut in it. I had maybe 10 lines and I woke up minutes later with my head in my lap and the plate stuck to my face. This is not normal and its a mixture of a regular heroin buzz but with a very heavy sedation. I wouldnt say its dangerous for smokers so much unless you're bloods full of benzos but id say its definitely a recipe for disaster IV.

Its a very light colour and very fine dusty powder. It behaves normal on the foil and the beetles black but somethings a miss with it. The main reasons I know its not just strong smack is the taste and the buzz. It doesnt taste of high purity gear and the buzz is lacking in every area other than a serious nod..

I bought 2 bags which Id normally smoke in one sitting, it took me all night to smoke it as I slipped in and out of consciousness. It wasnt unpleasant but its dodgy for sure.

Stay safe <3
 
Lou Reed tracks and read too many William Borroughs novels (who couldn't write for shit anyway).

Hey, Lou Reed is speedfreak music. Despite that obvious VU track. And Burroughs could write. Just perhaps not in a way that appeals to many people who aren't prepared to wade through graphic accounts of sodomy every other page, but nonetheless, he was a fantastic prose stylist. You may not consider that 'writing'; I do.

That's not to criticise the thrust of your message, btw. You're absolutely right about the 'junky chic' thing being dangerous bullshit. I just felt the need to step in and defend a couple of people whose work I admire. As you were. ;)

Start on Iggy, however, and you'll have a fucking flame war on yer hands. :X
 
I scored Sunday evening to take a little smoke for the Monday at the beginning of my two week stint out of town, shouldnt of but hey ho..

Anyways the point of my post is a warning to anyone around b'ham area, this batch is knock out stuff but not in a good way, its definitely heroin however there is a very strong active cut in it. I had maybe 10 lines and I woke up minutes later with my head in my lap and the plate stuck to my face. This is not normal and its a mixture of a regular heroin buzz but with a very heavy sedation. I wouldnt say its dangerous for smokers so much unless you're bloods full of benzos but id say its definitely a recipe for disaster IV.

Its a very light colour and very fine dusty powder. It behaves normal on the foil and the beetles black but somethings a miss with it. The main reasons I know its not just strong smack is the taste and the buzz. It doesnt taste of high purity gear and the buzz is lacking in every area other than a serious nod..

I bought 2 bags which Id normally smoke in one sitting, it took me all night to smoke it as I slipped in and out of consciousness. It wasnt unpleasant but its dodgy for sure.

Stay safe <3

no one cared for my warning earlier in the thread and i nearly died, maybe they will listen to you
 
My fella has had new gear since yesterday and it is really nice %)

Sizes have gone down a little bit, but the 20 bags are pretty decent, easily more than two day bags. His kit was normally quite fluffy, but this stuff is quite solid and has a much stronger 'heroin' smell to it.

So happy days. Will weigh the next 20 bag, I got a few today and mixed it up and then divided doses for next 4 days.
 
Now I'm getting up at 7am and getting back from work around 6pm I'm having a nice smoke and cus I'm so tired I normally have a sly nod, but today I was nodding for a while, the gear is pretty darn good.


yeah 4 bags in 2 hours either its shit gear or you got tolerance to get beat back down!
 
Today was a strange one. Decided to go score and I knew my friend was also so I met her in town we went to see some guy she knew and we got a few bags of average almost decent gear and since she's homeless currently we decided to go into a graveyard then into a bush to have a little toot and a catch up before we departed ways. This isn't normally my thing smoking smack in bushes in shady parts of town but I thought "eh fuck it - would love a toot and chat" so we got into the bush, and sat down on our bags and started setting up, I looked to the side of us and there was a cat, sleeping but actually wasn't sleeping it had clearly died extremely recently - so it looked like it was just basking in the sun, but really it'd just started decomposition. Once I'd realised it was a dead cat the whole experience seemed really surreal. Doing drugs with the homeless on the edge of graveyard in a bush with a deadcat and used pins etc surrounded by us. Classy.

Today I won at life. I am a winner.
 
Today was a strange one. Decided to go score and I knew my friend was also so I met her in town we went to see some guy she knew and we got a few bags of average almost decent gear and since she's homeless currently we decided to go into a graveyard then into a bush to have a little toot and a catch up before we departed ways. This isn't normally my thing smoking smack in bushes in shady parts of town but I thought "eh fuck it - would love a toot and chat" so we got into the bush, and sat down on our bags and started setting up, I looked to the side of us and there was a cat, sleeping but actually wasn't sleeping it had clearly died extremely recently - so it looked like it was just basking in the sun, but really it'd just started decomposition. Once I'd realised it was a dead cat the whole experience seemed really surreal. Doing drugs with the homeless on the edge of graveyard in a bush with a deadcat and used pins etc surrounded by us. Classy.

Today I won at life. I am a winner.
Always something surreal there to blow ur high, sods law, when i think back to some of the fucked up shit i saw on the early mornings after a club/rave, you couldnt make half of it up even if you were irvine welsh looking for inspiration for an anthology of short stories. Believe me ds i got my winners club membership card in 1994 and have renewed it every year since. Once the gear took hold surreal events became more standard and boring, an od here and there, a set of blue lights flashing through the back windscreen just as one has a tooter and jimmy in mouth and on lap,nowt exciting but enuff to keep me in the winners parade year after year.

Got piss test 2morrow so ive managed to stay off the gear nearly a week. Had my last blast last Thursday - pinned one bag and smoked 4 over the course of about 6/7 hours. Been shitting it since as my doc has threatened to increase my juice to 70mg if i drop dirty once more - it was pretty strong kit and id had a fair bit in the week prior to my last smoke. been caining the water since and started testing myself sunday morning - finally gave a negative sample yesterday but the cutoff on my test strips is only 2000ng/ml - if the dsp's kits are any more sensitive then im still fucked. Only thing to do is keep caining back the water. going to go down the range later to smash a few balls about - should keep my metabolism up a bit more than xbox tiger woods (which is normally first out the caddy).
 
I'm doing only half a 20 bag a day at the moment. The bags weight about .3 give or take .02

So I'm wondering if I'm unable to score weather 1 or 2mg of subutex would hold me for a day? Surely it would keep the worst of the WD at bay.

I would normally get a 8mg subbies but this time I only have 4mg woerh and I see if it could last me two days.
 
average gear for me atm, iuf imhave a big1 i can get pins and needles but nothing special really, unfortunately
 
was getting really nice gear for the last week. but went to score today and my man told me it was new stuff but as it wasn't as good that bags were bigger.

That didn't make it up, the gear was so average. Really annoyed after the last stuff being so lush. I'm hoping maybe he just struggled to 're up' as he still had the lush stuff last night.

Got enough gear to last me till Wednesday. So fingers crossed it will improve again. :\
 
Same as.......gears gone to shit for me also . 1 fella got lifted and the other 2's quality is pony. So sick of this fluctuation.
Don't know weather to sit back and see it out or look else where. I know what I should do but iv never gone that route.
 
last stuff i had was aboit better rock hard compressed lump with light and dark speckles, and a vinegar smell nothing special to id say abit above average , and new 1s more or less same strengt. bit darker in colour. i wish some shit hot stuff would show its face round my way soon.
 
What I don't understand is what Peaches was doing injecting it in the first place? Not like she couldn't afford to chase the beetle. Or at least toot a little line first, just to gauge the strength of the stuff before you go banging it up. And especially when you've lost your tolerance, as I'm currently working on doing .....
 
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