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EADD Heroin Discussion Nininininineteen [19] (I wasn't really sure what was going on)

Iv seen people spot small amounts of gear on the foil and it Just seems a waste to me (burning it up and trying to inhale everything ) you want enough gear that you can run up and down without it burning up.
Pull the foil and make a dent to help control it , your lungs will determine how much you inhale.
It's harder to explain than I thought it would be.
Injoy !
 
I think for first timers,a big thing is to not keep fighting your nausea.Just get the puking bit out of the way (it's not a nasty puking anyway,more cleansing) and then you can sit back and enjoy the feeling.If you spend the whole time fighting the nausea,of course it won't be as enjoyable
 
I remember when I started doing gear and when it made me puke it wasn't an unpleasant experience at all.
There was none of the usual straining & wretching you usually get when throwing up. It was just a case of head over toilet, open mouth and out it came with no pain or trouble at all. Was the easiest most pleasant puke I have ever experienced.
The most annoying thing in the early days was the itchy nose sensation but that soon passed.
 
I think the thing for me was i literally have no memory of ever being sick so I'm kind of scared of it in a weird way. Maybe I would've enjoyed it more if I had let myself be sick but who knows now. Not that I didn't like the high but it just wasn't my kind of thing, I like my coke and will probably always be a stimulant girl because of my personality. Speaking of itching, I got itchy all over when I tried heroin which was a bit annoying too :p not my thing I guess, maybe I've had a lucky escape, but is being a cokehead better? Depends on your perspective I guess lol. I would try heroin again or a weaker opiate but not sure it will change my mind.
 
Ive just tried to do chat a tutorial video, sat in my mates van.. inevitably someone comes out to the van next door and the usual panic then play it cool sketch came out.. =)

If so much of my face wasnt in it id upload it just for the lolz...!
 
Well Sammy, Scotch... followed your advice & chased it as per instructions... not perfect technique but I got a slight blob on the go. We shall see how the evening progresses. :)
 
Your technique will improve over time, meaning you will waste less. I like to fold a V-groove in the foil, and keep the flame of the lighter somewhere behind the beetle, so it is always moving into a colder spot. That minimises the probability of a frazzle. At the end of your toke, you can release and re-depress the trigger on your lighter (assuming it's a flint one and not a piezo one) to spray unburned gas on the foil; this will cool it and help the beetle solidify.

But be warned ..... It's only fun a finite number of times.

The definition of a habit, I have discovered, is when you are taking drugs purely to avoid the comedown.

As you can tell from my not enthusing wildly over how wonderful heroin can be, I am currently taking a break from the stuff (ran out on Tuesday, though that was really just the last of a bonus beetle; the main binge was last Saturday). Casualty is not on tonight, so I couldn't play my usual Casualty game (where I take a toot every time someone mentions "ten of morphine", double if it's Zoë because Sunetra Sarker) even if I did go and score. Which would also (1) cost me money I cannot afford, (2) mean that all the suffering I have been through the past few days and nights would have to be gone through again eventually and (3) not go at all well with my PiC, whom I have no desire to lose. Also (4) I absolutely have to be straight tomorrow.
 
I like the sound of the Casualty game! (apart from the part where you have to watch it... it's not what it used to be! :\)

I found that chasing was much more successful than spotting unsurprisingly. It wasn't too bad chasing small amounts - like 40mg using a narrow piece of foil with a groove in like you said. (pic of my efforts in fucked thread.)

This was only ever meant to be an experiment & I'm satisfied now after 2 sessions that I've experienced enough. I think the problem now is, I've opened a door that will never be closed again. I know how to smoke it & that it is a cheap, reliable high. I have no desire to get anymore but who knows what the future will bring.

I have a lot more respect for this drug & people who are drawn to it now. I always thought it was a more obvious 'getting hooked' feeling but it's a very subtle draw it has... one that I am sure catches many unaware.
 
It was all fun and games and nods till I woke up sick one day. Then it was srs bsns.

If you can use it in moderation, fair enough. I didn't touch it for a couple years after a first few experiments - then something shit happened and I couldn't be bothered to deal with it in a healthier way, so opted for a habit. Somehow opening the door made it a lot easier to just think 'fuck it' when the time came :(
 
I can certainly relate to becoming addicted when times are bad.

I only got addicted to smoking & started using Meph habitually when things were going bad for me on APs... I'd never had a problem moderating my use of either largely speaking up until that point. It just crept up on me because I wasn't really with it & suddenly I had a problem.
 
As long as Zoë's still in it, I'll keep on watching it .....

When you get to the point of actually taking foil with you when you go to score so you can find a discreet place to have a quick boot, that's when you know you've gone too far.

Anyway, try and hold off as long as you can, now you know what to expect. I wouldn't wish a full-on opiate comedown on my worst enemy.
 
I know I am from the US (NYC area), but I have a heroin blog that might be of interest to any Europeans interested in the US heroin scene, especially the New York City/New Jersey heroin scene,

https://jerseyjunkie201.wordpress.com/

I write about experiences, old war stories, journal entries I wrote during the height of my addiction, contemplations of junkie culture, about me, my life, where I grew up, my antics growing up, harm reduction info, etc. It's a solid look into the NYC/NJ heroin scene. It's only 3 months old, with 10 posts, but I am trying to get readers and plan on keeping it going for quite a while. I was a hardcore heroin addict form 2007-2014, other drugs before that. I got on methadone Feb 2014 and have been on it ever since. It saved my life. I hope you check it out, enjoy the readings and posts. Share it, comment on it, read it. E-mail me if you'd like: [email protected] or just PM me here on BL.

Thanks Europe!
 
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