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EADD Heroin Discussion Nininininineteen [19] (I wasn't really sure what was going on)

steewith2ees said:
Got 2 bags of very good yesterday from Wolverhampton, weird colour, almost yellowy white (it wasnt crack) first bag left me high as a kite, just sent me on total mad one as if I was chipping my first bag in months. Nodded out half way through the second - no money now till thursday, whats the likelyhood of it still knock around. Fairly low id think:(
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Got text off the same bloke 8.30 to say he was 'live', a bit of negotiation, I have 2 bags in my hot little hand to go with my meth and its not even 10am yet. This is what sunday mornings should be made of. Only got a bongs worth of weed left tho 8(
 
steewith2ees said:
Got text off the same bloke 8.30 to say he was 'live', a bit of negotiation, I have 2 bags in my hot little hand to go with my meth and its not even 10am yet. This is what sunday mornings should be made of. Only got a bongs worth of weed left tho 8(
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Had a similar day stee, was intent on not using today as the only guys by me with quality gear are off.. was just about to take my sub when my pal phones and says hes off to a different area to score what he was told was brilliant gear, couldn't resist could I.. turns out its even better than the stuff id been getting, as good as anything pre drought....

TOMORROW I WILL TAKE MY SUB
TOMORROW I WILL TAKE MY SUB
TOMORROW I WILL TAKE MY SUB
TOMORROW I WILL TAKE MY SUB
 
Been getting shit hot proper gear £25 for 3 points.
Picked up 3 this morning and it's gone to shit.
Same gear I can buy In weights.

Phoned up and had a moan ,and he blames his runner. ( load of old bollocks )
He sorted me 3 proper ones , but I don't know what's wrong with these fucking people. Why stamp on perfectly good gear.
Greedy cunts.
 
I think I need another month off the gear.

I haven't had a proper break since October; and been scoring on an almost-weekly basis since November, eking each deal out for as long as possible in the hope of tapering away to nothing but then always finding an excuse to give in and get some more.

The last time I used was Friday night, with a friend. I took the last bit of Bonus Beetle sometime early on Saturday morning. Nothing since then but fragmentated sleep and waking up soaked in sweat ..... But according to the COWS scale, this "cluck" barely registers, and I'll be fine for work by tomorrow (apart, maybe, from having absolutely no sense of temperature regulation; and I've been in to work feeling far less fine than this, and so far managed to avoid trouble, but the truth is, I don't feel like I have got many lives left). I'm not even getting my usual toenail ache.
 
I need a lifetime off the gear...!

The "I'll start from tomorrow" justification is wearing thin in my own mind let alone people around me.

Anyways, I will start tomorrow :\
 
I have to take a rest from it - an 1/8 is only lasting 4-5 days now and cos its cheap, trouble is its good as well and so tempting to top up but my tollerance is going tro the roof now with 1/2 a g needed for a good nod. So took 45mg of 'done yesterday and today plus a wee smoke will finish off the .1 or so and the tube tonight then a week off minmum, want to try and do 10 days off, but did a 1/2 g or so over the afternnoon and im fkd cantbkeep me eyes open and taken 1h to wtite this pointless ostp which is ironic as its just started on iiitelly
 
@ scotch mist. Ohh the old, I WILL START TOMMOROW. The gear head mantra , lol. Good luck anyway mate.

@ blondin , good to see you still about son.
Iv found myself in your shoes , since I got home. £10 a point , it's been a very , very long time since smoking a point put me on my arse. And had me picking bits of gear off my teeth.
Quality over quantity , every time.
 
ScotchMist said:
I need a lifetime off the gear...!

The "I'll start from tomorrow" justification is wearing thin in my own mind let alone people around me.

Anyways, I will start tomorrow :\
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Come on ScotchMist you've gone as far as getting a script now it's time to take the final step & start using them mate. I know it's frightening but part of you obviously wants off the gear so give your Subs a try. Think of the cash you will save, start now & you'll be able to get me something nice for Christmas ;)
 
@ maxalfie
Max I see you been having some health problems. Real sorry about that mate.
Fucking commendable how your dealing with it , wish you a speedy recovery , catch you soon ..
 
With me, my problem is frequency, not absolute quantity. I've been using tiny amounts daily or almost daily (think, up to 3-4 weeks out of a 'teenth) for far too long in a row, with the odd binge at weekends, and just really need to get my body's own endorphin factory to come back to full production. Even after a day off, from just a couple of tokes in the morning and again at night, I am able to notice it. (And I know from experience, I'm dealing with what in engineering terms would be called an under-damped system; meaning, my body actually overshoots a bit and I get a "false stone" just from my own endorphins, when this happens.)

As heretical as this may sound, I'm not even thinking about getting off the gear for good at the moment. I do need a break, though. At the end of the month, I'll decide whether I want to go and score again or not. Probably I will, maybe I won't, but I'm not going to beat myself up about it either way. Maybe one day I'll have been without a toot long enough to describe myself as having given up. I just don't want to get into quite this same place again; so, if, when, I do score again, I won't keep up the usage for as long without a break.

My Partner-in-Crime™ may well want me to go and score for her sometime in the meantime, which always presents a temptation; but I've been known to stash a wrap unopened overnight in the past, and it will be good practice for me if I have to do that again.
 
Julie , my way of looking at things is if you only using gear in small amounts it's really nothing to worry about.
As long as you don't have a methadone/bupe habit as well a little toot every day ain't a problem.
Until shit gets chaotic or problematic , fucking Injoy. But that's just IMO.
 
I was always envious of people who could control themselves with the amount of gear that they took. If i'd had a teenth in the house then there would have been no way that i could limit myself to just a little toot once a day, i would have smoked it all in no time at all. Even if i knew that smoking it all would leave me clucking until i next got paid i still would not be able to stop myself from using it all.
There was times where i had bought say 3 bags so i could have 2 at night and save 1 to have before work in the morning so i would't be ill and even though i knew i really needed to save that 1 bag for the morning i still couldn't stop myself from smoking it even after already having had the other 2 bags.
If i had gear in the house then i had to have it even if it meant i'd feel shit at work the next day, no self control that was my major problem
 
maxalfie said:
Come on ScotchMist you've gone as far as getting a script now it's time to take the final step & start using them mate. I know it's frightening but part of you obviously wants off the gear so give your Subs a try. Think of the cash you will save, start now & you'll be able to get me something nice for Christmas ;)
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Cheers Max, since getting my script there has been no end of problems with my relationships which were obviously caused by the gear, so the only logical thing to do is take more gear. Makes perfect sense doesnt it :\....!

Today I've finally snapped though, im taking my subs first thing in the morning, ive got to get my family back...!

Have yourself a look through the Argos catalogue and pm the product number :)
 
ScotchMist said:
Cheers Max, since getting my script there has been no end of problems with my relationships which were obviously caused by the gear, so the only logical thing to do is take more gear. Makes perfect sense doesnt it :\....!

Today I've finally snapped though, im taking my subs first thing in the morning, ive got to get my family back...!

Have yourself a look through the Argos catalogue and pm the product number :)
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Sounds like a good plan ScotchM, if you take your sub when you get up tomorrow morning then it won't allow you the chance to think about scoring as you'll know it would be pointless as you've already taken the sub.
I'm sure getting your family back is more important to you than doing some gear. Heroin will only ever take good things away from you such as friends & family who probably don't understand what it's like to be addicted to a drug.The early days will no doubt be the hardest as heroin will still be very fresh & at the forefront of all your thoughts but the more days that you can go without using then the less heroin will be on your mind.
No real rewards to be had in life from heroin nothing that compares to having a family around you.
I wish you all the best mate.
 
Hey guys, I've found myself in Essex for the week. Anybody know what the gear situation is like here? Is it worth me going out looking or not bothering and save my money? I'm actually near Colchester to be specific but have my car so can travel a bit!
 
You could always go ask if any of the squaddies in Colchester have bought any souvenirs back from Afghanistan :\
 
maxalfie said:
You could always go ask if any of the squaddies in Colchester have bought any souvenirs back from Afghanistan :\
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Hahahahahahahaha, great shout mate! I'd be prepared to bet a huge amount of my hard earned cash that loads of them bring shit back!
 
Theres gonna b loads about with the boys coming home having done their hob with the fields. I can smell a fresh epidemic since we are in times of joblessness and hopelessness and we need to be kept quiet. Anyone else get the sweats off the green? Horrible
 
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