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EADD Benzo Discussion V. Waking up in a Wakefield skip

There won't be any unknown amounts. That post probably sounded more reckless than it actually is. It's actually really pretty moderate and controlled in my book.

Fortunately the only times I really pissed people off (neighbours etc) was when GBL was involved. I can get rowdy and out of control on GBL. It's probably just as well that I cant get GBL at this time.

But I just get peacefull, chilled, and quiet on pretty much everything else. I dont create disturbances and things like that as long as there is no Geeb involved.
 
BelleRed said:
Bleaney, are you serious?

I've read some awful stories from you and I think ypu should reconsider combining all those drugs, especially with alcohol.

You're worrying us all now. :(
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There is one thing I should make clear. Presumably those 'terrible stories' you refer to are all from the "worst mistakes you have made" thread. Those posts due to the nature of the thread are going to give a very one sided and concerning picture of my drug use where I did go through a period of problematic drug use and reckles chaos. . It wasnt all like that though. Most of the time there were no terrible mistakes and things were done as sensibly as possible.

I did hit the bottom at one point, but somehow managed to reverse things and climb out of the hole I'd put myself in, so that I had the opportunity of a fresh start. And things really are very different this time round. I have no intention of ever getting myself into such a mess of chaos and dependencies ever again. This is why I am doing everything I can to keep my benzo tolerance as low as possible for example.

I may be having an occasional blast every now and again, and it really is just that, and combos like I have taken tonight although they are a lot of different substances, which I recognise is bad HR, they are very low doses of each substance and I know through experience that I will be fine.

It is not a case of taking unknown quantities of each thing. (Although I have been there and done that in the past.)
 
The only time I might have conceivably done the classic "black out and all/most of the benzos are gone" thing was with a 100mg of etiz powder back in the day. It just disappeared at some point and I have zero clue where it went. Have since moved and searched every inch of that room and nothing. If I did bosh it all after dong dabs of it or whatever, then I had a very boring blackout lol and didn't notice much the next day. I think I just lost it, or even better it's tucked away somewhere "safe" that I instantly forgot about and at some point over the next few years I find a nice bonus. Not holding out hope though lol.
 
Thrillho90 said:
The only time I might have conceivably done the classic "black out and all/most of the benzos are gone" thing was with a 100mg of etiz powder back in the day. It just disappeared at some point and I have zero clue where it went. Have since moved and searched every inch of that room and nothing. If I did bosh it all after dong dabs of it or whatever, then I had a very boring blackout lol and didn't notice much the next day. I think I just lost it, or even better it's tucked away somewhere "safe" that I instantly forgot about and at some point over the next few years I find a nice bonus. Not holding out hope though lol.
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I've had a couple of boring blackouts where I went about the week as usual, probably friends/family/colleagues noticed I was slurring my speech and had a droopy face. This was when benzos were legal in the UK and I ordered hundreds of flubromazolam, flubromazepam and clonazolam pellets.
I have had a couple of black out days though where I've woken up in hospital or in the care of my parents after being discharged. Ooft not fun.
 
axe battler said:
I've had a couple of boring blackouts where I went about the week as usual, probably friends/family/colleagues noticed I was slurring my speech and had a droopy face. This was when benzos were legal in the UK and I ordered hundreds of flubromazolam, flubromazepam and clonazolam pellets.
I have had a couple of black out days though where I've woken up in hospital or in the care of my parents after being discharged. Ooft not fun.
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That happened to me - I've blacked out on benzos and woken up hours later on the floor. One time I must have hit myself on something because there was blood on me. Then once I woke up in the hospital with my mother next to me. That's when I knew I had to be way more careful with benzos, which I have been since
 
I've certainly been finding that the Atizolm Etizolams have been having reduced effects for the same dose. I've put that down to increasing tolerance and the fact I keep getting sent blisters that are 2 years out of date. I read somewhere that out of date meds can loose some of their potency, so I think it is most likely to be that, but my tolerance probably is creeping up as well.

It would probably be a good idea to look into changing my supplier as Etiz is usually my staple go to Benzo.

BelleRed said:
Has anybody heard from Bleaney?
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Thank you for asking about me BelleRed. That combo I took wasn't the best of ideas. Admittedly it wasn't good HR, but I knew from experience I'd be fine, as I'd taken much bigger total doses of each thing seperately, but only in smaller combos before.

It did pretty much exactly what I expected and just made me feel drowsy. I guess I was kind of hoping that mixing all those things might create some kind of buzz. But it really didn't. I wont be repeating that again, but those few crumbs of half pills and various bits and pieces were all I had to hand that night.
 
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axe battler said:
. This was when benzos were legal in the UK and I ordered hundreds of flubromazolam, flubromazepam and clonazolam pellets.
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What an era that was.

I liked the heavy kick of Flubromazolam, and Clonazolam also felt great. That was possibly my favourite of all. Pyrazolam was great too, amazingly light, and hyper-effective against anxiety but very little in the way of soporific effects. (I wish I could still get Pyraz now, but that was only available very briefly back in the day)

Mind you I like / liked pretty much all benzos I have tried (apart from Diclazepam) and I even enjoyed Phenazepam, that most notorious of all benzos, because it is the one most liable to turn a persons life into a train wreck.

And it did do exactly that that for me too. Looking back now, it was an exciting period using that stuff, but I was so emotionally volatile at that time; flying off into benzo rages, and getting triggered so easily, with some high highs, and some very low lows too. So glad to be out of all that now, and in a much more sensible, calm, and stable place.

I also recall posting on here about going through a lengthy fugue state on Phenazepam where I could not remember what I had been doing. Really not good at all.
 
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Bleaney said:
What an era that was.

I liked the heavy kick of Flubromazolam, and Clonazolam also felt great. That was possibly my favourite of all. Pyrazolam was great too, amazingly light, and hyper-effective against anxiety but very little in the way of soporific effects. (I wish I could still get Pyraz now, but that was only available very briefly back in the day)

Mind you I like / liked pretty much all benzos I have tried (apart from Diaclazepam) and I even enjoyed Phenazepam, that most notorious of all benzos, and the one most liable to turn a persons life into a train wreck.

And it did do exactly that that for me too. Looking back now, it was an exciting period using that stuff, but I was so emotionally volatile at that time; benzo rages, and getting triggered so easily, with some high highs, and some very low lows too. So glad to be out of all that now, and in a much more calm and stable place.

I also recall posting on here about going through a lengthy fugue state on that stuff where I could not remember what I had been doing. Really not good at all.
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i think i'd moved onto heroin by that time. pretty glad as it seems like it was actually less destructive (i was perfectly fundtional til i got on the light) than these RC benzos and i was well into my benzos til heroin kinda overtook everything.
 
chinup said:
i think i'd moved onto heroin by that time. pretty glad as it seems like it was actually less destructive (i was perfectly fundtional til i got on the light) than these RC benzos and i was well into my benzos til heroin kinda overtook everything.
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That sounds like that was your experience of things and I'd never thought of it that way before, but I can see your point. I agree that the RC benzos did cause a wave of destruction. Probably less destruction in terms of outright deaths when compared to Mephedrone I would say though, admittedly without having seen any stats on this any time recently.

But imagine if Heroin was one of the cheaply and freely available RCs during the legal high era. I'm sure that would also have caused quite some wave of destruction. One could speculate about which may have been worse and I wouldn't want to go on and on at this point, but I would have to say that the speed with which a person can become physically addicted to heroin, and the physical difficulty in getting off it once addicted would have made it more problematic than the wave of benzos.

There is a lot to say about using each substance in the right and wrong ways, in order to get the best out of them, and not just to seek some kind of mental or emotional numbing or oblivion, and the relative harms and chaos that abusing each substance in such ways could cause.

Some people find that benzos relieve their anxiety and other mental ills while others choose heroin. It's such a big topic.
 
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axe battler said:
Anyone else think Rivotril by Galenika may be going the way of bensedins and getting weaker??

Maybe be time to get some bitcoin.
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All users of clonaz says,that only original Rosche-Rivotrils are worth it.They don't import it anymore.You can found in pharmacies only some Slovenian brand of Alcaloid....shitty thing thay say.Galenika brand is better than this i think,but still nothing comparable with original one
 
Bleaney said:
But imagine if Heroin was one of the cheaply and freely available RCs during the legal high era.
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yeah, that would have been bad. fucking hell it would have been like the UK version of the american opioid crises when it got banned.


Bleaney said:
Some people find that benzos relieve their anxiety and other mental ills while others choose heroin. It's such a big topic.
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tbh for a while i was like, 'why not both?' but i'd been trying for ages to quit benzos and in the end the heroin just won out, and i didn't even have a particularly painful withdrawal process (or it was masked by the heroin). i think it helped that i was serious in my phd so i only took shorter acting stuff in the evenings. previous to that i'd been prescribed clonaz 3-6 times a day in residential ED treatment and weaned down from that but just couldn't quit completely.

i think the problem with benzos over opiates is that if you do too many you might fall asleep, or you might black out and wobble around creating utter mayhem. whereas with opiates, if you do too many you'll nod out or die. so you're less likely to do destructive behaviour when you're under the influence of opiates.
 
chinup said:
i think the problem with benzos over opiates is that if you do too many you might fall asleep, or you might black out and wobble around creating utter mayhem. whereas with opiates, if you do too many you'll nod out or die. so you're less likely to do destructive behaviour when you're under the influence of opiates.
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I see what you mean, it's true that there can be a lot of disinhibition and increased levels of not giving a fuck about anything with benzos, depending on the dose taken, with the higher the dose the more extreme such effects can be. And especially when a person is new to benzos.

I have only dabbled with smoking heroin a small handful of times, so I'm not really in any position to comment much about it, especially as I never left the house on those occasions. I have used plenty of other types of opis though and have found that I can feel kind of completely invincible when out in public, but fortunately I've never caused any mayhem. That's really not my style or the type of person that I am. Apart from after taking GBL, which is by far the most chaotic drug for me, and I am absolutely not safe to leave the house on it, as the sensible part of my brain basically goes offline. I absolutely love it, but I am lucky that I never ended up in a police van. One night I tried to rip the front off a cash machine because it swallowed my card for example. My non GBelled self would never dream of such lunatic stupidity.

I can get into enough trouble just staying in after taking GBL, as I tend to get very carried away with enjoying my music till the small hours and pissing my neighbours off. So I have to be very careful, as they know some of what is going on with me.
 
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A bunch of Mavericks seem to run a clearnet site I know of which sells benzos.. A complaint was made about out of date Etizolam pills being sent out. What do they go and do about that?

Only chop off the ends off all the Etiz blister packs so that the actual use by date is now anyone's guess :LOL:

Although apparently the packaging did look fresh, bright and clear, and the etiz did taste fresh and strong.

I guess the moral of the story is that complaining about normal consumer rights on such sites isnt going to have the normal outcomes that might be expected. Although having said I heard that there was quite a lot of extra freebies that were sent out with that order. Maybe 20% extra over and above what was paid for.
 
Nas47 said:
All users of clonaz says,that only original Rosche-Rivotrils are worth it.They don't import it anymore.You can found in pharmacies only some Slovenian brand of Alcaloid....shitty thing thay say.Galenika brand is better than this i think,but still nothing comparable with original one
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I've found some Ksalols from three years ago and compared them to modern ones and the old batch are so much stronger (approx x2).

Ok, that's only my subjective experience and there is the issue of confirmation bias but it really seems like quite a big difference.
 
Tranced said:
Here we go. I love galenika. Love bensendin diazepam.Love the taste of diapam. Adore it, had been taking them daily. My friend gave me them and said they felt nothing like diazepam. I tasted one and it was chalk crumbling in my mouth, and spat it out with a weird, opposite after taste.

ibb.co

fake diazepam

Fake genika??
ibb.co ibb.co









Very odd. He buys from a guy that sells using his personal facebook account, who's perpetually selling diazepam. Only time I've had a fake strip of late a few years back. So same guy that had the fake kerns that I posted like 2 years ago.

But these; they look real and are odd for that alone. Ars there even discrepancies? From last summer
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These are now, eventually, as @axe battler will be glad to know, submitted to wedinos with the code W028862.

They will pop up in the next few days and if they are fake it will blow my mind as to my knowledge they will be the first fake galenika? If they are real, it will blow my mind they don't taste like vallies and I couldn't tell.

Apologies for delay, i know this was April.
 
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