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EADD Benzo Discussion V. I forget

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My rc benzo use is getting a bit out of hand now. Got 20 8mg flubro, 30 2mg diclaz and 30 etilaam this morning and over the course of the 10 hours ive taken 5 flubro the second the post came, a strip of etiz (5 this morning and the rest about an hour ago) and a couple of diclaz, which are better quality than the ones ive been dealing with - there from my preferred vendor who have only just come back online following A DDOS attack Im at the wrong end of a heroin rattle so ive been caining pyraz and 1mg diclaz all weekend plus a load of sloppy cwes. Im due to see a drug service on friday and was hoping to get through the week with a gram of ah - 7921 i ordered saturday. Its from a reputable vendor but theyve been avoiding my emails and reckon they only just shipped it tonight. Im fucked if it doesnt come tomorrow as I have to sign on thursday morning and jobsearch is a bit of a challenge when your rattling. Despite what ive taken today im not that fucked so im hoping the ah comes so i can give the benzos a rest for a few days as im definately having tolerance problems
 
That's fuckin rough mate, if you was round the corner I'd happily split my ah with ya to tie ya over. head up. we've been through so many dark allies over all these years theres nothing thats gonna break us down now all of a sudden. anyone that's made it this far is tough as nails so it not like we're fuckin gonna break down now is it. still, skant consolation knowing how tough you are when you're sitting there faced with a real shitter of a week. mailman fucked up a couple of weeks back and I went 5 days ct. yes I could say to myself thak god its not like the first rattle when you never knew what hit you and was scared like a little kid, but fuck me did I have a long week. I almost phoned up the Guinness worlds records to see if I'd get in for longest time spent staring and same spot on the wall.
 
Cheers mate where are ya lol, I bet if you sent me 100mg 4th class it would get here quicker. I just know im going to spend the morning shivering watching for the postie, only for him to turn up with some junk mail

If by a small chance it does arrive tomorrow then i can give the benzos a rest a few days and see if i can get away with phenergan. I just need some sleep

Just sent another 2mg diclaz and 16 mg fluro down the hatch :(
 
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I'm on the south coast man. If that's vaguely near you you're welcome to fuckin make your way over to my place any hour man. Just popped 16mg fluro myslef, and 3mg etiz (thankfully i managed to get a few months clean recently so things are sort of ok at the mo). Peace mate where ever your at.

Shit did get kinda funny couple weeks back now i think about it. I wasn't even in all that bad mood you know, i was like you, i just wanted some fuckin sleep. It was those restless leg filled sleepless nights that had me fucking punching the wall and howling at the moon. In the day though, when the postie should have been round with me gear, it was like the fuckin truman show. I'd scramble up enough change to hit the polish shop and get a couple cans of super stength polish lager and what not and there'd be like four royal mail vans dotted around the block. And dudes with royal mail paper boy carrier thingies and shit. I thought i was hallucinating it all an that man. shit was kinda funny in its own way. Hey, either ya gonna laugh or ya gonna die eh.
 
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Swarm said:
I'm on the south coast man. If that's vaguely near you you're welcome to fuckin make your way over to my place any hour man. Just popped 16mg fluro myslef, and 3mg etiz (thankfully i managed to get a few months clean recently so things are sort of ok at the mo). Peace mate where ever you are.
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What a diamond mate cheers - im in Wolverhampton tho so i dont think thats happening. Plus if I had enough petrol mnoney id be out getting an 8th of gear.

Better slow this down its getting a bit close to a sourcing attempt lol.

Another 4mg etizolam just gone down while im waiting for the others to kick in. Im really not feeling that benzode at all tho so i need to give it a rest now im just wasting them on a high tolerance
 
Benzo's OMG. I think i've withdrawn off everything from clonazepam to valium, xanax, loarzeapam and all that. The worst of the fuckin lot for me was ambien / zolpidem. I'd flip a coin flip over coming off fucking GBL compared to fucking zolpidem. Etiz give em a run for their money though. Benzo's really are my true weakness out of all drugs, and i cant' think of a drug i havn't done. These days i try and stick to pyrazolam as much as possible as its just so light compared to the rest. i know it don't do much, but the flip side is just so much less painful i have to go with those little yellow sweeties over the etiz nearly everytime these days.
 
Is it true that if you get dependant on benzos and then quit and then restart again that you have to be even more cautious, as everything will be far worse if you get yourself dependant on them long term twice ?

I guess that when i quit them, i will have to call it a day completely, i just cannot see myself being able to limit or control my use to be being just recreational ever again.
 
anyone got experience with pyrazolam withdrawl? been on etiz since november then switched to pyraz about a month ago as they are more subtle and i hoped they would be a smoother transition into being benzo free. Iv been sticking to my taper of dropping a 1/4 off my daily dose every weekish depending how i feel. Got a pretty intense 6 weeks comming up though so duno what to expect when the time comes to bite the bullet and stop altogether. Dont want to spend any longer on them than i need either as i know it will make things worse long term.
 
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Is it true that if you get dependant on benzos and then quit and then restart again that you have to be even more cautious, as everything will be far worse if you get yourself dependant on them long term twice ?

I guess that when i quit them, i will have to call it a day completely, i just cannot see myself being able to limit or control my use to be being just recreational ever again.
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WD set in much more rapidly and are more pronounced in a lot of people.
 
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WD set in much more rapidly and are more pronounced in a lot of people.
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yeah thats what i'd read. It's a bit of a shitter, it would have been nice to have been able to use benzos in a more controlled and limited as and when required way. But i didnt 'look before i leaped' properly enough (well plenty of people on here warned me, but i wasnt able to put their advice into practice) and have fucked things up for myself. I dunno though, maybe it will be like opi w/ds and nowhere near as bad as i expected. I think if i do an extremely gradual taper i stand a chance of doing it without going completely psychotic at the end.
 
I can imagine the WD setting in quick second time round isnt it the same with other addictive drugs too?

, im still on 2mg atm. But im gonna CT on friday i reckon i might feel a bit off but fuck it. Cant be on this wank for ever. Yeah i know what you meen MDB its funny to think i was boshing 50 yellows a week and now im on 14mg a week, so easy to go OTT on them
 
mydrugbuddy said:
Is it true that if you get dependant on benzos and then quit and then restart again that you have to be even more cautious, as everything will be far worse if you get yourself dependant on them long term twice ?

I guess that when i quit them, i will have to call it a day completely, i just cannot see myself being able to limit or control my use to be being just recreational ever again.
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Dont know about withdrawl - i have only been in benzo withdrawl once and managed to calm it down before it got too severe. Since I had my rivotril problem tho ive noticed that my tolerance increases with any benzo really quickly even when I have a break from them for months.

STILL NO AH AND THE OFFICE IS NOW CLOSED UNTILL MONDAY. THANKS FOR STEALING MY MONEY YOU BUNCH OF CUNTS. I know I cant name them but they are from a reputable and long standing vendor so read between the lines guys
 
I read people mentioning before about fake Roche Blue 10mg Diaz as supposedly they don't produce them anymore - is this true? Are there any test results for these phenazepam batches etc?
 
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anyone got experience with pyrazolam withdrawl? been on etiz since november then switched to pyraz about a month ago as they are more subtle and i hoped they would be a smoother transition into being benzo free. Iv been sticking to my taper of dropping a 1/4 off my daily dose every weekish depending how i feel. Got a pretty intense 6 weeks comming up though so duno what to expect when the time comes to bite the bullet and stop altogether. Dont want to spend any longer on them than i need either as i know it will make things worse long term.
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I was taking about 8mg of Pyraz per day for a while cos it just chilled my brain right out, then when I never took any one day fuck me man it was harsh, hearing voices, hallucinations and all that shit , sort of cross between severe anxiety and paranoid psychosis, the reason I started taking benzos.

Just my experience mate, hope all goes well for you.
 
Really?? fuckin ell

Ive had mild rebound off taking pryaz and etiz for a week, felt all edgy, restless, dizzy, moody and couldnt sleep worth a wank. in a couple days i felt back to normal though
 
When I 1st tried Pyraz I thought they were the be all and end all, just pure chilled with no side effects whatsoever, but as usual tolerance creeps up, and then I discovered Xanax and Clonazepam lol
 
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