I'm finding it really weird and discomforting that it seems to give me so much yet others have felt nothing at all. My brain isn't exactly in prime condition either. After bashing it all last weekend there is no way I should have received the effects I did on Thursday, but they were there and prominent. Yesterday wasn't such a great day but it was down to lack of proper sleep. As usual I overstepped things by adding that one too many line, so my sleep was awful overstimulated mind and left me for dead all day yesterday. Ruined myself for my mate's BBQ party last night and even booze didn't help. Had to go home early. I've boshed this one too much and paying the price it seems. A lot of limiting belief's and negative thoughts today, definitely the worst I've felt since taking it.
Going to leave it for a good while now as I really don't believe I can get much more out of it. If I get those effects from Thursday again I'll be an extremely happy man. Like I mentioned it really felt more of a light trip during the peak experience. On par, if not more than with the level of happiness I've had with acid a couple of times. I don't ever think I had such happiness surge through my body before. Likes Shambles mentioned it is very close to MDMA but very trippy. It is different. I also agree during this particular experience that the stimulation was just spot on! Not too sedating and too stimulating. Everything was just perfect. I have mentioned this also a lot but I don't get anyhere near (if at all) the level of empathy from MDMA as I did with 6-APDB. Not something that should be abused that often I reckon.
I just can't understand how I managed to get that experience from all the other times I've taken it. Whether it's quality wise (this was my first attempt with my new g) or not I have no idea. I was in a very good mood that morning as school had finished for the summer and felt in party spirits, would that have been a factor? Then again I was out the night before and had a hangover...
Looking back the clubbing experience was disappointing. Probably the worst I had out of all the times I've taken it. Had a much better time at a club on a mix of 6-APB and 5-APB hcl late last year. Maybe I didn't take enough. I'm sure it would have been magical had I felt like the above experience. Set and setting? Who knows. MDMA still wins this one for me (clubbing).
Ismene out of every time I've taken this I have not felt that horny push much. It's very similar to MDMA, where perhaps the comedown is when you start having those thoughts. When trying to sleep I was feeling a bit horny actually. However, there was just way more emotional happiness and self-reflection during the peak. Music, as always, was just astounding. It definitely wins with music.
But yeah I'm going to play with other goodies the next while for festivals, reunions, weddings and other experiments, then go back to this after a few months break and see what I get out of it. Hopefully others will have a similar experience to mine. I really do, so best of luck and enjoy it
