BURNING_FIST
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DXM-4th of July- BAD TRIP
This took place on the 4th of July. i was supposed to be taking an 8th or so of mushrooms but i didnt get them because my hook up was being a loser(long story). So i said to myself i need to do something tonight its 4th of JULY COME ON!!
so i called up my buddy P and asked him if he had any DXM i could have cause i didnt want to buy it or steal it luckily he did. i cruise over to P's house and he gives em to me and ask what i am doing tonight and i say just kickin it wit my girl and i told him how i couldnt get any boomers. he sympathized. i took the 12 pills he had the brand was Dexalone or Dexalome(the ones i usually take) i dont remeber. he offers me some pot and i accept we blaze out of his 3 footer and i get a phone call its my lover!
she gives me some bad news and says she cant chill. so here i am wit P now wit no plans he ask me if i wana just kick it wit him i agree(he's a great guy to trip with). we then head over to one of his friends house for more bud and so he can have some beers. this is where it gets weird
at this time i feeling good blazing talking with P and his buddy L having a good time then everything gets slow and the next thing i now its been an hour and a half and me and P are leaving i ask how long we had been there and he tells me and i just cant comprehend where the time went i was just staring at a fish bowl lol i thought it had been maybe 10 min at most.
we walk out side and i am feeling very detached from the world and i here these two kids say "wow look at that guy he's fucked up" i reply to P "i think they're talking about me." he just looks at me funny and laughs.
i do not. we get to his car and i am very affraid of everything which is nothing to be affraid of we start driving and i keep thinking there is no floor in his car and my feet will get ripped off if i put them on the ground. we got of the freeway and go to a shell station which had all these crazy flags and they were tripping me out i walk inside and everything in there felt so mechinical i could here the buzzing lights, people breathing, the soda machines, and the ice coming out of the maching scared the living shit out of me.
a strange expierence indeed. we then leave shell and its dark right now and we head up to the mountians to watch the fireworks. we get there and i see the whole city and all its lights and i thought all the lights were an army coming to get me and i kept saying "i need a gun i need a gun."
P was trying to tell me it was ok but in my world everything was definatly far from ok. i then thought there were shadows after me and the fear had its hold around me and wasnt letting go. we had been up there for about 2 hours which seemed like a whole life time with thoughts flying through my head at a rate where i could not comprehend the world i was in or the thoughts i was thinking.
after the show was over we left and headed to friends house it took about 30 min to get there and when i got there i wasnt tripping anymore but felt very mind fucked and confused and could hardly walk without stumbling like a drunken fool.
all in all it was one of the worst times i have ever had on a drug and i have done mushrooms countless times and have had bad trips with them but nothing ever like the DXM trip i had. i havent done DXM since and i plan on never doing them again!
this is my first trip report btw so its not that great.
hope u enjoyed i gona right another in a week or so, when i did mushrooms at an incubus show any recomendations would be nice.
[added paragraphs - Meanie]
This took place on the 4th of July. i was supposed to be taking an 8th or so of mushrooms but i didnt get them because my hook up was being a loser(long story). So i said to myself i need to do something tonight its 4th of JULY COME ON!!
so i called up my buddy P and asked him if he had any DXM i could have cause i didnt want to buy it or steal it luckily he did. i cruise over to P's house and he gives em to me and ask what i am doing tonight and i say just kickin it wit my girl and i told him how i couldnt get any boomers. he sympathized. i took the 12 pills he had the brand was Dexalone or Dexalome(the ones i usually take) i dont remeber. he offers me some pot and i accept we blaze out of his 3 footer and i get a phone call its my lover!
she gives me some bad news and says she cant chill. so here i am wit P now wit no plans he ask me if i wana just kick it wit him i agree(he's a great guy to trip with). we then head over to one of his friends house for more bud and so he can have some beers. this is where it gets weird
at this time i feeling good blazing talking with P and his buddy L having a good time then everything gets slow and the next thing i now its been an hour and a half and me and P are leaving i ask how long we had been there and he tells me and i just cant comprehend where the time went i was just staring at a fish bowl lol i thought it had been maybe 10 min at most.
we walk out side and i am feeling very detached from the world and i here these two kids say "wow look at that guy he's fucked up" i reply to P "i think they're talking about me." he just looks at me funny and laughs.
i do not. we get to his car and i am very affraid of everything which is nothing to be affraid of we start driving and i keep thinking there is no floor in his car and my feet will get ripped off if i put them on the ground. we got of the freeway and go to a shell station which had all these crazy flags and they were tripping me out i walk inside and everything in there felt so mechinical i could here the buzzing lights, people breathing, the soda machines, and the ice coming out of the maching scared the living shit out of me.
a strange expierence indeed. we then leave shell and its dark right now and we head up to the mountians to watch the fireworks. we get there and i see the whole city and all its lights and i thought all the lights were an army coming to get me and i kept saying "i need a gun i need a gun."
P was trying to tell me it was ok but in my world everything was definatly far from ok. i then thought there were shadows after me and the fear had its hold around me and wasnt letting go. we had been up there for about 2 hours which seemed like a whole life time with thoughts flying through my head at a rate where i could not comprehend the world i was in or the thoughts i was thinking.
after the show was over we left and headed to friends house it took about 30 min to get there and when i got there i wasnt tripping anymore but felt very mind fucked and confused and could hardly walk without stumbling like a drunken fool.
all in all it was one of the worst times i have ever had on a drug and i have done mushrooms countless times and have had bad trips with them but nothing ever like the DXM trip i had. i havent done DXM since and i plan on never doing them again!
this is my first trip report btw so its not that great.
hope u enjoyed i gona right another in a week or so, when i did mushrooms at an incubus show any recomendations would be nice.
[added paragraphs - Meanie]
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