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DXM - pretty experienced, but highest dose yet - o dear...

j00sh

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I typed a full report, got distracted, another website crashed my browser, and I couldn't restore the tabs lol.

I'll edit this later

Long story short: 2 benadryls, bottle of gelcaps, 2 zicams = the most intense experience of my life, very violent vibe going on, like I thought I was covered in blood

I'll get back to u guys later





OK so first I take a couple benadryl for the nausea of the dxm, and for its slight potentiation capabilities. It takes me 60 minutes to start feeling benadryl, 90 minutes for it to really take effect.
30 minutes later I take a bottle of gelcaps. Takes me about an hour for them to start bursting open and doing their magic.
30 minutes later I take 2 zicam cough maxes, which is in my experience the hardest hitting way to do dxm, besides straight extracted powder. Takes around 25-30 to really come up on zicam.
Idea here was to come up on the dxm products at the same time, while already feeling the benadryl, so I wouldn't vomit.

Never vomited! :)

A few minutes after dosing the zicams I feel a little uncomfortable because of the benadryl, so I end up crawling into bed while I wait for the other stuff to take effect. I black out for maybe a minute or two, and wake up in a panic not knowing where I am or what I took to feel so fucked up. My whole body feels wet. It's hard to move but I end up getting out of bed, and I'm convinced that I'm covered in blood. My depth perception is absolutely fucked. The bed I just crawled out of looks like a tiny black box on the floor, my vertical fan (hawaiian breeze type deal) looks warped like its being reflected in one of those funhouse mirrors at the carnival, and my bedroom door looks unreachable on foot. Well, I stumble to the door anyways, make it into the other room, and collapse on the floor. Just seemed like a good place to collapse.

I then get stuck in a loop. I trip out on the floor for a while, I get on the pc just to remember that my vision is too fucked to make use of the pc, back to the floor, go to bed. OK, I lie down the floor between every destination, because I can only walk so far before I just give up and lie down wherever I'm standing. Anyways, go to bed, black out, wake up in a panic, look at the clock, what the hell time is not passing! Go to the bathroom and sit on the toilet lid for a while, what feels like hours. Trip out on the floor, pc, floor, bed <-- this whole process feels like it takes half a day. Black out in bed, check the clock, 2 minutes have passed since I last checked the clock. This process repeated itself forever, like it's still repeating itself, but a form of myself is still tripping and stuck in this loop and another form of myself has gone on with his life in order to tell you what happened. It never ended, I just kept repeating the shit.

Other things happened from time to time but they weren't clear. I remember at one point I saw 2 people standing in front of me, just staring at me.. my grandma and someone I can't recall, but definitely 2 people. I got mad at them and attacked them, in order to convince them and probably myself that they were fake. Don't remember anything else about that situation.

I remember while tripping out on the floor or wherever else I was, I didn't know the difference between having my eyes shut or closed. I could blink and I'd be in another room doing another thing, blink again and be in yet another room, blink again and I'd be in some weird kind of out of body experience like for example watching myself sleep (still covered in blood btw). I could make absolutely no distinction between eyes shut or open, just from time to time the scenery would change. I'd eventually snap out of it and realize I was still on the floor or toilet, and move on to my next destination.

I just felt really violent the whole time, like I had done something terrible. I felt like a murderer. To best describe my environment, it reminded me of the crazy scene from Carrie when she gets the blood dumped on her. I remember strong urges to mutilate myself, but I was able to talk myself out of them. I was wanting to carve into my arm with a knife at one point, and at another point I wanted to pluck out my teeth 1 by 1 with a pair of pliers. I remember sitting on the bed and actually reasoning with myself about why it would be a bad idea.

Anyways it varied a bit here and there, I'd see different crazy shit like when I saw the 2 people staring at me, but it mostly stuck to the loop... and then I finally blacked out for a few hours. Woke up still tripping hard, depth perception still fucked, but I was able to think logically again and more in control of my actions. Enjoyed that for a bit, passed out until the afternoon, woke up with the strongest "afterglow" I've ever felt... was more like a low dose trip than an afterglow. 2 days later I'm back to my old self.

first time posting a full report but this was just too weird to me to not share

laying off the dxm for a little while :) at least a month or so.. lol

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Wow.
That's harder than any of my trips. I've taken 1.2 grams of dxm at the most... I have a pretty strong tolerance though because I've gone on so many 2nd plateau trips.
I've had some trips though where I would get stuck in those loops you're talking about. They're really creepy... especially when you're standing at the mirror seeing yourself caught in a time loop and a visual loop where you see infinite reflections of yourself forever!!!
Sounds like you tripped really hard. I would think the "blood" was actually vomit, possibly happened while you were sleeping so you never knew... it happens.
You would have more fun though if you took a bit less dxm I think. Sounds crazy, makes me want to do it again.

Also, how's your tolerance???
 
Wow.
That's harder than any of my trips. I've taken 1.2 grams of dxm at the most... I have a pretty strong tolerance though because I've gone on so many 2nd plateau trips.
I've had some trips though where I would get stuck in those loops you're talking about. They're really creepy... especially when you're standing at the mirror seeing yourself caught in a time loop and a visual loop where you see infinite reflections of yourself forever!!!
Sounds like you tripped really hard. I would think the "blood" was actually vomit, possibly happened while you were sleeping so you never knew... it happens.
You would have more fun though if you took a bit less dxm I think. Sounds crazy, makes me want to do it again.

Also, how's your tolerance???

I dunno, I've been doing dxm for a really long time now. A week before this trip, I had done right at 1g. This last trip was just under 1.1g

I've done 1g a couple times but never with zicam, and zicam always kicks my ass. Plus coming up on gelcaps is an uncomfortable feeling, physically I mean with the things all bursting open at once, so I think that on top of the intense zicam comeup was a bit much for me to handle. And already feeling loopy from the benadryl... yeah

I think the "blood" was just from feeling so warm and wet. I probably got pretty sweaty when I crawled under the blanket while coming up. At the time though it felt like I had brutally murdered someone, lol. I didn't find any vomit the next day, so if I did vomit it was in the toilet.

Honestly, it wasn't a bad trip. I've had a bad trip on lsd, and that completely destroyed my world. This was scary, bad, intense, whatever... but meh, it wasn't the severe despair I'd feel from a bad lsd trip. I'll probably do a similar dose in a month or so.
 
Oh ok. Yeah I know the feeling you are talking about.
The reason why I was asking is because I've got a tolerance from hell, a gram of dxm barely puts me in the 2nd plateau, it's kind of a 2nd plateau that's missing alot of effects I used to get from 2nd. Therefore I have quit dexing for fear of taking so much that I end up going into seizures or Hypertensive crisis or something.
 
Heh, 2 days ago i was mind-fucked by American Psycho on 360mgs(hadnt done it in a yr or 2). My friend and I were drawing so many parallels off of it because of the dissociative ego-killing effects(eg psychosis). I had also just read the book and was comparing it closely; deciding that it was a better adaptation than I previously thought. Felt like all the blood in my body was hitting my pushing through my brain at once in the last 20 mins. Also loved how they incorporated the music reviews into each murder scene, made alotta sense. MOVIES+DXM=AMAZING!
 
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so yesterday I totaled my car, guy hit me at 60 mph, somehow I got out with just a gash in my forearm and a sore back/neck

whole day felt surreal like I shoulda been dead, and I ended up walking to the grocery store and getting 2 bottles of syrup

I took 2 benadryl at 11:20 or so and drank 8 oz robitussin at midnight. It was weird. Usually I puke, but the past couple times I haven't, and I think that's affecting the comeup a lot. I never puked and it was like it took 3 hours to really come up on this stuff. After 1 hour I felt something but I was practically sober, 2 hours I sorta felt like I was on a low dose trip and I was cursing my tolerance, but then at one point I noticed I was out of this world.

It's like if I puke, I come up right afterwards pretty hard. If not, it's a pretty slow waiting period. Well anyways, this trip was cool, I went out wandering for a while.... I took a simple route so I wouldn't get myself lost, but yeah, it was the craziest feeling. The scenery followed me. I'd be taking steps and not going anywhere, like I was walking in place.. but then I'd look behind me and it's like I'd gone a mile. Running felt glorious. It felt like I was on autopilot, like I could do it forever as fast as I wanted. Of course I realized that would be a bad idea so I took it easy. But I still sprinted a bit at random times just cuz it felt so fantastic. Everything looked so good outside.

This felt a lot like my last trip above. I don't wanna get long-winded so I'm leaving a lot of stuff out, but I'm thinking the main reason my last trip was so crazy was because I didn't puke. Seems like that makes a pretty huge difference on the trip for me. This wasn't as intense/violent as the last trip but it was definitely comparable.



edit: oh god, just remembered the part of the trip where I'd close my eyes and see nothing but car crashes lol, impact after impact after impact... that was sorta scary
 
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Jesus dude...

Anyway whats your weight. cause you should be tracking your MG/KG dosage here. I've done 1100mg too, but I also weighed 100kg at the time.

Its a good method the Zicam and Gelcaps. The Zicam gets it going before the next day lol.
 
Jesus dude...

Anyway whats your weight. cause you should be tracking your MG/KG dosage here. I've done 1100mg too, but I also weighed 100kg at the time.

Its a good method the Zicam and Gelcaps. The Zicam gets it going before the next day lol.

I've softened up a bit since I lost my job a few months ago :) so right now 87kg
 
Truthfully I set a limit on myself of 12.5mg/kg. I never did anything above that. I think that anybody shooting for 4th plateau is probably not doing something smart. 4th plateau reeks of danger and half the trips are disasters.

I usually just took 650mg as that worked great for me. But sometimes 900, sometimes 1000, usually between 6-900 though.

Anyway just maybe keep this as the higher end of your trips. I dont think the stuff is good to use even at that level too often. High 2nd plateau is where I found it most comfy/enjoyable/fun/safe.
 
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