Spencer
Bluelight Crew
Be warned, the C key is very intermittent, so if some words dont make sense, try sticking a C somewhere in the word..
Tonight i diskovered myself. i diskovered the world. I found the meaning of life. and i lost it. Withen seconds i found and lost more than i have ever known in my life. it was beautiful. it was magic. we were on the beach. me and pyro and jen.
I took a whippet. i was bak in time, a few weeks ago, at motabs apt. in his chair. hitting the duster. same cirkles. same sounds. while i was lost, i thought i was trapped, that life was just a circle. i was in..i went bak in time. iwas bak. only iwas bak 10 seonds ago. in the past. it was strange. isaw myself where i was in the past, in the future. it al made sense.
My life is out of order right now. that is why i am drawn to DXM. i am in disarray. and this drug lets me understand the disorder and kaos. but with the nitrous, i was in another realm. i saw life. i saw the beginning and the end. it was a circle. it was a wave. i almost cried. i wanted to be in the realm of the nitrous. i wanted it to embrace me. but it only teased.
I took double hits, and it showed me everything i needed to know, but it took it all away just as fast. i tried to tell me people what i had seen. but i could not remember. it was cruel. but it was beautiful. it was the light. i was very scared. i remember thinking that it was a joke. that i was trapped in this loop. that i was in a rift in time. i dont know what to make of it all.
I am still feelin the residuals of the DXM as i type this. i dont know what to...do...DXM always leaves me more confused than when i started. but i feel its trying to tell me something.
I just have to figure out what..
My time will come.
-Spencer
[Added some breaks for easier reading -Splatt]
Tonight i diskovered myself. i diskovered the world. I found the meaning of life. and i lost it. Withen seconds i found and lost more than i have ever known in my life. it was beautiful. it was magic. we were on the beach. me and pyro and jen.
I took a whippet. i was bak in time, a few weeks ago, at motabs apt. in his chair. hitting the duster. same cirkles. same sounds. while i was lost, i thought i was trapped, that life was just a circle. i was in..i went bak in time. iwas bak. only iwas bak 10 seonds ago. in the past. it was strange. isaw myself where i was in the past, in the future. it al made sense.
My life is out of order right now. that is why i am drawn to DXM. i am in disarray. and this drug lets me understand the disorder and kaos. but with the nitrous, i was in another realm. i saw life. i saw the beginning and the end. it was a circle. it was a wave. i almost cried. i wanted to be in the realm of the nitrous. i wanted it to embrace me. but it only teased.
I took double hits, and it showed me everything i needed to know, but it took it all away just as fast. i tried to tell me people what i had seen. but i could not remember. it was cruel. but it was beautiful. it was the light. i was very scared. i remember thinking that it was a joke. that i was trapped in this loop. that i was in a rift in time. i dont know what to make of it all.
I am still feelin the residuals of the DXM as i type this. i dont know what to...do...DXM always leaves me more confused than when i started. but i feel its trying to tell me something.
I just have to figure out what..
My time will come.
-Spencer
[Added some breaks for easier reading -Splatt]
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