This trip took place on Tuesday August 3 and was Written in a note pad while i was experiencing it, I did not feel the need to correct very much of it for the realism of it.
2:10 - Took 400mg pure dxm powder and washed it down with 100% orange juice.
2:20 - Smoked 3 bowls of marijuana consecutively
2:40 - Starting to notice some slight euphoria and some very mild stomach rumbles
I plan to add as much detail as possible to what i am experiencing.
2:49 - I felt the sudden change in my hearing, my music slowed down significantly as i was typing the above. My anxiety
has stepped up a notce and i have an annoyance with my left arm. Also i feel like im slowing down, dazed a little.
2:54 - My breathing is pretty heavy and my ears have a weird feeling inside, I feel like i was completely sober and then chugged
an entire bottle of beer without taking a breath.
2:56 - My anxiety is full power and im grinding my shoulders and constantly checking my heart rate, It's not to fast but still worrysome,
Others experience anxiety differently.
3:16 - I'm sweaty and feeling slightly drunk, but not to much. I'm chopping up weed and i notice that my hands are moving a little faster than my mind wants to see them.
3:22 - I just smoked another bowl of marijuana, i choked bad and still am. I usually don't choke though. I'm sweaty and feel like i have
the flu, Should get going soon.
3:29 - Getting fairly stressed trying to type because its hard and annoying to think, euphoria is slightly better from 30 mins ago. i feel pretty light and my head feels almost empty.
3:32 - I got in to a techno song and danced for no reason at all, wouldn't reccomend to much physical activity, heart wasn't this quick before.
3:34 - time is going so damn slow, my chest hurts and it scared me for a bit. i hit my head because i wasn't thinking. the come up is annoying, if you get anxiety easily its the worst feeling, waiting for
a "second plateau". I'm almost hoping for it.
- I obviously didn't know much at the time besides what i briefly read, I never did hit my head and only thought i did when i closed my eyes.
3:36 - My mood changes so rapidly, I'm woried and then happy and then scared. I'm begging for a "second plateau" to hit...
The below time is not right, i could not read the time properly and remember wandering off like a zombie feeling doomed to an empty world as i would explain it now.
2:59 - I notice my brain starting to turn off slowly, I looked out my bedroom window and it took me
alot longer to understand what i was looking at. but still some short thoughs. i find it difficult to read what i type before hand and it takes <- makes
my head quench together sligtly
4:00pm - my head feels smashed, im dizzt as fyck. it goes away for a second and then when i ty[e everything fucks up hardcore.
weurd.
4:05 i went to sit outside and got really paronoid about my cousin or his girlfriend coming outside, he knew i was tripping though.
gotta use the washroom maybe.
4:10 - whenever i sit down i get gas that feels like i have to make a #2, very trippy thing dxm does,
4:11 - I think i've reached a second plateau, I keep burping the taste of the cough syrup again wierd.
4:27 - felt like i was in the bathroom for an hour, i was annoyed and anxious but now i feel calm and relaxed entering my room, my head feels smashed and floating when i type and stare at the screen
to deep.
4:31 - I get up to walk around and my kneecaps feel like there not there, i dont feel any bounce or bend in my walk. makes me slide my fight. <---
(Feet, quite fucked here. more than i could have known)
4:42 - i love the sound of peoples voices, they make me warm and relaxed. I should have invited a friend over.. have to work with whps here. i was tripping hard before
my cousin came to ask me for a smoke, now im aware of myself. i feel the dizinedss cpme bacl same shit. i like this thouhmj. oh yeah when my cousin came in we had a conversation and i was weird but i feel like he didn't notice. wil find out tomorrow.
My cousin had told me that when he came in to ask for a smoke that i never actually spoke to him at all, but i can remember laughing and telling him where they were.. or not.
4:49 - im all alone right now and i keep having the same cycle of feeling, feeling like i want to throw up when i breath
My times here are accurate but alot of the time in between i was wandering around my basement zombieless and then lying on my sisters bed which would help me get out of the dead zombie state before i would snap out of it and wander up stairs and wonder why i went down, i did this a good 20x and it was because i felt so unconfortable at times.
4:53 - more human confrontation ith cousin i was wabbblin from counter to couter he told me not to enter the other room. i lughed and walked here.
here meaning my bedroom, i was very unmotivated to do anything properly and could not think ahead more than 1-2 words at a time.
5:06 - bare;y any time by and it still fwlt5 like atleast an hour or more,time is very annoying . these yawns are driving me crazt u cant stand them at all.
5:12 - zombieish dont feel like typing
5:34 - i'm a vegtable and its nice thugh repeyated cycles of emotions that vhange and i can barely obtrol"control" it cause my mind is bordering dead
shivering bad, random mind fucks feel good but sometimes not.
5:49 - feels like hours since i wrote, feelbetter now, its nice to not have to think about what im doing, wiritin this pains me.
6:13 - I know how it feels to be mentallu retarded,i layed down for 10 minutes thinking of the same song overand over and it played as if it was there but it wasn't.
6:14 - i feel sober enough to write oddly, this is weird considering i couldn't even look at the screen before. I feel like i
The screen went spinning and wabbly and i could not finish that, That soberness can seriously overwhelm you..
6:21 no bullshit above dxm is some weird stuff, this trip report will be fucked to read, i keep losing mental focus and going off somewhere else.
Everything above is typed as well as i could type it, It was very difficult and all written past this point is from memory.
6:22+ - From 3:40 to 6ish i had weird moments where i would sober up completely almost and wander off downstairs and then
literally be wripped from my body and this is where the "Mind Fucks" come in to play. I think my mistake was falling asleep and then most likely
forgetting what kind of things i was feeling.
6:30+ - almost 10 minutes of pure torture that felt like longer, I was trapped pacing around my basement with no one to communicate and bring me back to reality.
6:37 - This is clear, i awoke from a sleep with a taste in my mouth, a weird feeling in my head like i was hit with a baseball bat and every possible symtom of a
heart attack, This lead me to run outside and the one thought in my mind was, I'm dead, I'll go die on the backyard lawn so i don't scare anyone in the house.
6:30ish to 7 - The last experience brought on a panic attack, my breathing was messed, i had a weird tugging feeling in my chest and body and prevented me from sitting down.
I continued to believe for 30 minutes i was dying of a heart attack and my body was trying it's best to fight off the drug.
7 to 8 - I still had mild feelings of having a heart attack, other than that the drug would NOT let me sit down or go to sleep, i walked in circles for almost 40 minutes to
wait for the drug to come down.
I went on to chug 2 glasses of milk, 1 glass of chocolate milk, my body was rejecting all foods and fluids and i felt
10/10 on the nauseous scale, I held out and slowly declined.
Since that day i can no longer smoke marijuana, Throughout that experience i smoked over 1 gram and now anytime i happen to inhale marijuana smoke i become very schizophrenic and it's almost like a flash back that brings out back pain, weird chest feelings and alot more, I can no longer smoke weed and literally went through a mental break down in the first 5 days after, I feel alot better now besides the anxiety i used to have 3-4 years ago has returned and i now take xanax prescribed to feel better.
If you ever try this drug i would just like to recommend a couple things.
* try to refrain from using other substances, even weak drugs such as marijuana.
* have someone you can talk to, even if you may not feel like talking at many points during your trip, it can help greatly.
*If you are an easily anxious person i would stay away, especially if you smoke marijuana on a regular to calm down, In my case i can no longer use it as a calming drug.
2:10 - Took 400mg pure dxm powder and washed it down with 100% orange juice.
2:20 - Smoked 3 bowls of marijuana consecutively
2:40 - Starting to notice some slight euphoria and some very mild stomach rumbles
I plan to add as much detail as possible to what i am experiencing.
2:49 - I felt the sudden change in my hearing, my music slowed down significantly as i was typing the above. My anxiety
has stepped up a notce and i have an annoyance with my left arm. Also i feel like im slowing down, dazed a little.
2:54 - My breathing is pretty heavy and my ears have a weird feeling inside, I feel like i was completely sober and then chugged
an entire bottle of beer without taking a breath.
2:56 - My anxiety is full power and im grinding my shoulders and constantly checking my heart rate, It's not to fast but still worrysome,
Others experience anxiety differently.
3:16 - I'm sweaty and feeling slightly drunk, but not to much. I'm chopping up weed and i notice that my hands are moving a little faster than my mind wants to see them.
3:22 - I just smoked another bowl of marijuana, i choked bad and still am. I usually don't choke though. I'm sweaty and feel like i have
the flu, Should get going soon.
3:29 - Getting fairly stressed trying to type because its hard and annoying to think, euphoria is slightly better from 30 mins ago. i feel pretty light and my head feels almost empty.
3:32 - I got in to a techno song and danced for no reason at all, wouldn't reccomend to much physical activity, heart wasn't this quick before.
3:34 - time is going so damn slow, my chest hurts and it scared me for a bit. i hit my head because i wasn't thinking. the come up is annoying, if you get anxiety easily its the worst feeling, waiting for
a "second plateau". I'm almost hoping for it.
- I obviously didn't know much at the time besides what i briefly read, I never did hit my head and only thought i did when i closed my eyes.
3:36 - My mood changes so rapidly, I'm woried and then happy and then scared. I'm begging for a "second plateau" to hit...
The below time is not right, i could not read the time properly and remember wandering off like a zombie feeling doomed to an empty world as i would explain it now.
2:59 - I notice my brain starting to turn off slowly, I looked out my bedroom window and it took me
alot longer to understand what i was looking at. but still some short thoughs. i find it difficult to read what i type before hand and it takes <- makes
my head quench together sligtly
4:00pm - my head feels smashed, im dizzt as fyck. it goes away for a second and then when i ty[e everything fucks up hardcore.
weurd.
4:05 i went to sit outside and got really paronoid about my cousin or his girlfriend coming outside, he knew i was tripping though.
gotta use the washroom maybe.
4:10 - whenever i sit down i get gas that feels like i have to make a #2, very trippy thing dxm does,
4:11 - I think i've reached a second plateau, I keep burping the taste of the cough syrup again wierd.
4:27 - felt like i was in the bathroom for an hour, i was annoyed and anxious but now i feel calm and relaxed entering my room, my head feels smashed and floating when i type and stare at the screen
to deep.
4:31 - I get up to walk around and my kneecaps feel like there not there, i dont feel any bounce or bend in my walk. makes me slide my fight. <---
(Feet, quite fucked here. more than i could have known)
4:42 - i love the sound of peoples voices, they make me warm and relaxed. I should have invited a friend over.. have to work with whps here. i was tripping hard before
my cousin came to ask me for a smoke, now im aware of myself. i feel the dizinedss cpme bacl same shit. i like this thouhmj. oh yeah when my cousin came in we had a conversation and i was weird but i feel like he didn't notice. wil find out tomorrow.
My cousin had told me that when he came in to ask for a smoke that i never actually spoke to him at all, but i can remember laughing and telling him where they were.. or not.
4:49 - im all alone right now and i keep having the same cycle of feeling, feeling like i want to throw up when i breath
My times here are accurate but alot of the time in between i was wandering around my basement zombieless and then lying on my sisters bed which would help me get out of the dead zombie state before i would snap out of it and wander up stairs and wonder why i went down, i did this a good 20x and it was because i felt so unconfortable at times.
4:53 - more human confrontation ith cousin i was wabbblin from counter to couter he told me not to enter the other room. i lughed and walked here.
here meaning my bedroom, i was very unmotivated to do anything properly and could not think ahead more than 1-2 words at a time.
5:06 - bare;y any time by and it still fwlt5 like atleast an hour or more,time is very annoying . these yawns are driving me crazt u cant stand them at all.
5:12 - zombieish dont feel like typing
5:34 - i'm a vegtable and its nice thugh repeyated cycles of emotions that vhange and i can barely obtrol"control" it cause my mind is bordering dead
shivering bad, random mind fucks feel good but sometimes not.
5:49 - feels like hours since i wrote, feelbetter now, its nice to not have to think about what im doing, wiritin this pains me.
6:13 - I know how it feels to be mentallu retarded,i layed down for 10 minutes thinking of the same song overand over and it played as if it was there but it wasn't.
6:14 - i feel sober enough to write oddly, this is weird considering i couldn't even look at the screen before. I feel like i
The screen went spinning and wabbly and i could not finish that, That soberness can seriously overwhelm you..
6:21 no bullshit above dxm is some weird stuff, this trip report will be fucked to read, i keep losing mental focus and going off somewhere else.
Everything above is typed as well as i could type it, It was very difficult and all written past this point is from memory.
6:22+ - From 3:40 to 6ish i had weird moments where i would sober up completely almost and wander off downstairs and then
literally be wripped from my body and this is where the "Mind Fucks" come in to play. I think my mistake was falling asleep and then most likely
forgetting what kind of things i was feeling.
6:30+ - almost 10 minutes of pure torture that felt like longer, I was trapped pacing around my basement with no one to communicate and bring me back to reality.
6:37 - This is clear, i awoke from a sleep with a taste in my mouth, a weird feeling in my head like i was hit with a baseball bat and every possible symtom of a
heart attack, This lead me to run outside and the one thought in my mind was, I'm dead, I'll go die on the backyard lawn so i don't scare anyone in the house.
6:30ish to 7 - The last experience brought on a panic attack, my breathing was messed, i had a weird tugging feeling in my chest and body and prevented me from sitting down.
I continued to believe for 30 minutes i was dying of a heart attack and my body was trying it's best to fight off the drug.
7 to 8 - I still had mild feelings of having a heart attack, other than that the drug would NOT let me sit down or go to sleep, i walked in circles for almost 40 minutes to
wait for the drug to come down.
I went on to chug 2 glasses of milk, 1 glass of chocolate milk, my body was rejecting all foods and fluids and i felt
10/10 on the nauseous scale, I held out and slowly declined.
Since that day i can no longer smoke marijuana, Throughout that experience i smoked over 1 gram and now anytime i happen to inhale marijuana smoke i become very schizophrenic and it's almost like a flash back that brings out back pain, weird chest feelings and alot more, I can no longer smoke weed and literally went through a mental break down in the first 5 days after, I feel alot better now besides the anxiety i used to have 3-4 years ago has returned and i now take xanax prescribed to feel better.
If you ever try this drug i would just like to recommend a couple things.
* try to refrain from using other substances, even weak drugs such as marijuana.
* have someone you can talk to, even if you may not feel like talking at many points during your trip, it can help greatly.
*If you are an easily anxious person i would stay away, especially if you smoke marijuana on a regular to calm down, In my case i can no longer use it as a calming drug.
