AliceAngel94
Greenlighter
Long time lurker, first time poster. I've been on a ton of medications, but nothing makes me feel as functional as a DXM trip. Celexa, Gabapentin, Seroquel, Haloperidol, Lamictal, Risperidone, meth, heroin, crack, and every combination, nothing helps. I'm a disabled person that wants to be functional and get on with my life but just can't seem to. I've, in the past, tripped on DXM for 90 days (90 bottles of dollar store cough syrup) straight and I almost had a job because of it. I was able to do that Life thing I'm always hearing people talk about. When I'm sober, I'm a necrotic mess thanks to my diagnosis's of Autism, PTSD, BPD, and Schizophrenia, as well as a long standing back injury when I was 9 years old that makes it difficult to stand for more than 10 minutes, yet when I'm tripping, I'm almost able-bodied. I've given in and decided to ask Bluelight; What can I consult my doctor about to help me get to where I can live? Should I tell my doctor I want DXM in capsule form? What do you guys think it is that changes my brain chemistry to such a degree? How can I get closer to it?
Thanks for the help, as always.
Thanks for the help, as always.