chaoticc
Bluelighter
Before you read this, take into consideration I had already consumed 1.5mg klonopin that day, and I know that people take benzos to abort trips, but as I have found with past experience that benzo's taken before the trip(klonopin being the subject) CEV's are increased, and tachycardia and anxiety is gone. The Perfect Trip.
The reason why i'm calling this trip 'the perfect brain' is because during my trip I was experiencing not just my creative side of the brain working(which is usually what happens for me during a dxm trip), but the logical side as well. I have heard of people experiencing this from lower doses, and they say you can analyze things and do math a lot better, well i'm here to vouge that you can.
Anyways, what your about to read is what I had written last night. I haven't revised it, so just bare with me and try to capture the moment.
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After watching volume 1 and volume 2 of one of my favorite anime's s-cry-ed, I had came up with a conclusion about the government and our people. Here as it follows:
In a sense, this developed nation has been babying people for quite some time now. I'm not saying for you to forget the fafct that we're in a recession(and that the government isn't doing everything they could do to help) but im asking you to look at my point of view.
For instance, if a criminal knows he is going to get a free ride or an easier sentence on the crime he/she as commited, he/she is more apt to commit the crime again Just think about it, if you stole a candy bar and got away with it or just a slap on the wrist, you'd do it again wouldn't you. If you wanted that candy bar reallly bad, you would.
Look at welfare & disability, social security checks. I very much do agree that these programs are needed, however they are all too taken advantage of.
Does anybody remember the 'Real American Dream'? People would come to American to start a new life, knowing they had to work their ass off to get what they wnated. Well, the modern dream has now turned into nothing but get rich quick schemes and cheating/lying/stealing to make a living. taking the easy way out. ex. "I won't worry about wearing a condom, i'll have a baby, get on welfare, and pretend my back is broken and get lots of pain pills and money from the government, raise my child to grow up exactly like me even though he/she won't realize it, then i'll eat at McDonalds and support the obesity crisis, then i'll bitch about how the government sucks balls."
Well your right, the government at the moment isn't as up to par as it should be. But who's fault do you think it is? The presidents? LMAO. No, its ours. If we didn't have people like mentioned above, we would not be NEARLY as much of a recession as we are today. Getting into debt with credit cards, taking advantage of the system, not trying to making an honest living.
Now there are some of us out there that do make an honest living, however that is not the case for everyone. And don't preach about "How you can't find a job" thats making excuses, and blaming everything but you. Isn't that how a problem dwells?
I understand there are certain situations that you can't avoid, but if we all came together, and lived with trust and honesty, we wouldn't have any problems.
Controlled disipline, honesty, trust, and love. it's what its all about man. It will never be that way though, us humans are quite stupid for being such an intelligen tspecies. Here's what will haiien from now ot the future
if we don't fall as a species, that is)
We will give so much choices and freedoms, almost everyone will be living on a free ride & nobody will ever gain morals, values, and respect. I can see it happening already, just look at television, rich kids, and their parents who soo eagerly give them everything they want, but are blind to see how they are sheltering them from the real world.
Then we will start throwing down rules later generations will not be used to, causing yet another uproar for the humans since se seem to have the instinct to rebel.
Of course though, thats just one scenario that I have mindlessly cooked up in my head! Cooked in my head, thats a scary thought.
Everyone take care, and remember. It's our instinct to take the easier road, as we know the most logical choice, but sometimes choose the easier stupid way. But as humans we have the intelligence to take the road thats better in the long run overall!
Take this however you mean to, it may help you in your personal life.
Happy Tripping
After I wrote this up I went outside for a cigarette, and found it to be pleasant if I were to smoke while playing electronic music in my car.. Sure enough, this was the best idea I had all day. Oh wow, I had forgotten how damn funking beautiful music can be on dxm!
I couldn't help but be reminded of my old trips, when it was just me and my music, nothing else. I was so happy. Finally! I listen to the melodies and feel the music, feel the happiness. Nothing can bother me now. I'm at ultimate peace and on top of the world!
I turn on the head & put my face up to it for a while eyes closed. As I fly, higher and higher, into the music i'm once again reminded how beautiful even a single melody can be. I was so happy I almost cried. Somethings telling me everything will be fine from here on out, and I have doubts but i believe it. I went through roughly 2 years of depression/panic attacks/anxiety/skepticism/ and its going to be over.
I'm so happy, i've achieved what I've been trying to do for so long now. I am ready. Ready, to go back. Back to having my nirvana trips.
I finish that sentence and decide what great fun it would be to take a shower!(I had taken one earlier that day but I said fuck it lets go.) As the water was flowing through my hair, dripping onto my body from head to toe, I notived some background music in my head so I started to dance. What a perfect shower, I thought. I used AXE to wash myself, and the menthol feeling was intesnse! I felt as if I was a happy careless character from Code Lyoko, does anybody remember that childrens anime? haha.
Then I happily walk outside past my christmas tree to smoke a cigarette and to call my best friend sarah. We talked and laughed for a while, and I told her how optimistic I was about the fact that I was moving off and starting fresh, going to college and such. She was also having a very happy day(as she had met this new guy) We talked for only like 30 minutes, which is weird since we always talk for hours on the phone, but she wanted to call her new boy so I let her go. For once, tim seemed to fly by so fast!
I looked at the clock and couldn't believe 30 minutes had past. Here I was, having a night that seemed to last an etermity, then I get on the phone and it was like I was in fast mode. It made me a little sad, but then I realized that even though I am her best friend, there is a time to let go when it comes to relationships. So I turned on DragonBall Z and continued to have an amazing night, but couldn't fall asleep!
So I took some benadryl,(on DXM its funny, benadryl will help me sleep when I could take like 4 bars and now pass out.), and sure enough, after tossing and turning, another phone call from a friend, and several dbz tapes, I fell asleep.
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I woke up the next day feeling rather lousy(from the benadryl). I was like damnit, no afterglow but as the day went by and the benadryl went away I noticed a slight afterglow. I wasn't expecting much anyway, I didn't take that much dxm. Anyways, this was my trip. Hoped you enjoyed my story.
-chaoticc
The reason why i'm calling this trip 'the perfect brain' is because during my trip I was experiencing not just my creative side of the brain working(which is usually what happens for me during a dxm trip), but the logical side as well. I have heard of people experiencing this from lower doses, and they say you can analyze things and do math a lot better, well i'm here to vouge that you can.
Anyways, what your about to read is what I had written last night. I haven't revised it, so just bare with me and try to capture the moment.
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
After watching volume 1 and volume 2 of one of my favorite anime's s-cry-ed, I had came up with a conclusion about the government and our people. Here as it follows:
In a sense, this developed nation has been babying people for quite some time now. I'm not saying for you to forget the fafct that we're in a recession(and that the government isn't doing everything they could do to help) but im asking you to look at my point of view.
For instance, if a criminal knows he is going to get a free ride or an easier sentence on the crime he/she as commited, he/she is more apt to commit the crime again Just think about it, if you stole a candy bar and got away with it or just a slap on the wrist, you'd do it again wouldn't you. If you wanted that candy bar reallly bad, you would.
Look at welfare & disability, social security checks. I very much do agree that these programs are needed, however they are all too taken advantage of.
Does anybody remember the 'Real American Dream'? People would come to American to start a new life, knowing they had to work their ass off to get what they wnated. Well, the modern dream has now turned into nothing but get rich quick schemes and cheating/lying/stealing to make a living. taking the easy way out. ex. "I won't worry about wearing a condom, i'll have a baby, get on welfare, and pretend my back is broken and get lots of pain pills and money from the government, raise my child to grow up exactly like me even though he/she won't realize it, then i'll eat at McDonalds and support the obesity crisis, then i'll bitch about how the government sucks balls."
Well your right, the government at the moment isn't as up to par as it should be. But who's fault do you think it is? The presidents? LMAO. No, its ours. If we didn't have people like mentioned above, we would not be NEARLY as much of a recession as we are today. Getting into debt with credit cards, taking advantage of the system, not trying to making an honest living.
Now there are some of us out there that do make an honest living, however that is not the case for everyone. And don't preach about "How you can't find a job" thats making excuses, and blaming everything but you. Isn't that how a problem dwells?
I understand there are certain situations that you can't avoid, but if we all came together, and lived with trust and honesty, we wouldn't have any problems.
Controlled disipline, honesty, trust, and love. it's what its all about man. It will never be that way though, us humans are quite stupid for being such an intelligen tspecies. Here's what will haiien from now ot the future
if we don't fall as a species, that is)We will give so much choices and freedoms, almost everyone will be living on a free ride & nobody will ever gain morals, values, and respect. I can see it happening already, just look at television, rich kids, and their parents who soo eagerly give them everything they want, but are blind to see how they are sheltering them from the real world.
Then we will start throwing down rules later generations will not be used to, causing yet another uproar for the humans since se seem to have the instinct to rebel.
Of course though, thats just one scenario that I have mindlessly cooked up in my head! Cooked in my head, thats a scary thought.
Everyone take care, and remember. It's our instinct to take the easier road, as we know the most logical choice, but sometimes choose the easier stupid way. But as humans we have the intelligence to take the road thats better in the long run overall!
Take this however you mean to, it may help you in your personal life.
Happy Tripping
After I wrote this up I went outside for a cigarette, and found it to be pleasant if I were to smoke while playing electronic music in my car.. Sure enough, this was the best idea I had all day. Oh wow, I had forgotten how damn funking beautiful music can be on dxm!
I couldn't help but be reminded of my old trips, when it was just me and my music, nothing else. I was so happy. Finally! I listen to the melodies and feel the music, feel the happiness. Nothing can bother me now. I'm at ultimate peace and on top of the world!
I turn on the head & put my face up to it for a while eyes closed. As I fly, higher and higher, into the music i'm once again reminded how beautiful even a single melody can be. I was so happy I almost cried. Somethings telling me everything will be fine from here on out, and I have doubts but i believe it. I went through roughly 2 years of depression/panic attacks/anxiety/skepticism/ and its going to be over.
I'm so happy, i've achieved what I've been trying to do for so long now. I am ready. Ready, to go back. Back to having my nirvana trips.
I finish that sentence and decide what great fun it would be to take a shower!(I had taken one earlier that day but I said fuck it lets go.) As the water was flowing through my hair, dripping onto my body from head to toe, I notived some background music in my head so I started to dance. What a perfect shower, I thought. I used AXE to wash myself, and the menthol feeling was intesnse! I felt as if I was a happy careless character from Code Lyoko, does anybody remember that childrens anime? haha.
Then I happily walk outside past my christmas tree to smoke a cigarette and to call my best friend sarah. We talked and laughed for a while, and I told her how optimistic I was about the fact that I was moving off and starting fresh, going to college and such. She was also having a very happy day(as she had met this new guy) We talked for only like 30 minutes, which is weird since we always talk for hours on the phone, but she wanted to call her new boy so I let her go. For once, tim seemed to fly by so fast!
I looked at the clock and couldn't believe 30 minutes had past. Here I was, having a night that seemed to last an etermity, then I get on the phone and it was like I was in fast mode. It made me a little sad, but then I realized that even though I am her best friend, there is a time to let go when it comes to relationships. So I turned on DragonBall Z and continued to have an amazing night, but couldn't fall asleep!
So I took some benadryl,(on DXM its funny, benadryl will help me sleep when I could take like 4 bars and now pass out.), and sure enough, after tossing and turning, another phone call from a friend, and several dbz tapes, I fell asleep.
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I woke up the next day feeling rather lousy(from the benadryl). I was like damnit, no afterglow
but as the day went by and the benadryl went away I noticed a slight afterglow. I wasn't expecting much anyway, I didn't take that much dxm. Anyways, this was my trip. Hoped you enjoyed my story.-chaoticc
