I've never been a user of psycedelics, so i decided to try dxm as a starter. Things were fine at 100mg,200mg and 300mg and only produced early second plateau to late second.
anyway.. to the point.
Day before: half 20mg paxil.
I drank a full bottle of maximum strength 4oz which came to "360mg" as the bottle had said and washed it down with 100% pure orange juice.
Throughout the first hour of drinking it i smoked a joint, 3-4 bowls, shit was normal and i was dizzy. It got to the point where i would close my eyes and think that i was in the other room, and then i would open them to find myself lieing in bed. I could only assume this was a third plateau. Starting to slowly figure that weed was intensifying my experience i smoked about 1 gram of marijuana in the bong. (I was so fucked but i still did it, maybe because i had a bong sitting near me the whole time but whatever.
Anyway to the problem, I awoke after a mild hallucination to me in my bed, heart pounding like CRAZY and my whole body had this feeling in it, mainly my head, left arm, chest and back where it felt like i was having either a heart attack or a severe allergeric reation, I starting panicing extremely hard and went to my backyard knowing i may die and did not want to scare anyone, I found it impossible to sit as my whole body was shaking and i could not calm my mind no matter what. I thought i was having a heart attack and i tried to fight it with my mind. i suffered for the next 6 hours with pain in places i couldnt focus on or identify as anything
Next day I felt the same, Same with the next. Today i discovered that EVERYTIME i smoke weed all the pain i experienced comes back to me and i have repeated anxiety attacks when no one is around because of it.
Before tuesday i was fully capable of smoking down 2-3 grams of weed in a day, but now smoking even a .1 will bring out pains, and smoking more than that will amplify them.
Even without weed i still feel my normal anxiety and i always thought weed to calm me as it would allow me to sit still without to much random movements.
What i experience when i smoke weed:
-If i stare at something for to long i get forceful blinks or head twitchs
-Back Pain on my spine that radiates through my chest to my heart
-uneasiness in my stomach
-restless
-When i close my eyes for to long i get shaking in my body.
Really looking to know if this has ever been known to happen, it's really hard as i've smoked for so long and so frequentely
anyway.. to the point.
Day before: half 20mg paxil.
I drank a full bottle of maximum strength 4oz which came to "360mg" as the bottle had said and washed it down with 100% pure orange juice.
Throughout the first hour of drinking it i smoked a joint, 3-4 bowls, shit was normal and i was dizzy. It got to the point where i would close my eyes and think that i was in the other room, and then i would open them to find myself lieing in bed. I could only assume this was a third plateau. Starting to slowly figure that weed was intensifying my experience i smoked about 1 gram of marijuana in the bong. (I was so fucked but i still did it, maybe because i had a bong sitting near me the whole time but whatever.
Anyway to the problem, I awoke after a mild hallucination to me in my bed, heart pounding like CRAZY and my whole body had this feeling in it, mainly my head, left arm, chest and back where it felt like i was having either a heart attack or a severe allergeric reation, I starting panicing extremely hard and went to my backyard knowing i may die and did not want to scare anyone, I found it impossible to sit as my whole body was shaking and i could not calm my mind no matter what. I thought i was having a heart attack and i tried to fight it with my mind. i suffered for the next 6 hours with pain in places i couldnt focus on or identify as anything
Next day I felt the same, Same with the next. Today i discovered that EVERYTIME i smoke weed all the pain i experienced comes back to me and i have repeated anxiety attacks when no one is around because of it.
Before tuesday i was fully capable of smoking down 2-3 grams of weed in a day, but now smoking even a .1 will bring out pains, and smoking more than that will amplify them.
Even without weed i still feel my normal anxiety and i always thought weed to calm me as it would allow me to sit still without to much random movements.
What i experience when i smoke weed:
-If i stare at something for to long i get forceful blinks or head twitchs
-Back Pain on my spine that radiates through my chest to my heart
-uneasiness in my stomach
-restless
-When i close my eyes for to long i get shaking in my body.
Really looking to know if this has ever been known to happen, it's really hard as i've smoked for so long and so frequentely
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