DXM - Inexperienced - 750mg - Not to be messed with!

[bluedusk]

A little past experience, 300-600mg in pure dxm in the years before, one week ago a 350mg dose. This is my second time using syrup and the most i have done over all.


2:45: I begin to force down a 250ml bottle of a dxm only syrup, god i fucking hate wildberry flavor.

4:04: The past couple minutes were long, it's coming on stronger now. My nausea has been terrible for the past 20 minutes, i have never experienced dxm nausea before, it's not pleasant.

Forgot about the times mostly at this point, enjoyed the time dilation and put on some of my favorite music, 30 minutes to an hour later and i realised that i was still feeling nauseous but held it in. I got up and walked to the bathroom and noticed that i felt like a rag doll with no bones or muscles but i did manage to walk when i concentrated very hard, My vision at this point was also very unfocused and was as if i was severely under the influence of alcohol. I got this really bad idea at this point and decided to ask my house mate for a small bud of marijuana, I quit smoking so this was odd of me but if i think to it i wanted to amplify my experience, I smoked about .3 in a bong and the familiar happened, Marijuana tends to make my dxm trips crazy out of hand and actually makes me feel more poisoned then normal. Trying to get more cevs i put on music and layed down in my room with the lights off, I kept seeing my plain brown wall as hallucinations and i kind of got frustrated because if i wanted to see my wall i could just of opened my eyes, At this point i decided to try taking a hot bath so that i could cut off some sensory, I STRUGGLED to get there and struggled even more to get in without breaking my head open but it happened and i sunk myself in the water and continued in darkness/silence. turned out to only be in the bath for 4 minutes but i again got annoyed that i was not hallucinating. Dressing myself was a total mess and when i finally did get my pants on i went back to my room and layed down to some more music...

My friend knocks on my door and i snap out of whatever i was doing, i answer the door and he looks at me and breaks out laughing, I fall backwards and flop to the ground as a joke and he gets worried (IT'S REALLY EASY TO FAKE FALLS on DXM, you can pretty much flop around like your having a seizure and it looks real to others), two minutes later my cousin knocks and i started to feel overwhelmed by the people in my house and started stressing over random things and random feelings i was having, mainly the way i felt, like i just ate some sort of toxic substance that was making my head feel scrambled, basically the rest of the night was with my eyes open as i realized the closed eye visuals were not happening, I enjoyed feeling like a drunk for the most part and even enjoyed my emotional breakdown while tripping, It's actually pretty cool to cry and feel sad when you aren't feeling much of anything in your body.


This took place yesterday and i find it a very disappointing trip, I experienced very lame cev's and felt to poisoned with my eyes open to make much of the experience, Is there anyone who can possibly explain what is happening at a dose of 750mg, because i could not indentify anything happening tome most of the time.

 

[stirfry]

At this point i decided to try taking a hot bath so that i could cut off some sensory, I STRUGGLED to get there and struggled even more to get in without breaking my head open but it happened and i sunk myself in the water and continued in darkness/silence. turned out to only be in the bath for 4 minutes but i again got annoyed that i was not hallucinating.

A word of caution, people have drowned combining dissociatives and water. Author D.M. Turner and scientific researcher John C. Lilly both drowned in their bathtubs after taking ketamine. Make sure you have sufficient motor control to keep your head above water if you plan on doing this.

This took place yesterday and i find it a very disappointing trip, I experienced very lame cev's and felt to poisoned with my eyes open to make much of the experience, Is there anyone who can possibly explain what is happening at a dose of 750mg, because i could not indentify anything happening tome most of the time.

I think your expectations for your DXM trip were a little off.

For me, DXM doesn't really produce significant open eye visuals, and the closed eye visuals are not at all comparable to the kaleidoscopic fractals of typical psychedelics. With eyes open, there is a grainy quality to my visual field, depth perception is thrown off and lights appear bright. With eyes closed, there is an increase in the activity and brightness of the visual static behind my eyelids, but it doesn't take on an ordered form. On high doses, CEV become more prominent but are qualitatively unique. It's as if the visualizations in the minds eye are more tangible and clearly defined, and there is a trippy quality to them, but it's still not quite the same as perceiving actual visual stimuli.

But, lack of visuals does not make DXM worthless. I actually find it quite enjoyable in the right context. When I take DXM (in the right dose range), I really enjoy the bizarre body high. Dancing, or just stretching and rolling around, feels pretty awesome. I also like the feelings of excitement and intensity I get on a DXM trip, it feels like something significant is about to happen. Introspection and philosophizing flow freely in this state. Music is very enjoyable and can be very thought provoking and movies seem utterly surreal.

IMO, 750mg is too high of a dose, I personally find lower amounts more worthwhile. Past ~500mg, I find that it's primarily the negatives (such as double vision, loss of motor control, nausea and amnesia) keep on increasing in intensity while the positives do not. I enjoy it most in the 200-500mg range, along with some cannabis (which kicks up the intensity a notch). 200-300mg is fun in social situations for me, and 300-500mg+cannabis is good for a satisfying trip at home.

hope that helped!

 

[anarchogen]

sounds like you're not a dxm person haha.

lower doses are great for social situations, anything above that is best done in solitude in a comfortable space.

i've only gone up too 2300mg at the most and even then i've never experienced more then a few cev's, that i can recall.

i can't recall if my eyes were or were not closed at the time, but i've had what seemed to be significant oev's (like mountains growing or things totally upside down when sitting upright, too everything looking like a immense optical illusion and all kinds of distortion/fractal/geometric patterns of course.)

 

[bluedusk]

I took dxm years ago at 300-400 mg doses with pure substance and always had a good time, but that feeling is lacking now even after not touching it for over a year. I love the dissosiated feeling but i read so many reports speaking of cevs so detailed and graphic that i did get my hopes up.

When i close my eyes i feel like i'm traveling in my head but its always limited to see'ing furniture in my room for some reason, it's odd to explain but when i open my eyes it's like i have to start over again because i get in to this groove.

 

[psood0nym]

I'm not sure how accurate a statistic it is, but it's said only 1 out of 3 people enjoy DXM enough to do it again. I'd say give it another shot at around 400 mg with cannabis, and if you don't like it, at least you gave it a chance. Cannabis does more for DXM than any other drug in my opinion. I like horror or other dark sorts of films on DXM -- for whatever reason it really lets me breathe in disturbed atmospheres and appreciate them in odd ways. The reason for this is probably similar to the reason you were fascinated instead of tormented by your emotional breakdown. The emotional distance DXM provides from these types of experiences allows us to see all the interesting things hiding behind what we normally resist.

 

[nopipesdfw]

I took dxm years ago at 300-400 mg doses with pure substance and always had a good time, but that feeling is lacking now even after not touching it for over a year. I love the dissosiated feeling but i read so many reports speaking of cevs so detailed and graphic that i did get my hopes up.

When I tried 3 and 4th plats as a younger teen that tried to understand this universe but was lacking many levels of meaning and action, most of my DXM trips would consist of me being a wave of energy that was vibrating and pulsating rhythmically in segments to Aphex Twin and power metal, which is honestly something I have not felt since.

More importantly, I used to have OBE segments to the tunes weaved in with my synesthesia that just felt like I was being a real observer to an event that I would not question, just view at the time. These included Warcraft III games where my vision just appeared to be overhead of the map that was synced up and sometimes I would feel like I was playing but I could never figure out which side I was.

lolz, DXM blew my mind doin' it rite when I was younger and it still does, I just wouldn't compare any chemical to it but that has got to be part of my psych's attachment to something so vastly different than what I knew of as existence at the time. After a small dose that didn't do much I tried ~800-900mg at 5am.... that hit me like a train and I couldn't even have an opinion on the experience at the time. Stupid numbers involved with the dosing and time on that one, I can't say that I regret it but I can see how people are not a fan at all.

 

[nemesis-a]

i tend to take the 800-900 range mg of dxm. its one of my if not the favorite drug of mine. the comeup is smooth and u get really fucked up like u just smoked a couple blunts and downed a few beers, but i dont just take it to get fucked up. i also do yoga on it and it helps with my meditation. lately though ive thrown in the dxm towel cause i steal the bottles (shhhhhh ) and got caught so i dont want to go to jail or nothing. but yea ENJOY!

 

[bluedusk]

I'm not sure how accurate a statistic it is, but it's said only 1 out of 3 people enjoy DXM enough to do it again. I'd say give it another shot at around 400 mg with cannabis, and if you don't like it, at least you gave it a chance. Cannabis does more for DXM than any other drug in my opinion. I like horror or other dark sorts of films on DXM -- for whatever reason it really lets me breathe in disturbed atmospheres and appreciate them in odd ways. The reason for this is probably similar to the reason you were fascinated instead of tormented by your emotional breakdown. The emotional distance DXM provides from these types of experiences allows us to see all the interesting things hiding behind what we normally resist.

Thanks for putting that in to view, It was definately a nice feeling to pour my heart out and cry and not feel the shame or overall depression from it, i'm still not embarrassed that i did it all in front of my good friend.

I do enjoy many feelings from it but i keep feeling like i need a reason to take it, but then i think.. Have i ever had a reason to do any drug.. Not really, I usually take a day to relax/de-stress and hope that no one knocks on my door that day while im not in my right face.

Dxm makes me come up with some stupid solutions to my problems though that i can't really trust when i'm sober even if i try lol. Saying my family had been conspiring against me for years and at the same time did it because they cared... It's nice to look back on and laugh at.

 

[PsiloKinetics]

Ewwwww wildberry

 

[Areyoutrippin]

lol i did dxm 3 time and i though i did 4 time but wasent (that fourth time was acctuly the first time i though id be doin it but it was diphenhydramine to me syrup was syrup xD...) ok so first time i drink a 100ml robitussin bottle 300mg of dxm yup was fun and i felt dead the whole trip still made me do another 100ml bottle same shit happened but here it comes... one time i say that big 250ml bottle and wanting to feel though in front of my friends i buy one and chug it while there on 100ml... im usely the guy who knows what to do when ppl bad trip on drugs... but trust me when that guy is trippin out whit 3 first timers xD its really fucked up at some point we where waiting in the park for my cousin and when he finally came cause i sended him get me some pepsi i sounded like we waited for a million year i was 14 at that time and was a fucking scary trip this aint a trip report so dont hate just telling how i felt on it.... (DXM IS NOT ALWAYS FUN )