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DXM - first time - dr giggles

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25yrs old
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taking 75mg effexor daily for anxiety
previously used weed, mushrooms, coke, ecstasy, 2ci, 2ct
current fave: shrooms
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dosed 450mg dxm via robo coughgels, taken in succession. home alone on a weekday night.
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been curious about ketamine for a while but haven't been able to get any, so i decided to give this a shot for a similar 'dissacociative' experience. was worried about popping so many gels but felt no GI distress.

22:30 - gobbled up the gels

23:30 - start to feel a lift in mood and relax

00:00 - trying to talk on phone but losing train of thought fast, but this is amusing to me and not worrisome. start to feel very confused and uncoordinated. distance perspective shifts a little.

00:15 - monster nosebleed out of no where! just starts gushing and won't clot. i'm acting very 'drunk' and throw down some toilet paper to soak up the mess on the bathroom tiles ... then proceed to walk on it ... yep. of course it sticks to my feet. again i find this funny and dance on the mess like a total tard. then wash it off in bath.

00:30 - nosebleed over. blast the stereo and turn out the lights. feeling INCREDIBLE. can't stop smiling and laughing. thinking all positive ... old friends and times ... jokes. cannot wipe the smile off my face. all i can think of is that this is the happiest i've been in the last year! my life and personal history seem new and fresh and im happy to look back.

01:00 - hornyyy as sin. wish my gf was around to break me off. she's out of town so i hit the p0rn hard. no probs finishing (effexor sometimes makes it tough). too much info? haha

01:30 - feel real lonely, wish i was at a party. serious nostalgia and longing.

02:00 - head starts to itch like crazy but feels good to scratch. itch spreads down to neck and chest. becomes annoying. i take off shirt and see flushed skin like rash setting in. take a cold shower and it clears it up almost entirely.

02:30 - hit the sack feeling like a million bux.

next morning - awake sad that the feeling's gone. back to depressed old self. no hangover at all.

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overall one of the most pleasant trips i've ever had. didn't experience much if any dissacociation but probably because the dose was so low (wanted to work my way up). very happy, sexy, and fun, but without much insight. extremely 'clean' buzz with no distracting, negative side effects or 'evil/paranoid' thoughts, minus the little bit of itchiness. would like to try this dose in a social setting as seemed perfect for partying. :D
 
Take some Benadryl to get rid of the itching.But if you do take Ketamine then don't think a DXM trip will be similar if your trying to get in the hole.A small line will feel like your drunk.
 
Sounds like you had a solid + experience. The next highest dose makes you feel really drunk. You dont really start getting disassociated until you get to the +++ but if your doing it again just slowly add on.
 
I would suggest reading up on http://www.third-plateau.org/ and it will explain what all the levels do to you, how to dose currectly by weight etc.

I've gotten to the 3rd plateau and it was incredible, but another time I've been there, I experienced ego death, so go figure. You really cannot control yourself at higher levels, so be careful and have fun.
 
second attempt:
(no longer on effexor, now taking 2mg clonazepam daily)
750mg extracted from syrup using agent lemon
mixed in shot of vodka and oj
home alone on weekday night

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this trip was much different from the first.

-body felt extremely heavy and slow, with a bit of bobble-headedness and motion sickness when changing position.

-lot of yawning and general slackness (inc. drooling haha) on the way up.

-at peak: very 'dreamlike' conciousness with time distortion and warmly blurred /confused visuals to match. calm and focussed with enhanced creativity but slight dizziness/nausea and retarded reflexes.

-comedown quite depressing. unleashed old anxieties i thought i had squashed. harsh nausea and increased irritability.

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not a great experience ... again without much insight and lacking the euphoria and excitement of the first trip. 'dream' state was interesting ... makes me want to push further and reach the dissacociation. no allergic reaction (thx to the extraction method) was a serious plus.
 
fifth attempt BREAKTHROUGH!:
650mg via robo gels (over 20min)
staying with friend in montreal, friday night

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well after a few mishaps and so/so trips using agent lemon, i decided to give the gels another go. sure glad i did :)

23:00 - downed 650mg worth of gels

23:45 - feeling loose, friend suggests we go for walk through nearby park

00:00 - walking a little off balance and nearly falling into water but no fear, having a lot of fun, good conversation

00:30 - i realize i'm completely lost in the city (i lived there for a year and used to know it well) ... must rely completely on friend to guide

00:45 - stop to molest the bark of a monstrous tree ... feels very cartoony/fairytale-ish proportion and look to it.

01:00 - out of park and into downtown core ... streets busy with party people. my eyes have completely blurred and i am desperately following friend. i hear a 'wub wub wub' pounding in my ears (blood?) and combined with the din of the french noise i fantasize that i'm in the opening scene of 'irreversible' (great film btw).

01:30 - just barely make it home and flop down on bed before complete paralysis sets in. my friend who is talking calmly, takes on the form of gandhi, and his bulbous head fills my tiny frame of vision, which i cannot shift as my head is paralyzed. i get him to pour water in my mouth before my eyes shutdown completely.

01:45 - for the first time ever i'm having vivid CEV's ... i'm seeing a black grid flexing and sparkling ... like a black licorice quilt which floats by and pulsates as it glimmers. i'm rambling but the words are just a polite indulgence ... my mind is definitely focussed on the incredible visuals and beautiful dream that i'm concious to. i feel so far from any part of myself ... completely immersed in a dark but warm space ... like floating in the middle of an unknown sea in the dark. is this the hole? i have no real connection to anything beyond the visuals and the sensation which i am at the total mercy of. i'm under the impression that i am dying / losing my mind ... but in total peace. this is far and away the highest i've ever been, yet no fear, only amazement.

2:30 - imagery takes a turn to the darker ... more of a 'decay' feel as opposed to the liquid bliss of earlier. gandhi turns to a blotchy parrot etc.

4:00 - mild nausea and stomach cramps but i'm able to sleep comfortably.

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best trip of my life. i've tried high doses of shrooms and 2cs and never come close to the visuals here, nor felt so at ease. coming to realize what i love so much about DXM is the 'calmness' and 'smoothness' of the trip. so very 'dreamy', without the jagged panic or uneven swells of other chemicals. total heaven. and gels seem like the most effective for me. DXM offers a 'magical world' that i'm not afraid to get lost in.
 
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Nice report! I'll be trying DXM soon, aiming for 1st or 2nd plateau to start off with at least. Hopefully my experience will be something like yours, it feels like to perfect time in my life to disconnect and reflect.
 
When I take gels, I usually have an extremely lethargic period for about an hour - THEN I feel really good, and want to go do things.

I cranked up the music in my house once and went outside for a cigar and to dance. One of the best times i've ever had.
 
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