Arsenal
Bluelighter
All right, so yesterday a friend and me are hanging out at his place and we are all out of weed. So I get the idea to try DXM. We run down to wallgreens and I buy a bottle of robo. He decides to just watch me and laugh as he has already done it before.
On the way back to his house I down the bottle (4 oz). We get back to his house and nothing really is happening, but I’m starting to not feel so good.
At this time two more friends drop by and I’m sitting on the couch feeling like shit. About 20 minutes after I drank the bottle I start puking. I must have puked up a good portion of the bottle (and the disgusting part is that the robo tastes the same going down as it does coming up).
After this I feel much better, but I’m still not feeling anything. About 10 minutes later I start feeling it. It is crazy, I cant keep my balance that well, when I stand up I sway all over the place. I sit down on the couch and just close my eyes, it feels so weird. Whenever I open my eyes and look around I see the whole room moving around in front of me. About 30 minutes go bye and we head on down to meet up with another friend.
This friend has weed, so we go back to my friend’s house and we get out a bong. I then drank half a bottle of vicks 44 cause I thought I wasn’t feeling anything. We smoked like 5 or 6 bowls. At this point I’m going crazy, I have never been this high in my life.
I’m sitting there on the floor, and I realize I can only do one thing at a time. If I’m thinking I cant control my body, if I’m moving I cant think. I go through a little while where I feel like I’m passing out constantly. I’ll be aware of what is going on one second, and the next I have no idea at all. It wasn’t confusion, it was more that I wasn’t there, and I just wasn’t there. Usually when this kind of stuff happens I sort of lose awareness but I can feel myself there still, I feel my normal self still there. I didn’t now, I completely disappeared. I was not there at all, I completely vanished, it’s really hard to explain, but I was just gone.
I start looking around the circle at my friends, I understand them. I know what the hell is going on with them. I understand who they are. It is the strangest feeling ever. I became them, I felt what they felt and I knew what they were going through. I just locked in on them and became them, I was them. I just sat there and stared at one of them, I reached into his mind and I knew what was going on, I knew what he was feeling.
I was going in an out, I could feel myself sitting there, making rational conversation and thinking clearly, and then all of a sudden I would be gone, I had no clue what the hell was going on. I remember thinking that I had layers, and then there was always something under the layers. I have no clue now, but I remember at the time it was the most important thing ever. It made everything so clear.
Overall this was a crazy experience, mixed with both good and bad. It will be awhile before I take robo again, but I definitely will.
[ 21 February 2002: Message edited by: Arsenal ]
On the way back to his house I down the bottle (4 oz). We get back to his house and nothing really is happening, but I’m starting to not feel so good.
At this time two more friends drop by and I’m sitting on the couch feeling like shit. About 20 minutes after I drank the bottle I start puking. I must have puked up a good portion of the bottle (and the disgusting part is that the robo tastes the same going down as it does coming up).
After this I feel much better, but I’m still not feeling anything. About 10 minutes later I start feeling it. It is crazy, I cant keep my balance that well, when I stand up I sway all over the place. I sit down on the couch and just close my eyes, it feels so weird. Whenever I open my eyes and look around I see the whole room moving around in front of me. About 30 minutes go bye and we head on down to meet up with another friend.
This friend has weed, so we go back to my friend’s house and we get out a bong. I then drank half a bottle of vicks 44 cause I thought I wasn’t feeling anything. We smoked like 5 or 6 bowls. At this point I’m going crazy, I have never been this high in my life.
I’m sitting there on the floor, and I realize I can only do one thing at a time. If I’m thinking I cant control my body, if I’m moving I cant think. I go through a little while where I feel like I’m passing out constantly. I’ll be aware of what is going on one second, and the next I have no idea at all. It wasn’t confusion, it was more that I wasn’t there, and I just wasn’t there. Usually when this kind of stuff happens I sort of lose awareness but I can feel myself there still, I feel my normal self still there. I didn’t now, I completely disappeared. I was not there at all, I completely vanished, it’s really hard to explain, but I was just gone.
I start looking around the circle at my friends, I understand them. I know what the hell is going on with them. I understand who they are. It is the strangest feeling ever. I became them, I felt what they felt and I knew what they were going through. I just locked in on them and became them, I was them. I just sat there and stared at one of them, I reached into his mind and I knew what was going on, I knew what he was feeling.
I was going in an out, I could feel myself sitting there, making rational conversation and thinking clearly, and then all of a sudden I would be gone, I had no clue what the hell was going on. I remember thinking that I had layers, and then there was always something under the layers. I have no clue now, but I remember at the time it was the most important thing ever. It made everything so clear.
Overall this was a crazy experience, mixed with both good and bad. It will be awhile before I take robo again, but I definitely will.
[ 21 February 2002: Message edited by: Arsenal ]
