rollin_stoned
Bluelighter
9:00 - brother asks if i want to go see paranormal activity with him and his friends at 10 and i've been dying to see that because everyone has been saying how scary it is so I said yes. I wanted to make it a bit more interesting and go robotripping....went to the store, got robotussin, and chugged the bottle.....354 mg's of DXM
9:40 - leave for the movies......on the way to the movies i think that I'm starting to feel it but I can't really tell.
10:10 - get to the movie theatre, when i get out of the car, i know that it has definitely kicked in, my walking was extremely affected and when we got into the theatre, the walkway lights were blurred and glowing.
Throughout the entire movie, I didn't notice any of the effects of the DXM, I only seemed to notice them when I was walking around.
11:50 - get out of the movies.....IT SUCKKKKKKEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, but besides that. My brother and his friend went to the bathroom and I went in with them and I just felt so weird. I felt like I was either in the movie we just saw or just in a movie. It was like my life and all it's experiences were part of that movie....I don't know, it's hard to explain. But halfway through the trip home, It's like I got a rush of the DXM or something....and I somehow was able to sense that it was coming. I felt a surge of something go all through out my body which was followed by an intense heat that i could feel throughout my body...it wasn't uncomfortable...just extremely alarming thinking that I was dying and that I was going to lose conscience at any minute so i pulled out my cell phone to text my friend so I could do some type of activity because I thought by doing this It'd keep me either alive or conscience. But than right after the surge of heat, I went back to normal.
12:20 - drop my brothers car off at auto shop and I told him that i've been drinking and i can't drive so we walked back (it's like 5 blocks away) but on the walk home......it seemed like everything was just different. I've lived here all my life but yet tonight it just seems like a totally different place.
12:35 - we get home finally...for some reason I got depressed from the movie and the DXM was making it worse. I was getting thoughts about 2012, my future and how I think I'm going to turn into some failure who's a drug addict bum living on the streets, just about life in general but all of my thoughts were dark and not happy at all. I wanted to laydown with my mom and my dog cause I knew that'd make me feel better but she was asleep which made me very upset.
So I turn on comedy central....I was craving happiness, it was the only thing that sounded perfect to watch. The Daily Show was on and I was watching it the entire time.....but never really paid attention. And when I did, I'd be thinking about how shitty our world is. Colbert Report came on (I love him) and that definitely made me feel a bit better, but I still had this overall dark and ominous feeling throughout all of my thoughts. I was than promising myself that I was never going to touch a psychedelic again and that I just wasn't the type of person who should be tripping because I wasn't able to handle it.
Than, all of a sudden, out of nowhere.....this was at about 2 or 2:30 in the morning....I just got a wave of thoughts........I thinking a million thoughts a second....I'd be thinking about one thing, than switch to another, than to another, than back to another one and so on and so on and occasionally they would somehow intertwine with each other. These thoughts weren't dark or ominous at all....instead they were all extremely insightful....I was coming up with revelations about myself, I was able to be 100% completely honest with myself....the stuff that I would normally lie to myself about, I would be completely honest instead. It was utterly amazing and utterly beautiful. The only thing that I didn't like about it is how I wasn't able to process the information that well because it was all so confusing to me because of how unorganized my thoughts were.
Contrary to what I said earlier, I began thinking to myself (because I have a friend who just got some DMT) "I'm definitely getting that DMT this weekend, it may be intense and scary, but I'm sure that would be the most intense spiritual experience ever."
Tagged by Xorkoth
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9:40 - leave for the movies......on the way to the movies i think that I'm starting to feel it but I can't really tell.
10:10 - get to the movie theatre, when i get out of the car, i know that it has definitely kicked in, my walking was extremely affected and when we got into the theatre, the walkway lights were blurred and glowing.
Throughout the entire movie, I didn't notice any of the effects of the DXM, I only seemed to notice them when I was walking around.
11:50 - get out of the movies.....IT SUCKKKKKKEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, but besides that. My brother and his friend went to the bathroom and I went in with them and I just felt so weird. I felt like I was either in the movie we just saw or just in a movie. It was like my life and all it's experiences were part of that movie....I don't know, it's hard to explain. But halfway through the trip home, It's like I got a rush of the DXM or something....and I somehow was able to sense that it was coming. I felt a surge of something go all through out my body which was followed by an intense heat that i could feel throughout my body...it wasn't uncomfortable...just extremely alarming thinking that I was dying and that I was going to lose conscience at any minute so i pulled out my cell phone to text my friend so I could do some type of activity because I thought by doing this It'd keep me either alive or conscience. But than right after the surge of heat, I went back to normal.
12:20 - drop my brothers car off at auto shop and I told him that i've been drinking and i can't drive so we walked back (it's like 5 blocks away) but on the walk home......it seemed like everything was just different. I've lived here all my life but yet tonight it just seems like a totally different place.
12:35 - we get home finally...for some reason I got depressed from the movie and the DXM was making it worse. I was getting thoughts about 2012, my future and how I think I'm going to turn into some failure who's a drug addict bum living on the streets, just about life in general but all of my thoughts were dark and not happy at all. I wanted to laydown with my mom and my dog cause I knew that'd make me feel better but she was asleep which made me very upset.
So I turn on comedy central....I was craving happiness, it was the only thing that sounded perfect to watch. The Daily Show was on and I was watching it the entire time.....but never really paid attention. And when I did, I'd be thinking about how shitty our world is. Colbert Report came on (I love him) and that definitely made me feel a bit better, but I still had this overall dark and ominous feeling throughout all of my thoughts. I was than promising myself that I was never going to touch a psychedelic again and that I just wasn't the type of person who should be tripping because I wasn't able to handle it.
Than, all of a sudden, out of nowhere.....this was at about 2 or 2:30 in the morning....I just got a wave of thoughts........I thinking a million thoughts a second....I'd be thinking about one thing, than switch to another, than to another, than back to another one and so on and so on and occasionally they would somehow intertwine with each other. These thoughts weren't dark or ominous at all....instead they were all extremely insightful....I was coming up with revelations about myself, I was able to be 100% completely honest with myself....the stuff that I would normally lie to myself about, I would be completely honest instead. It was utterly amazing and utterly beautiful. The only thing that I didn't like about it is how I wasn't able to process the information that well because it was all so confusing to me because of how unorganized my thoughts were.
Contrary to what I said earlier, I began thinking to myself (because I have a friend who just got some DMT) "I'm definitely getting that DMT this weekend, it may be intense and scary, but I'm sure that would be the most intense spiritual experience ever."
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_dxm
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
roacode_oral
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