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For my first post on this forum, I wanted to share my experience with DXM with everyone. I have done DXM many times as well as a bunch of other things. I consider myself knowledgable and experienced with drugs. My experiences are not always good ones. I do think it is possible to go over the top as I have done that before many times. There are limits that sometimes I notice myself passing. I say "me" and "I" becuase remember, this is just MY experience. I am not the spokesperson for anyone else on this board. 
I have tried pretty much everything in my area at least once. Ecstasy, Cocaine, OxyContin, Xanax, and many other things. BUT for some reason DXM is my drug of choice? Why? I have no idea but hopefully I can put into words my feelings when I am on DXM. I would like to see if anyone else has this relationship with DXM too. Thanks!
Retrospective Report:
DXM, Dex, CCC, robo tripping, caps. These are the terms I reffer DXM too. I first tried DXM one nite with my best friend (still to this day 5 years later) drinking a bottle of 4oz Robotussin. We baught one for each and drank it in a little over 10 min. At first we just felt sick and thought "OK this was a mistake". Driving back to by on the side of the road. Slowly I relized the lights werent the same. They seemed to trail a little bit more than usual. If you've ever looked at them at nite you can see a beam through the window shield. EVERY SINGLE LIGHT was like this but 10x more than usual. I still wasn't convinced I was high until we got to his house. My friend D, stood up out of the car and attempted to walk to his front door. Key word: attempted. Thank god he wasn't driving that nite (our other friend J was). He kinda stumbled and looked around really confused and said to me "Get out of the car!!! You gotta try walking its soooo weird". So I also attempted to walk. If you've ever done DXM you know the feeling. 10 feet tall, legs feel like jelly, can't take one step without thinking about it for 5 seconds before hand. I had gone home that nite and laid in my bed thinking of really weird things that I couldnt imagine thinking of sober. To me this was what I ever really wanted in a drug. I wanted to experience a different world. This was definatley much different than one I was living in for 15 years!
Over time I had progressed to bigger and better things. Ecstasy was a big thing for me as I went to a local rave every weekend for a year straight. Didnt always roll though just went for the good times. Cocaine was a big problem for me. I got hooked on IV'ing cocaine and in 4 months I did more damage and fucked up more things than I had done in 17 years. But we're not talking about cocaine are we? This is the part where I describe how I feel when I'm on DXM. Not just the obvious effects as I mentioned before. I feel a connection that I had never had anywhere else.
For some odd reason I have a very low tolerance for DXM. 300mg is really all I need to have a good time. To be honest anything more than 800mg would be pure insanity. But I am sure one day I will try it. I have done DXM with many of my close friends as I can trust them and talk to them, even if i am blabbering the whole time. I have no problem going out in public on DXM. As a matter of fact my favorite thing to watch movies on it. For me its like putting together a jiggsaw puzzle in my mind. Do I REALLY know whats going on ? I remember watchign the movie Constantine and saying to my friends afterward "Was that movie just one big anti ciggarette commercial?!" Didn't quite finish the puzzle that time
. "You approach the turnstiles and know that when you get there, you have to give the man 2 dollars or he wont let you inside. But when you get there... everything goes wrong" - Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
I also remember one time when I was laying in bed and thought about these 2 girls I had been talking too. One was pretty much my girlfriend altho we were never offically going out. The other was just a crush I had for a long time. I had actually played out my entire life being married to each of them. I could feel the feelings I would have felt being married to both of them up until we were old. It was SO weird. I actually lived my whole life twice with two different endings.
And the weirdest part of all... both times I relized they werent for me. Now am I saying DXM can tell me the future? NO way. Thatd be crazy. I do think it brings out your true feelings and gives u a different point of view. Like right now I could sit here and say to myself how much I would love to be with so and so and I can imagine the perfect life. DXM really gave me a new perspective on life. I had also always believed in GOD since I was little. DXM made me relize a few things. I am no way advacating that GOD doesnt exsist or the bible is crap or anything. All I am saying is, I do think there is something out there. Religion is just way to get connected there that doesnt quite do it for me. I do not think God is a person or a creature or anything. I beleive god is a another demesion which looks down on us. Imagine if everyone one of our cells had consiousness? That to me is God. DXM really helped me relize this and in a way lifted a big burden off my shoulders.
Lastly my favorite part about DXM is listening to music. I have NEVER felt more connected to anything than listening to a TOOL song while on 300-400 mg of DXM. The words flow right through me. The first time I heard TOOL on DXM I said to myself "Did they make this music for you to listen too while on drugs?" later on did I find out TOOL is very good sober as well. Also as some of you may know, Tool definatley talks about drugs, relgion, sex, and independence in a lot of their songs. Just find it funny the first time I heard them I knew that was going to be my favorite music from that point on!
In conclusion, DXM for me is the best drug I can use sucessfully. It is not something I would do 9 days straight and miss school/work over. It is not something I will go to jail or sell my body for. The physical effects are all I need to feel "good" but that is not why I do it. I do it for the mental aspect. The problem I have with cocaine, oxy and other drugs that just make you "feel good" is that its so fake. Of course I could sit here and talk about how fake it is and still go do it once in a while. But in my heart I know thats not what I intended when I first picked up a joint. A lot of the time I am very confused and don't really know whats goign on but that just makes it all worth while. Am I striving to find out the secret of life throught DXM ? Maybe, maybe not. I dont really know. I don't know if anyone or anything can tell us that. Thanks for reading and please leave feedback! %)
I have tried pretty much everything in my area at least once. Ecstasy, Cocaine, OxyContin, Xanax, and many other things. BUT for some reason DXM is my drug of choice? Why? I have no idea but hopefully I can put into words my feelings when I am on DXM. I would like to see if anyone else has this relationship with DXM too. Thanks! Retrospective Report:
DXM, Dex, CCC, robo tripping, caps. These are the terms I reffer DXM too. I first tried DXM one nite with my best friend (still to this day 5 years later) drinking a bottle of 4oz Robotussin. We baught one for each and drank it in a little over 10 min. At first we just felt sick and thought "OK this was a mistake". Driving back to by on the side of the road. Slowly I relized the lights werent the same. They seemed to trail a little bit more than usual. If you've ever looked at them at nite you can see a beam through the window shield. EVERY SINGLE LIGHT was like this but 10x more than usual. I still wasn't convinced I was high until we got to his house. My friend D, stood up out of the car and attempted to walk to his front door. Key word: attempted. Thank god he wasn't driving that nite (our other friend J was). He kinda stumbled and looked around really confused and said to me "Get out of the car!!! You gotta try walking its soooo weird". So I also attempted to walk. If you've ever done DXM you know the feeling. 10 feet tall, legs feel like jelly, can't take one step without thinking about it for 5 seconds before hand. I had gone home that nite and laid in my bed thinking of really weird things that I couldnt imagine thinking of sober. To me this was what I ever really wanted in a drug. I wanted to experience a different world. This was definatley much different than one I was living in for 15 years!
Over time I had progressed to bigger and better things. Ecstasy was a big thing for me as I went to a local rave every weekend for a year straight. Didnt always roll though just went for the good times. Cocaine was a big problem for me. I got hooked on IV'ing cocaine and in 4 months I did more damage and fucked up more things than I had done in 17 years. But we're not talking about cocaine are we? This is the part where I describe how I feel when I'm on DXM. Not just the obvious effects as I mentioned before. I feel a connection that I had never had anywhere else.
For some odd reason I have a very low tolerance for DXM. 300mg is really all I need to have a good time. To be honest anything more than 800mg would be pure insanity. But I am sure one day I will try it. I have done DXM with many of my close friends as I can trust them and talk to them, even if i am blabbering the whole time. I have no problem going out in public on DXM. As a matter of fact my favorite thing to watch movies on it. For me its like putting together a jiggsaw puzzle in my mind. Do I REALLY know whats going on ? I remember watchign the movie Constantine and saying to my friends afterward "Was that movie just one big anti ciggarette commercial?!" Didn't quite finish the puzzle that time
. "You approach the turnstiles and know that when you get there, you have to give the man 2 dollars or he wont let you inside. But when you get there... everything goes wrong" - Fear and Loathing in Las VegasI also remember one time when I was laying in bed and thought about these 2 girls I had been talking too. One was pretty much my girlfriend altho we were never offically going out. The other was just a crush I had for a long time. I had actually played out my entire life being married to each of them. I could feel the feelings I would have felt being married to both of them up until we were old. It was SO weird. I actually lived my whole life twice with two different endings.
And the weirdest part of all... both times I relized they werent for me. Now am I saying DXM can tell me the future? NO way. Thatd be crazy. I do think it brings out your true feelings and gives u a different point of view. Like right now I could sit here and say to myself how much I would love to be with so and so and I can imagine the perfect life. DXM really gave me a new perspective on life. I had also always believed in GOD since I was little. DXM made me relize a few things. I am no way advacating that GOD doesnt exsist or the bible is crap or anything. All I am saying is, I do think there is something out there. Religion is just way to get connected there that doesnt quite do it for me. I do not think God is a person or a creature or anything. I beleive god is a another demesion which looks down on us. Imagine if everyone one of our cells had consiousness? That to me is God. DXM really helped me relize this and in a way lifted a big burden off my shoulders.
Lastly my favorite part about DXM is listening to music. I have NEVER felt more connected to anything than listening to a TOOL song while on 300-400 mg of DXM. The words flow right through me. The first time I heard TOOL on DXM I said to myself "Did they make this music for you to listen too while on drugs?" later on did I find out TOOL is very good sober as well. Also as some of you may know, Tool definatley talks about drugs, relgion, sex, and independence in a lot of their songs. Just find it funny the first time I heard them I knew that was going to be my favorite music from that point on!
In conclusion, DXM for me is the best drug I can use sucessfully. It is not something I would do 9 days straight and miss school/work over. It is not something I will go to jail or sell my body for. The physical effects are all I need to feel "good" but that is not why I do it. I do it for the mental aspect. The problem I have with cocaine, oxy and other drugs that just make you "feel good" is that its so fake. Of course I could sit here and talk about how fake it is and still go do it once in a while. But in my heart I know thats not what I intended when I first picked up a joint. A lot of the time I am very confused and don't really know whats goign on but that just makes it all worth while. Am I striving to find out the secret of life throught DXM ? Maybe, maybe not. I dont really know. I don't know if anyone or anything can tell us that. Thanks for reading and please leave feedback! %)
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