ergotmccoy
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Dissasociatives aren't good for the brain.
The following are broken notes of a friends visit to my florida homeland, we are staying with his mom at some house in a developed florida town near the everglades....
We are out of bud........ There's a grocery store down the street.... Have you ever drank Tussin? I've done it a handful of occasions.
No man, I'd give it a try.
Alright, let's get some...
We biked to the store, bought robitussin over the counter, drove around to a alley, and chugged a 4oz bottle each.... went him, went for a swim.... it is about 7pm....
We watch some TV, chill out, 8pm comes, its coming on, slow onset
My friend gets up, I see a smile on his face, he spins in circles, does karate kicks into the air, chuckling, I stand it, now I'm feeling it real hard....
"Robotripppin" Body moves in a robotic structure, agility is surely lost, mind is buzzing on some foreign fuel, total thought process is reversed, we swim some more, enjoy this euphoric opiate state, body is almost entirely numb, basically a 2/3 numb feeling, swimming is incredible, feels better than being out of a pool, doing summersault under water in like being reborn again almost. Very dissasociated from the reality of the everyday world, stress, problems, in this moment are non existance, not sorrow, nor happiness lives in this place, only a lost euphoria of a false enlightening.
We wake up the next morning after being up most the night, and our legs feel light. We talk about how it is safe to take 2 week breaks before trips... We are bored throughout the day, satisfied, but not as satisfied as we were robitrippin, "Let's do it again tonight" "I agree, just this time, it's a special occasion"
Different store, a corner drug store, expensive, like 7 bucks a bottle, take it at same time, we go back to the house, it kicks in while watching a reality show.. I have no clue what is going on, my friend looks interested, after discussing it he doesn't follow any form of plot either.... We jump in the pool, suprisingly we swim for 2 hours straight, get out, out of the water I feel alien, I need to get back in, slow paddles around the pool, no thoughts, just relaxations, dry off, lay on the floor, slip into dreams with just the eyes closed....
A tiger, morphed into a landscape, the war in iraq the misery of those who didn't need to die, corporate american scum, why do we need all this stuff.
"The white man is unique" We use things, like refrigeration, it is so normal for us, but some countries don't even know the concept, we thrive in houses constructed to fill land."
Do you get visuals on this stuff?
No I just feel good, and keep thinking about everything!
Me too, I keep slipping into dreamstates, but they are very visual, I think it is the THC storehouse I have created in my brain for these years of pot smoking.
I don't know....
We talk about everything, life, our latest family issues, we psychoanalyze existance.... I scribble with a pen a picture of a mushroom saying....
Break your mind, piece by peace, put it back together.....
We drum, and play a novelty tourist guitar from the bahamas or somewhere, I chant things I never knew..... Friends mom thinks we been smoking the wacky tobaccy...
We fall asleep around 4am...
The next morning we went on an airboat ride, we feel a more intoxicated hangover than the night before.... on the boat ride I couldn't feel my feet, deffinately floating overtop of aligators.
The day goes on, we are back in the boring florida town, we are lookin for a bud hookup, neither of us know anyone from this place, the strangers seemed sketched out, a guy offered to buy us beer, we turn it down....
Wanna do it one more time? It's our last day to hang out..... Yeah... This time I pocket both bottles of tussin from the same store we bought the first two.... We drink up, go back to the house......
Three days in a row, and no tolerance has built, only a thicker feeling of the feeling the day before.
"How many sick days, and twisted nights has this shit been going on"
Robotrippin sitting in the same spot I was the night before in the same twist dissasociated realm of Robbitussin Maximu Strength Cough. The dose was never increased, always a 4oz around the same time.... This night I get nautious after getting out of the poool, I vomit in the grass, stumble around feeling very very shitty.. Oh god here it comes, my fate, I killed myself this time, my heart cant take this shit, I lay on a peir and gaze into the cosmos, so beatiful, this is where I am going to die, should I tell my friend, no he will only get scared for me, geez what will they all think?
"I'm gettin bit up, my friend nudges me, lets go in!"
"I think I am going to die..." I say.
"Dude just get up"
I get up..... damn dissasociatives.....
We lay on the living room floor, I feel like I'm on PCP or something, I can watch the creation and destruction of our world, guess its fate, I lay and analyze life, my brain is really mushed up, its gotta be....
I try going to sleep. no sleep can come, still buzzin.
"I think this loud ass ringing in my ears is why I cant sleep" I say....
"maybe"
hours pass 6am I get some sleep....
The next morning I still felt messed up, as for the following week, the halflife high of DXM is somewhat disturbing, feels like youve been drained of energy, and things are a happy delusion..... This experience was one of the funnest recreational drug times of my existance.... Was it a good decision? No way, I didn't benefit from it in anyway, I've done DXM twice since this experience, and have felt cravings for it..... I wanna get hopped up on some tomorrow!
Conclusion: DXM affects your opiod receptors of your brain, and like opiates they are addictive, and habit forming. Dissasociation is a euphoric experience when dissasociation is what you are looking for, I've seen people get very weird because of this substance, and I am no exception.
Advice if thinking about doing DXM...........
Don't do it.. It'll hurt your brain in a long term way, don't eat CCC's, if using delsym, don't go anywhere near the 3rd platea, stay in the first, or second,
don't take MAOIs with DXM, that means if you have taken Syrian Rue, or antidepressants, or anything that contains an MAOI (such as ayahuasca) avoid DXM as long as possible, at least 2 weeks, I watched a friend suffer hard for making that mistake, Robbitussin Maximum Strength Cough is where I think it is at. As for grocery store intoxications, it'll knock you way harder than the 6dollar wine bottles, and you don't gotta be 21 to buy it...
And cannabis is illeagle...... Pfft what a republic...........
The following are broken notes of a friends visit to my florida homeland, we are staying with his mom at some house in a developed florida town near the everglades....
We are out of bud........ There's a grocery store down the street.... Have you ever drank Tussin? I've done it a handful of occasions.
No man, I'd give it a try.
Alright, let's get some...
We biked to the store, bought robitussin over the counter, drove around to a alley, and chugged a 4oz bottle each.... went him, went for a swim.... it is about 7pm....
We watch some TV, chill out, 8pm comes, its coming on, slow onset
My friend gets up, I see a smile on his face, he spins in circles, does karate kicks into the air, chuckling, I stand it, now I'm feeling it real hard....
"Robotripppin" Body moves in a robotic structure, agility is surely lost, mind is buzzing on some foreign fuel, total thought process is reversed, we swim some more, enjoy this euphoric opiate state, body is almost entirely numb, basically a 2/3 numb feeling, swimming is incredible, feels better than being out of a pool, doing summersault under water in like being reborn again almost. Very dissasociated from the reality of the everyday world, stress, problems, in this moment are non existance, not sorrow, nor happiness lives in this place, only a lost euphoria of a false enlightening.
We wake up the next morning after being up most the night, and our legs feel light. We talk about how it is safe to take 2 week breaks before trips... We are bored throughout the day, satisfied, but not as satisfied as we were robitrippin, "Let's do it again tonight" "I agree, just this time, it's a special occasion"
Different store, a corner drug store, expensive, like 7 bucks a bottle, take it at same time, we go back to the house, it kicks in while watching a reality show.. I have no clue what is going on, my friend looks interested, after discussing it he doesn't follow any form of plot either.... We jump in the pool, suprisingly we swim for 2 hours straight, get out, out of the water I feel alien, I need to get back in, slow paddles around the pool, no thoughts, just relaxations, dry off, lay on the floor, slip into dreams with just the eyes closed....
A tiger, morphed into a landscape, the war in iraq the misery of those who didn't need to die, corporate american scum, why do we need all this stuff.
"The white man is unique" We use things, like refrigeration, it is so normal for us, but some countries don't even know the concept, we thrive in houses constructed to fill land."
Do you get visuals on this stuff?
No I just feel good, and keep thinking about everything!
Me too, I keep slipping into dreamstates, but they are very visual, I think it is the THC storehouse I have created in my brain for these years of pot smoking.
I don't know....
We talk about everything, life, our latest family issues, we psychoanalyze existance.... I scribble with a pen a picture of a mushroom saying....
Break your mind, piece by peace, put it back together.....
We drum, and play a novelty tourist guitar from the bahamas or somewhere, I chant things I never knew..... Friends mom thinks we been smoking the wacky tobaccy...
We fall asleep around 4am...
The next morning we went on an airboat ride, we feel a more intoxicated hangover than the night before.... on the boat ride I couldn't feel my feet, deffinately floating overtop of aligators.
The day goes on, we are back in the boring florida town, we are lookin for a bud hookup, neither of us know anyone from this place, the strangers seemed sketched out, a guy offered to buy us beer, we turn it down....
Wanna do it one more time? It's our last day to hang out..... Yeah... This time I pocket both bottles of tussin from the same store we bought the first two.... We drink up, go back to the house......
Three days in a row, and no tolerance has built, only a thicker feeling of the feeling the day before.
"How many sick days, and twisted nights has this shit been going on"
Robotrippin sitting in the same spot I was the night before in the same twist dissasociated realm of Robbitussin Maximu Strength Cough. The dose was never increased, always a 4oz around the same time.... This night I get nautious after getting out of the poool, I vomit in the grass, stumble around feeling very very shitty.. Oh god here it comes, my fate, I killed myself this time, my heart cant take this shit, I lay on a peir and gaze into the cosmos, so beatiful, this is where I am going to die, should I tell my friend, no he will only get scared for me, geez what will they all think?
"I'm gettin bit up, my friend nudges me, lets go in!"
"I think I am going to die..." I say.
"Dude just get up"
I get up..... damn dissasociatives.....
We lay on the living room floor, I feel like I'm on PCP or something, I can watch the creation and destruction of our world, guess its fate, I lay and analyze life, my brain is really mushed up, its gotta be....
I try going to sleep. no sleep can come, still buzzin.
"I think this loud ass ringing in my ears is why I cant sleep" I say....
"maybe"
hours pass 6am I get some sleep....
The next morning I still felt messed up, as for the following week, the halflife high of DXM is somewhat disturbing, feels like youve been drained of energy, and things are a happy delusion..... This experience was one of the funnest recreational drug times of my existance.... Was it a good decision? No way, I didn't benefit from it in anyway, I've done DXM twice since this experience, and have felt cravings for it..... I wanna get hopped up on some tomorrow!
Conclusion: DXM affects your opiod receptors of your brain, and like opiates they are addictive, and habit forming. Dissasociation is a euphoric experience when dissasociation is what you are looking for, I've seen people get very weird because of this substance, and I am no exception.
Advice if thinking about doing DXM...........
Don't do it.. It'll hurt your brain in a long term way, don't eat CCC's, if using delsym, don't go anywhere near the 3rd platea, stay in the first, or second,
don't take MAOIs with DXM, that means if you have taken Syrian Rue, or antidepressants, or anything that contains an MAOI (such as ayahuasca) avoid DXM as long as possible, at least 2 weeks, I watched a friend suffer hard for making that mistake, Robbitussin Maximum Strength Cough is where I think it is at. As for grocery store intoxications, it'll knock you way harder than the 6dollar wine bottles, and you don't gotta be 21 to buy it...
And cannabis is illeagle...... Pfft what a republic...........
