dexingpotsmoker
Bluelighter
In this haze, that's real as life,
I dance and sing, with stupid strife.
I can't see much, not much at all
but what I see, I try to call.
I see that vehicle, that I've seen before.
I get that feeling that I know you for.
I almost feel crazy enough, to try
To flap my fucked up wings, and fly
Who knows, if I run my tongue the right way
Mayhaps such heaven should come today.
But fuck that shit, a coward I am.
We pass your car, and I say damn.
Friends concerned, what's up? they ask
I can only explain, with a quick look back.
Oh, my closest friend replies.
He knows what was besaught upon my eyes.
Should we stop, turn, give it a shot?
Too fucked up to care, I say why not.
We head and turn, my heart beats fast.
Could this be the chance, that has come to past?
I know not, what I would say
When I see that shit from far away.
So perfect, so seductive, so fucking dumb.
This is 20 steps too far, that I shouldn't have come.
I dunno, I start to moan.
Im out of my mind, my tongues dry as bone.
I stop. I stand, I can't pull through.
I see the party, and I hear you.
I let the darkness between us, at this point divide.
What might be, if I should not stay and hide.
Stop being a whimp they say, keep on walking.
but I'm way too messed up, to do any sweet talking.
My closest friend stops and sees whats going through my head.
No, he says. Lets smoke a bowl instead.
So roast we do, and I stare on down the beach.
And I just think that I followed you like a leech.
I'll never tell you how I feel, never let it out.
Into the darkness we steal, and try to forget about.
Damn, I think one more time, as we drive off.
Left with nothing, but a messed up head, and a chronic Cough.
I dance and sing, with stupid strife.
I can't see much, not much at all
but what I see, I try to call.
I see that vehicle, that I've seen before.
I get that feeling that I know you for.
I almost feel crazy enough, to try
To flap my fucked up wings, and fly
Who knows, if I run my tongue the right way
Mayhaps such heaven should come today.
But fuck that shit, a coward I am.
We pass your car, and I say damn.
Friends concerned, what's up? they ask
I can only explain, with a quick look back.
Oh, my closest friend replies.
He knows what was besaught upon my eyes.
Should we stop, turn, give it a shot?
Too fucked up to care, I say why not.
We head and turn, my heart beats fast.
Could this be the chance, that has come to past?
I know not, what I would say
When I see that shit from far away.
So perfect, so seductive, so fucking dumb.
This is 20 steps too far, that I shouldn't have come.
I dunno, I start to moan.
Im out of my mind, my tongues dry as bone.
I stop. I stand, I can't pull through.
I see the party, and I hear you.
I let the darkness between us, at this point divide.
What might be, if I should not stay and hide.
Stop being a whimp they say, keep on walking.
but I'm way too messed up, to do any sweet talking.
My closest friend stops and sees whats going through my head.
No, he says. Lets smoke a bowl instead.
So roast we do, and I stare on down the beach.
And I just think that I followed you like a leech.
I'll never tell you how I feel, never let it out.
Into the darkness we steal, and try to forget about.
Damn, I think one more time, as we drive off.
Left with nothing, but a messed up head, and a chronic Cough.
