I did not keep a strict time table so I'll do my best to remember. This has been the strongest dxm experience I've had in a while on level with a third plateau.
I started off by drinking a 4oz bottle of generic orange syrup at around 11. I made sure to buy the brand with no alcohol and it was the best choice I could of made, as the menthol and alcohol makes robo undrinkable. Anyways at around 12 I took 6 CCC pills so they would peak at around the same time. I felt the beginning of the come-up and a hint of nausea.
It was about 1:30 when I really came up however. I started feeling a light head pressure, vision slowly starts to widen I can feel my eyes widening. After this point I lost all sense of time, I suspect having no tolerance to weed and the antihistamine potentiation made this trip so strong.
The first thing I recall happening was the everything felt like it was moving down so fast causing motion sickness. I'm laying in bed with my eyes closed and I see a bright particle I can move it by thinking, soon I realize I'm the particle and I'm bouncing back and forth. I come to the conclusion that it's the game. I open my eyes and proceed to puke everywhere.
After that incident I began to pace around the room thinking, then suddenly I realized something about the robowalk. I realized that my walk followed a pattern to a group of pillars moving down with my leg and arm placements. I was not hallucinating the pillars and I did not have my eyes closed, It was like another layer of my vision the only way I can explain it was I can see but, i couldn't see it. After that I put some music on shuffle and some slowdive song started playing. I was floating through space and everything looked like a photo from hubble.
This song came on afterwards http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_ZIBI1q308. it's about someone suicide jumping. I lived out the whole scenario. I felt connected to the girl, I knew who she was and everything. Her name was Katherine and her boyfriend were walking through some derelict street. They entered an impossibly high warehouse and started climbing up the stairs, when they started walking up the stairs she broke down and tears, she looked like she was beaten and he was doing his best to comfort her. They got to a balcony she was looking over the railing she looked emotionless. The guy was sitting on the floor shaking and obviously scared. I then realized that they were in a suicide pact. He didn't want to go through with it and she was trying to convince him to jump, i clearly remember her saying thats there nothing left for her here. She kissed him and stood up on the balcony and dived. I was floating down watching her fall and then everything kind of froze and I watched her entire life up to that point. All the really stuck to me were the bad things. I remember her dad raping her when she was very young, he would beat her almost daily. It ended with him attacking her yet again and her boyfriend got in the middle of it and threw her dad down it ended with them running out and walking up to the warehouse. I watched her hit the ground I looked back up and he was staring over the balcony in shock. I tried to go up to console him but, he made no notice of me.
I never feel emotions on DXM and I was crying hard. It was by far the most realistic CEV I have ever had and by far the most disturbing.
After that I turned off the music and wanted to watch spirited away and get my mind off what happened. I put spirited away on. It was the strangest thing I have ever seen. The same scene would start to play over multiple times, I was in the movie in a way I never had before, Like usually I just feel involvement in the plot and my CEV would be about it. My eyes were open and movie and the reality started mixing. I don't know how to explain it as I was just laying in bed watching it but, I was in the movie at the same time actively changing it.
I then came to another realization about DXM that it lets me go places that I can't go. I was in the bathhouse. I was on the cruise-ship with all those invisible faces dancing at some banquet. I was in the background of one of the paintings in my room. I was stuck in the plane of glass in the photo. After the movie was over I was laying in the dark talking to my friends telepathically.
That's all I can really remember. This has been the hardest I have ever tripped off of DXM. The next day I had a strong afterglow, and for a few days I felt totally weird and disconnected from everything.
Hope you enjoyed the report.
I started off by drinking a 4oz bottle of generic orange syrup at around 11. I made sure to buy the brand with no alcohol and it was the best choice I could of made, as the menthol and alcohol makes robo undrinkable. Anyways at around 12 I took 6 CCC pills so they would peak at around the same time. I felt the beginning of the come-up and a hint of nausea.
It was about 1:30 when I really came up however. I started feeling a light head pressure, vision slowly starts to widen I can feel my eyes widening. After this point I lost all sense of time, I suspect having no tolerance to weed and the antihistamine potentiation made this trip so strong.
The first thing I recall happening was the everything felt like it was moving down so fast causing motion sickness. I'm laying in bed with my eyes closed and I see a bright particle I can move it by thinking, soon I realize I'm the particle and I'm bouncing back and forth. I come to the conclusion that it's the game. I open my eyes and proceed to puke everywhere.
After that incident I began to pace around the room thinking, then suddenly I realized something about the robowalk. I realized that my walk followed a pattern to a group of pillars moving down with my leg and arm placements. I was not hallucinating the pillars and I did not have my eyes closed, It was like another layer of my vision the only way I can explain it was I can see but, i couldn't see it. After that I put some music on shuffle and some slowdive song started playing. I was floating through space and everything looked like a photo from hubble.
This song came on afterwards http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_ZIBI1q308. it's about someone suicide jumping. I lived out the whole scenario. I felt connected to the girl, I knew who she was and everything. Her name was Katherine and her boyfriend were walking through some derelict street. They entered an impossibly high warehouse and started climbing up the stairs, when they started walking up the stairs she broke down and tears, she looked like she was beaten and he was doing his best to comfort her. They got to a balcony she was looking over the railing she looked emotionless. The guy was sitting on the floor shaking and obviously scared. I then realized that they were in a suicide pact. He didn't want to go through with it and she was trying to convince him to jump, i clearly remember her saying thats there nothing left for her here. She kissed him and stood up on the balcony and dived. I was floating down watching her fall and then everything kind of froze and I watched her entire life up to that point. All the really stuck to me were the bad things. I remember her dad raping her when she was very young, he would beat her almost daily. It ended with him attacking her yet again and her boyfriend got in the middle of it and threw her dad down it ended with them running out and walking up to the warehouse. I watched her hit the ground I looked back up and he was staring over the balcony in shock. I tried to go up to console him but, he made no notice of me.
I never feel emotions on DXM and I was crying hard. It was by far the most realistic CEV I have ever had and by far the most disturbing.
After that I turned off the music and wanted to watch spirited away and get my mind off what happened. I put spirited away on. It was the strangest thing I have ever seen. The same scene would start to play over multiple times, I was in the movie in a way I never had before, Like usually I just feel involvement in the plot and my CEV would be about it. My eyes were open and movie and the reality started mixing. I don't know how to explain it as I was just laying in bed watching it but, I was in the movie at the same time actively changing it.
I then came to another realization about DXM that it lets me go places that I can't go. I was in the bathhouse. I was on the cruise-ship with all those invisible faces dancing at some banquet. I was in the background of one of the paintings in my room. I was stuck in the plane of glass in the photo. After the movie was over I was laying in the dark talking to my friends telepathically.
That's all I can really remember. This has been the hardest I have ever tripped off of DXM. The next day I had a strong afterglow, and for a few days I felt totally weird and disconnected from everything.
Hope you enjoyed the report.
