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DXM- Binge and an elaborate delusion

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Im here to share my recent numerous experiences with DXM. I think my abuse of the drug recently has altered me very strongly.

I am obsessed with tripping on dex again because I feel close to finally breaking through with what I discovered on my first break after not tripping for a year.

Please take some time to read it as I would like to hear other bingers experiences.

It started about three weeks ago when me and my bud were cruising around for weed. I went up to the only dealer that opened the door on christmas day to find him methed out thinking I was a cop. He had threatened to pop me so I left as quick as I could. Anyway I remembered tripping on the triple c's and delsym. So I stole a box and some robo-gels.

I dont remember much of anything since I feel asleep a little bit after peaking. All I remember is a completely new feeling. I can best describe it as having an objective in a video game, I felt like I needed to do something very important, yet feeling like i was doing the task but not knowing what I was doing it or if I was doing it.

Next trip four days later-

I took 12 triple cs, I remember laying bed after playing xbox, I felt the objective but, it this time I felt like I was doing something or something happened.

I slowly realized what was the objective was at first I thought the new years clock was when my friends would light cigarettes to destroy the world. Then I realized that was false and that the countdown had do with something supernatural.

Next trip was with my friend, I didnt feel like there was something happening I felt that I needed to learn something very important that was infront of me, I soon realized that I was tripping in a new location and I felt like I gained something spiritually that was lost.

I slowly felt the feeling of the strange things happening and realized that it was indeed something paranormal and strange, I felt a sense of both divinity and evil which was very strange.

Now after this trip I forced myself to take a week break from DXM, all while I was obsessed and coming up with theorys of what paranormal activity was going on in the dissociative world and why it seemed to pick me.

Finally my latest trip which occurred two days ago answered my questions and drained me.

I took a box of triple cs and awaited what was going to happen, after diddling around I got the feeling again and I knew that an alternate version of my perhaps a form of me that is active in the realm disassociatives take your mind.

I realized I was fighting off an onslaught of creatures (both evil and good) however not heavenly or demonic, just sentient beings from an entirely different system.

However I would only become this aura when my eyes were closed, when they were open I was just myself cold and hollow, and while I was me the creatures invaded my sanctum.

I came to realize that they were not malicious and they wanted to see there god as the "female" (i was told by an emotionless toneless voice all this but I know it was a female" He was gone for millennium and he had appeared more and more recently, "Sentients of our multiverse are making the pilgrimages to your domain".

The voice quickly told me of all the pleasures I would experience if I stayed in the multiverse, how I would rule, how there will be no sorrow, no feelings of lost love ect. (cant remember everything).

She said when my domain opens again I can make my choice to leave here and rule there eternally.

Its been two days since the last trip and all thats on my mind is Dex, The cravings are nothing of the mental cravings of opiates, I don't need it, I just keep thinking things will be better if I'm I stay in that place.

However I realize that is an elaborate delusion, Ive heard storys of ketamine addicts have extreme delusions similar to this just want others peoples experiences with this sort of thing.

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I've had similar intuitions on larger doses of DMT. I wouldn't worry about it too much, just don't get carried away and start raving from the street corners.

Your best bet is to find other people who've had similar experiences (hopefully they will chime in here), without forgetting that the mind has the potential to generate all sorts of elaborate (and quite fictional) scenarios.

Interesting experiences though, thanks for posting. Next time try and stick to plain ol' DXM. CCCs are fairly hard on the body and often land people in the hospital (mental or otherwise). Some CCCs can seriously damage your liver, and redosing more than twice a week will cause a buildup of chlorpheniramine (a very unpleasant antihistamine that make you delirious).

If you're stealing cough syrup (I used to, a lot, and got caught), I recommend you re-evaluate your life/priorities. At the very least, steal the stuff that ONLY CONTAINS DXM. Check the "active ingredients". If you can't find DXM by itself, don't bother.
 
I definitely agree with the above poster, it is very important to use products which contain ONLY DXM as the active ingredients. Psychological issues aside, triple C's can KILL YOU, one of my friends had his heart stop due to taking a bunch of them, fortunately he made it through after being hospitalized.

Dissociative drugs are notorious for creating these kind of delusions. The most famous of these accounts is John Lilly's experiences. As a well respected scientist he delved into his research with ketamine and sensory deprivation and descended into full blown psychosis complete with intra dimensional alien entities, secret messages in movies and television and messages of impending Apocalypse. you can read about it in this article. http://www.conspiracyarchive.com/UFOs/Gorightly.htm the site its hosted on is pretty silly but yeah.

In my own experience I have gone on binges combining DXM, ketamine, N2O and many many psychedelics. I have also been to those (seemingly?) diving states, being everywhere, everything and everyone, telepathic connection to the greater mind of the universe. The strange sense of mystical importance calls you back there like sirens to sailors. If you could just go back one more time you'd be able to understand. At the peak of this habit I accidentally took 3,500mg of pure DXM, ignorantly misplacing a decimal point. Within 20 minutes I was totally dissociated. By 40 minutes I couldn't talk. Then I couldn't move my arms, and soon I couldn't even move a finger. I was totally unresponsive. Thankfully my girlfriend was there to make sure I didn't choke on my vomit and hold cold towels to my beat red body. I was unresponsive for over 12 hours. At some point the next day I was able to talk and slowly realize what had happened. Even though I had come closer to death than ever before in my life I was ecstatic, I was in heaven, one with everything and I didn't think anything was wrong. I continued to trip for about four days, seeing blissful synchronicities in everything around me, looking foward to taking more dissociatives. I wasnt the least bit disturbed by my girlfriends traumatic experience of watching me almost die. When I would wake up from sleeping during those days I would have full blown hallucinations of my dreams for about 15 minutes. One morning I woke up in a panic with my heart beating out of my chest as the chandelier on my ceiling transformed into a huge metal spider walking twards me upside down. As the 'afterglow' effect of euphoria and synchronicity faded I fell into a deep and debilitating depression for many weeks. Fortunately I didn't suffer any severe lasting effects, although definitely some.

So I think the lesson here is that these drugs have the ability to carry you so far away from earth that it is easy to lose all concerns about your physical body and life here back in 'reality'. The dissociative dimension can be quite brilliant and beautiful but we can't live there or we will have to sacrifice our sanity or even our life here back on earth. Dissociatives can produce a state of mind much closer to true psychosis than psychedelics can. So if you value your sanity and your life I would strongly urge you to stop using dissociatives. Maybe try taking some mushrooms, they can bring on similar revelations in a much more healthy and balanced way in my experience. I hope my experience can help shed some light on the seriousness of dissociative addiction.
 
I agree with SpaceHead, especially with regards shrooms. You'll still experience powerful realisations but you'll be less likely to fry your mind or just randomly up and die. You don't necessarily have to stop using DXM altogether but it seems pretty apparent from your post that you're entering a downward spiral and you seem to know it. Cut back a bit maybe, you've got plenty of time to explore the dissociative dimension, if you overdo it you might end up seriously harming yourself. If you came here asking whether or not your experiences could be more than mere delusions: probably not, but it's in your best interests to at least act like they aren't. (This will prevent you from being committed among other problems that may arise) Above all keep posting on BL, let people know how you're doing. Good luck :)
 
Once a month MAX for visionary doses of DXM, I agree. The dissociative anesthetics aren't a particularly benign class of drugs, any of them. Not off the charts dangerous either, mind you. But calling them safe or healthy to use recreationally or spiritually is a stretch.

I'd be willing to entertain the idea that DXM and other dissociatives really do put people in touch with other realms and their sentient inhabitants. But this doesn't necessarily mean these entities are ones you're better off in contact with. Be very, very careful when stripping down and rocking the deepest foundations of your reality the way these drugs will make you do, on any regular basis.

I think some fruitful mysticism can be had from dissociatives taken sporadically. But these are not lessons that bear repeating all that frequently, IMHO.
 
use mucinex it has 60mg of dxm per tab but comes with 1200mg of Guaifenesin in each tab not sure how dangerous that stuff is?
 
^ 1200mg is a lot of guaifenesin. I usually recommend a dose of 200mg up to twice a day for people with a lot of sticky mucus / sputum. Side effects of too much guaifenesin include nausea and urate kidney stones. I've experienced both, while taking a different Mucinex product for the pseudoephedrine (and dehydrated, to boot).

I ask this only rhetorically, out of respect for our no sourcing policy: is it really that hard for you to find a product with only DXM in it?
 
delsym and orange juice to kill the flavour. although some collects at the bottom of the cup, man up and drink it. thats how i used to do it. havent touched dxm in months and probly never will for a long time
 
Hey man, just try not to enjoy it too much or you will be like i was 3 years ago pillaging every store in town for it. I actually went to jail because i stole from so many stores that i was banned from them, and then i was caught tresspassing in a banned store and had to go to jail for 30 days..yeah dude you know you hit rock bottom when your sitting in jail for cough syrup lol.

Believe me when i tell you DXM can be a really nice fulfilling expirience, especially if you ain't got anything to do, and especially when you get away with stealing it, its free drugs. just be careful man, what can be something to do and fill a gap in a day can bring on so many more not needed problems..and believe this, you WILL get caught stealing, i don't care how good you are, but you will get caught one time or another.

It was fun getting high, but now for the rest of my life i have a record, and am banned from almost every store in town..the shit happens really fast man, don't let it get out of control like i did..

For something to do during a boring day became some sort of twisted obsession that i needed to be mind fucked on it everyday..not to mention it will FUCK your body up man, seriously bad side effects..

Stay safe dude..
 
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