Th3BigMac
Bluelighter
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- Jul 29, 2007
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Ok so when i started doing Dxm I thought it was a drug i could do everyday. I soon realized thanks to BL the Dangers and precautions. I know do it when once in a while when i feel comfortable have time to myself. I had spent time with my gilr last night and I dropped her home and bought me 3 bottles of robogles. This is like the 3rd time doing 900mgs.
10:30PM I wanted to drop my girl early last night since I wanted time for DXM.
10:45PM I get Home head to the bathroom and take all the gels at once. Last time i ate was around 8pm. I was goin to take a shower to cool my body down but it was cold last night and so i just washed my face. I wasnt tired either.
I started playing with my brother some unreal tournament 3 just waiting for the DXM to hit me.
11:20 I start feeling itchy and my head starts to feel hotter. I know its starting to hit me and I tell my brother I have to go to sleep. He says "wait till we are done capturing the flag"
11:35pm I start feeling more comfortable and not being able to focus anymore. I cant really talk and I wana head to my room now. My brother ends up kickin my ass and he starts talkin to me. I cant even focus anymore and start feeling drunk as hell. I tell him I need to talk to him and he looks at me weird as I almost trip cuz I cant walk. lol
11:50Pm Im in my room looking at my alarm clock and getting ready to listen to my mp3. The feeling of "being home" again hits me and im so comfortable with this feeling. Im itchy as hell so i turn on the AC. The whole room was Dark and my girl calls my phone. I cant talk to her and I mumble and tell her i need the sleep. She keeps txtn me and finally she goes to sleep.
12:00 I close my eyes and I start traveling to space. I dont feel my breathing anymore and I kinda get scared but Im just so relaxd so I dont worry. The music sound really good and I floating. I cant move and I dont wana move. Random thougts come to my head and I see my girl on top of me. This trips me the fuck out cuz she feels so real. She has long black hair though and I can hear her voice.
Something really weird happens to me when I do DXm. I feel that im not alone when im doing DXM. Someone is there with me. People I dont know I see random faces I hear random talkin but I am not scared at all. Its like Ive seen them before in my previous trips. NOw my girl is there with me she looks like an angel with this white clothes and then she disappears. I can still hear people talkin and I know im not alone. What can this be? Do psychedlics have a connection with the unknown? I feel my self falling into darkness I totally relax and I hit a Dark blank space. Im floating into nothing. No thoughts, no problems NO nothing. Too bad my peak doesnt last long.
12:55 I come back to reality I feel my bed now and i feel kinda tired. I turn off my mp3 player and just lie there thinkin and listen to my this people talk to me. I still have an crazy doublevision and cant see my alarm clock unless i close one eye. But i dont feel spaced out anymore. This people are still here in my room. I know im not alone but im not afraid. it feels weird since they seem familiar., I see their faces in the walls and I just relaxe.
1:30am Im feeling very tired and pass out while txtn on the phone.
I forgot to mention that I would have had a better time but my girl kept txtin me and talkin to me. I would totally forget what we were talkin about and have to look back and check my txt inbox. I wantd to tell her i was trippin but i dont know how she feels about DXm. This was the only time I felt uncomfortable in my tirp. Since I felt like It was another person talkin to her and not me. I felt very uncomfortable since I was writing I LOVe U but didnt feel my fingers write it. I didnt want to talk to her like this since It felt like it wasnt me who was talkin to her.
7:30AM My dad wakes me up to eat breakfast and the smell of eggs and bacon smell so good. I still have double vision but I can walk. I feel so refreshed and feel like i have slept forever. I feel very good with my self and like a new person. I eat and drink some coffee and talk to my dad for a lil bit.
7:50am my girl calls me to say good morning and I feel so glad she calls me. I feel so good with my life today. so refreshd. I tell her how much I love her and have this meaningfull converstion with her.
This was a really great trip only wished the peak would have lasted longer. I dont plan to trip again for a good while since i dont want to use it as a recreational use but more like a refreshment and cleansin. I have this amazing after glow today and feeel very good with myself and happy about the oportunities and things I take for granted in everyday life. I kissed my mom today and hugged her and told her I loved her.. Im ver happy with my trip and hope you guys enjoy.
10:30PM I wanted to drop my girl early last night since I wanted time for DXM.
10:45PM I get Home head to the bathroom and take all the gels at once. Last time i ate was around 8pm. I was goin to take a shower to cool my body down but it was cold last night and so i just washed my face. I wasnt tired either.
I started playing with my brother some unreal tournament 3 just waiting for the DXM to hit me.
11:20 I start feeling itchy and my head starts to feel hotter. I know its starting to hit me and I tell my brother I have to go to sleep. He says "wait till we are done capturing the flag"
11:35pm I start feeling more comfortable and not being able to focus anymore. I cant really talk and I wana head to my room now. My brother ends up kickin my ass and he starts talkin to me. I cant even focus anymore and start feeling drunk as hell. I tell him I need to talk to him and he looks at me weird as I almost trip cuz I cant walk. lol
11:50Pm Im in my room looking at my alarm clock and getting ready to listen to my mp3. The feeling of "being home" again hits me and im so comfortable with this feeling. Im itchy as hell so i turn on the AC. The whole room was Dark and my girl calls my phone. I cant talk to her and I mumble and tell her i need the sleep. She keeps txtn me and finally she goes to sleep.
12:00 I close my eyes and I start traveling to space. I dont feel my breathing anymore and I kinda get scared but Im just so relaxd so I dont worry. The music sound really good and I floating. I cant move and I dont wana move. Random thougts come to my head and I see my girl on top of me. This trips me the fuck out cuz she feels so real. She has long black hair though and I can hear her voice.
Something really weird happens to me when I do DXm. I feel that im not alone when im doing DXM. Someone is there with me. People I dont know I see random faces I hear random talkin but I am not scared at all. Its like Ive seen them before in my previous trips. NOw my girl is there with me she looks like an angel with this white clothes and then she disappears. I can still hear people talkin and I know im not alone. What can this be? Do psychedlics have a connection with the unknown? I feel my self falling into darkness I totally relax and I hit a Dark blank space. Im floating into nothing. No thoughts, no problems NO nothing. Too bad my peak doesnt last long.
12:55 I come back to reality I feel my bed now and i feel kinda tired. I turn off my mp3 player and just lie there thinkin and listen to my this people talk to me. I still have an crazy doublevision and cant see my alarm clock unless i close one eye. But i dont feel spaced out anymore. This people are still here in my room. I know im not alone but im not afraid. it feels weird since they seem familiar., I see their faces in the walls and I just relaxe.
1:30am Im feeling very tired and pass out while txtn on the phone.
I forgot to mention that I would have had a better time but my girl kept txtin me and talkin to me. I would totally forget what we were talkin about and have to look back and check my txt inbox. I wantd to tell her i was trippin but i dont know how she feels about DXm. This was the only time I felt uncomfortable in my tirp. Since I felt like It was another person talkin to her and not me. I felt very uncomfortable since I was writing I LOVe U but didnt feel my fingers write it. I didnt want to talk to her like this since It felt like it wasnt me who was talkin to her.
7:30AM My dad wakes me up to eat breakfast and the smell of eggs and bacon smell so good. I still have double vision but I can walk. I feel so refreshed and feel like i have slept forever. I feel very good with my self and like a new person. I eat and drink some coffee and talk to my dad for a lil bit.
7:50am my girl calls me to say good morning and I feel so glad she calls me. I feel so good with my life today. so refreshd. I tell her how much I love her and have this meaningfull converstion with her.
This was a really great trip only wished the peak would have lasted longer. I dont plan to trip again for a good while since i dont want to use it as a recreational use but more like a refreshment and cleansin. I have this amazing after glow today and feeel very good with myself and happy about the oportunities and things I take for granted in everyday life. I kissed my mom today and hugged her and told her I loved her.. Im ver happy with my trip and hope you guys enjoy.
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