Tyd
Bluelighter
This is everything as I wrote it at the times. Edited some spelling mistakes but not much. Sorry its also quite long.
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DXM Trip Report (550mg):
T-1hrs: Drink glass and half of pink grapefruit juice. Roughly 250ml.
T+0hrs: 8:05pm
T+20mins: Feel excitement however could be placebo at the moment. Have been looking forward to this trip for a while. Surroundings feel floaty, hard to differentiate from placebo.
T+1hr: Feeling spacey, also much warmer on my face, this happens when ive had a beer or 2. I also feel slightly drunk, maybe a millisecond behind in processing information. i.e. when i look at something quickly it seems to be a bit blurred before I see it. The onset seems quite slow, research through the internet tells me it should take longer with grapefruit juice. Slight worries in back of head, scale was really off and maybe I didn’t take 350mg.. would be very disappointed.
T+2hrs25mins: Feeling floaty still. Smoked 1 bowl and felt the effects immediately get stronger and almost “kick in”. Body feels numb in places, tv was very interesting to look at. Looking for something stronger however and may bump up my dose 200mg more. I may eat some food as well which will in a way mean I can dictate how strong it actually gets. Decided to have a shower and having it and smoke another bowl. Feeling good. Oh also ate some food a bit earlier, chicken kalage (japanese fried chicken) and rice, not too much food though but the munchies were making me hungry. DXM must have been fully absorbed by now so theoretically this should be the peak unless I bump the dose up. In another unfortunate scenario I could yet have reached my peak and shoot way off the scale, (lol).
T+2hrs40: Best estimate for pill, 220±30mg.
T+2hrs50mins: Wow typing is hard, lol. Swallowed pill with grapefruit juice, really want to eat but trying to stop myself so I can absorb the DXM. It’s either that the original dose hadn’t peaked yet or the new dose kicked in quite quickly; it’s hard to tell at this point because the peak is evidently still developing.
T+3hrs: Very quickly the trip has intensified for sure, I just lay back in my chair and happily stared at the ceiling for quite some time. This is the desired level that I wanted to reach. The only problem here is that if the grapefruit juice supposedly potentiates the DXM then 550mg doesn’t seem like that much if this is all it is even with the extra help. Strange. Will go for another bowl now, this should shoot me up a notch I would imagine. Feeling the detachment quite profoundly. How I write notes seems to have changed to my current mind; feels as if I am writing slower but in a more delicate manner. (lol)
T+3hrs6mins: Absolutely exploded. It is as if I have woken up to being stoned but on a level 10x higher. It is also as if the opiate similar affects have just kicked in, the feeling of comfort is absolute. Music is beautiful. I feel euphoric.
Sometime in between:
From me to friend D:
"easy u around?
bumped my dose up by 220mg
drank some more grapefruit juice
and bang it was like a fucking explosion it feels fucking fantastic
smoked 1 bowl in between and didnt even feel like i got high
not sure how to explain that
also:
closed my eyes and could see all of my surroundings as if my eyes were open
this lasted for ages
it wasnt the same view but it was similar to my visions on mesc
very neon based, this time a deep blue, before has been purple and orange.
wonder whether mesc has influenced my subconscious mind, or whether that is what was there being released
wow shit i need to copy this down
im writing a report to go with
lol fuck so much typing
laters off for another bowl, should propell myself into the cosmos"
Really struggling to concentrate and focus now. Feel like I have no balance, it is also as if my subconscious is pulling me away from physical sensations. I am also sweating a lot all of a sudden with cold fingers, odd. This has happened before on DXM though.. I think.
T+3hrs40mins: Still feel the effects peaking, seriously hard to concentrate and even to focus visually. Things are blurry. Feel so happy and content, also extremely comfortable. This is a repeat but it’s still as strong as before, maybe stronger.
T+3hrs49mins: Took a trip to pee, literal trip, felt like that took 30mins but actually just 9mins. Crazy. Must still be going up the peak.
T+3hrs55mins: The point of the last entry was to remark upon my “robo-walking”. (lol). It feels as if I have to consciously tell my brain to do things such as move, or walk. It feels like im a robot as they say, hence the name robo-walking but also that’s from robitussin. Put some Kanna in bowl now, how hilarious is this, looking back I put hash in 15mins ago lol and still haven’t smoked it yet.
T+4hrs etc: Wow well it all got a bit fucked up after the last entry. Definitely the smoking of the bowl propelled me to a place I have never ever been, may have even touched upon the 4th plateau, was incredible. Not all plain sailing however.. after smoking I got the munchies and made a small plate of food, chicken kalage and rice. This was not even a huge amount of food but it was either this or the combo of the grapefruit juice sitting in my stomach but I suddenly started to feel really awful. I felt so nauseous, it came in waves, I couldn’t focus on what I was doing either I was getting very confused. I lay down with the tv on low volume, I couldn’t handle the tv, anything that was on sucked me in but I didn’t enjoy it, it was boring and unfulfilling. My body started to feel as if it was vibrating strongly, it started in my hands, my legs, nothing felt attached to my conscious mind. I could feel a pull subconsciously that it wanted to take a step back, for me to close my eyes and drift off as far as my mind could go. I really wanted to do this but I kept getting jolted back into real space by the nauseous feeling coming and going, eventually it was too strong and I had to puke into a bin. Puked maybe 3 times for what felt like a long time feeling so terrible. This is the closest I have been to a bad trip, I really thought I had made myself be sick because the trip had turned bad but really it was the other way round and as soon as my body was convinced whatever ‘poison’ had been rid I felt good again. I was also propelled into a space and time I can’t fully remember but it was crazy. I can only remember parts at the moment and will put as many down as I can.
The main experience I remember was again started with this feeling that my body was vibrating strongly. This isn’t strictly true however as it more felt that my consciousness was reaching I higher vibrational level that my physical body was unable to house. The solution was clear, I had to float away and observe from a different view. Firstly I couldn’t tell whether my eyes were open or not, they must have been shut but I could view the room perfectly in daylight whenever I wanted and from any perspective, not just mine of lying on the couch. This then progressed and I could feel a massive pull directly above my head. Suddenly there were kaleidoscopic objects floating around in symmetry above me, I tried to follow these and realised I could control where my mind went. I imagined myself under the stars lying on a beach. I was instantly transported there and the sky was vast, everywhere I looked I could see stars and I could hear the sea and feel the sand. I was also very acutely aware there was still a kind of ‘link’ between here and my body. This link can be described as a very long hyper tunnel, I knew it existed and each time I would think about it I would slowly be sucked back through it and away from the stars so for a while I was floating between these two worlds.
This can’t be all that happened because I didn’t escape this state or feel able to walk until 3am which would have been T+7hrs.
Another recollection, I kept feeling as if I was swimming in a kind of ether within the room for a while. I started to notice that I was not alone and there were other floating “spirits” and I even felt one float through me, it felt like a very kind spirit, but it didn’t say anything. I do remember however other times when I began to float higher and higher above my body that I could hear what seemed to be conversations, possibly some about me I can’t be sure. There wasn’t any kind of negative feeling, just a feeling of familiarity.
Currently it is 11:40am. I feel the DXM still, my body feels numb in places and I feel slightly disconnected but typing has become 10x easier than it was last night. It is not very strong and I can walk without the robo-walk. Imagine if I were to smoke it could trigger some of the effects to restart.
Conclusion: I definitely overshot on my desired level of intoxication. Re-dosing was a silly idea as clearly the original dose hadn’t taken full effect yet. That is strange since it was almost 3hours. The total dose was ~550mg which by conversion to mg/kg should have been around 6mg/kg which is well below the boundary for 3rd plateau at 7.5mg/kg. This is very odd as I feel as if really I was in the 4th plateau for quite a while. The nausea was a new experience for me and really not a pleasant one. I will avoid grapefruit juice as it clearly increases effects but not at a very controllable level. I am also affected by acidic drinks quite quickly and this would have contributed to my nausea as well. The main aspect or problem was most likely just that the DXM dose was too high. Fun and great experience but not lucid enough and felt as if it moved way too fast.
T: (1:19pm): Smoked big bowl, 0.5gish, brought the trip right back up to a peak again, amazing. Was able to transport to a place where there were silhouettes of houses against grassy hills. Feeling dizzy and really right up there with the trip as it was peaking yesterday, quite crazy. Yesterday it felt as if the dxm was powering over the thc but they both complimented each other so well, the usual cold feeling I would get after getting high was totally numbed by the dxm effect so I didn’t have to feel cold. It’s now the thc overpowering the dxm but this has enhanced the dxm right up to yesterday’s level briefly.
Another note: when I was tripping on the couch, I kept looking up briefly at the room and thinking it looked so foreign. Outside after the bowl I suddenly kept getting the feeling that my surroundings were either really small or really big in comparison to me. This happened in the living room as well.
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Thanks for reading if you got this far haha.
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DXM Trip Report (550mg):
T-1hrs: Drink glass and half of pink grapefruit juice. Roughly 250ml.
T+0hrs: 8:05pm
T+20mins: Feel excitement however could be placebo at the moment. Have been looking forward to this trip for a while. Surroundings feel floaty, hard to differentiate from placebo.
T+1hr: Feeling spacey, also much warmer on my face, this happens when ive had a beer or 2. I also feel slightly drunk, maybe a millisecond behind in processing information. i.e. when i look at something quickly it seems to be a bit blurred before I see it. The onset seems quite slow, research through the internet tells me it should take longer with grapefruit juice. Slight worries in back of head, scale was really off and maybe I didn’t take 350mg.. would be very disappointed.
T+2hrs25mins: Feeling floaty still. Smoked 1 bowl and felt the effects immediately get stronger and almost “kick in”. Body feels numb in places, tv was very interesting to look at. Looking for something stronger however and may bump up my dose 200mg more. I may eat some food as well which will in a way mean I can dictate how strong it actually gets. Decided to have a shower and having it and smoke another bowl. Feeling good. Oh also ate some food a bit earlier, chicken kalage (japanese fried chicken) and rice, not too much food though but the munchies were making me hungry. DXM must have been fully absorbed by now so theoretically this should be the peak unless I bump the dose up. In another unfortunate scenario I could yet have reached my peak and shoot way off the scale, (lol).
T+2hrs40: Best estimate for pill, 220±30mg.
T+2hrs50mins: Wow typing is hard, lol. Swallowed pill with grapefruit juice, really want to eat but trying to stop myself so I can absorb the DXM. It’s either that the original dose hadn’t peaked yet or the new dose kicked in quite quickly; it’s hard to tell at this point because the peak is evidently still developing.
T+3hrs: Very quickly the trip has intensified for sure, I just lay back in my chair and happily stared at the ceiling for quite some time. This is the desired level that I wanted to reach. The only problem here is that if the grapefruit juice supposedly potentiates the DXM then 550mg doesn’t seem like that much if this is all it is even with the extra help. Strange. Will go for another bowl now, this should shoot me up a notch I would imagine. Feeling the detachment quite profoundly. How I write notes seems to have changed to my current mind; feels as if I am writing slower but in a more delicate manner. (lol)
T+3hrs6mins: Absolutely exploded. It is as if I have woken up to being stoned but on a level 10x higher. It is also as if the opiate similar affects have just kicked in, the feeling of comfort is absolute. Music is beautiful. I feel euphoric.
Sometime in between:
From me to friend D:
"easy u around?
bumped my dose up by 220mg
drank some more grapefruit juice
and bang it was like a fucking explosion it feels fucking fantastic
smoked 1 bowl in between and didnt even feel like i got high
not sure how to explain that
also:
closed my eyes and could see all of my surroundings as if my eyes were open
this lasted for ages
it wasnt the same view but it was similar to my visions on mesc
very neon based, this time a deep blue, before has been purple and orange.
wonder whether mesc has influenced my subconscious mind, or whether that is what was there being released
wow shit i need to copy this down
im writing a report to go with
lol fuck so much typing
laters off for another bowl, should propell myself into the cosmos"
Really struggling to concentrate and focus now. Feel like I have no balance, it is also as if my subconscious is pulling me away from physical sensations. I am also sweating a lot all of a sudden with cold fingers, odd. This has happened before on DXM though.. I think.
T+3hrs40mins: Still feel the effects peaking, seriously hard to concentrate and even to focus visually. Things are blurry. Feel so happy and content, also extremely comfortable. This is a repeat but it’s still as strong as before, maybe stronger.
T+3hrs49mins: Took a trip to pee, literal trip, felt like that took 30mins but actually just 9mins. Crazy. Must still be going up the peak.
T+3hrs55mins: The point of the last entry was to remark upon my “robo-walking”. (lol). It feels as if I have to consciously tell my brain to do things such as move, or walk. It feels like im a robot as they say, hence the name robo-walking but also that’s from robitussin. Put some Kanna in bowl now, how hilarious is this, looking back I put hash in 15mins ago lol and still haven’t smoked it yet.
T+4hrs etc: Wow well it all got a bit fucked up after the last entry. Definitely the smoking of the bowl propelled me to a place I have never ever been, may have even touched upon the 4th plateau, was incredible. Not all plain sailing however.. after smoking I got the munchies and made a small plate of food, chicken kalage and rice. This was not even a huge amount of food but it was either this or the combo of the grapefruit juice sitting in my stomach but I suddenly started to feel really awful. I felt so nauseous, it came in waves, I couldn’t focus on what I was doing either I was getting very confused. I lay down with the tv on low volume, I couldn’t handle the tv, anything that was on sucked me in but I didn’t enjoy it, it was boring and unfulfilling. My body started to feel as if it was vibrating strongly, it started in my hands, my legs, nothing felt attached to my conscious mind. I could feel a pull subconsciously that it wanted to take a step back, for me to close my eyes and drift off as far as my mind could go. I really wanted to do this but I kept getting jolted back into real space by the nauseous feeling coming and going, eventually it was too strong and I had to puke into a bin. Puked maybe 3 times for what felt like a long time feeling so terrible. This is the closest I have been to a bad trip, I really thought I had made myself be sick because the trip had turned bad but really it was the other way round and as soon as my body was convinced whatever ‘poison’ had been rid I felt good again. I was also propelled into a space and time I can’t fully remember but it was crazy. I can only remember parts at the moment and will put as many down as I can.
The main experience I remember was again started with this feeling that my body was vibrating strongly. This isn’t strictly true however as it more felt that my consciousness was reaching I higher vibrational level that my physical body was unable to house. The solution was clear, I had to float away and observe from a different view. Firstly I couldn’t tell whether my eyes were open or not, they must have been shut but I could view the room perfectly in daylight whenever I wanted and from any perspective, not just mine of lying on the couch. This then progressed and I could feel a massive pull directly above my head. Suddenly there were kaleidoscopic objects floating around in symmetry above me, I tried to follow these and realised I could control where my mind went. I imagined myself under the stars lying on a beach. I was instantly transported there and the sky was vast, everywhere I looked I could see stars and I could hear the sea and feel the sand. I was also very acutely aware there was still a kind of ‘link’ between here and my body. This link can be described as a very long hyper tunnel, I knew it existed and each time I would think about it I would slowly be sucked back through it and away from the stars so for a while I was floating between these two worlds.
This can’t be all that happened because I didn’t escape this state or feel able to walk until 3am which would have been T+7hrs.
Another recollection, I kept feeling as if I was swimming in a kind of ether within the room for a while. I started to notice that I was not alone and there were other floating “spirits” and I even felt one float through me, it felt like a very kind spirit, but it didn’t say anything. I do remember however other times when I began to float higher and higher above my body that I could hear what seemed to be conversations, possibly some about me I can’t be sure. There wasn’t any kind of negative feeling, just a feeling of familiarity.
Currently it is 11:40am. I feel the DXM still, my body feels numb in places and I feel slightly disconnected but typing has become 10x easier than it was last night. It is not very strong and I can walk without the robo-walk. Imagine if I were to smoke it could trigger some of the effects to restart.
Conclusion: I definitely overshot on my desired level of intoxication. Re-dosing was a silly idea as clearly the original dose hadn’t taken full effect yet. That is strange since it was almost 3hours. The total dose was ~550mg which by conversion to mg/kg should have been around 6mg/kg which is well below the boundary for 3rd plateau at 7.5mg/kg. This is very odd as I feel as if really I was in the 4th plateau for quite a while. The nausea was a new experience for me and really not a pleasant one. I will avoid grapefruit juice as it clearly increases effects but not at a very controllable level. I am also affected by acidic drinks quite quickly and this would have contributed to my nausea as well. The main aspect or problem was most likely just that the DXM dose was too high. Fun and great experience but not lucid enough and felt as if it moved way too fast.
T: (1:19pm): Smoked big bowl, 0.5gish, brought the trip right back up to a peak again, amazing. Was able to transport to a place where there were silhouettes of houses against grassy hills. Feeling dizzy and really right up there with the trip as it was peaking yesterday, quite crazy. Yesterday it felt as if the dxm was powering over the thc but they both complimented each other so well, the usual cold feeling I would get after getting high was totally numbed by the dxm effect so I didn’t have to feel cold. It’s now the thc overpowering the dxm but this has enhanced the dxm right up to yesterday’s level briefly.
Another note: when I was tripping on the couch, I kept looking up briefly at the room and thinking it looked so foreign. Outside after the bowl I suddenly kept getting the feeling that my surroundings were either really small or really big in comparison to me. This happened in the living room as well.
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Thanks for reading if you got this far haha.
The title of your report made me want to go and listen to "Look at up at da Stars"...one of my favorite rap songs.