2 Bottles of Father John's Medicine(236 mg Dextromethorphane Hybromide per bottle)
Dosage-450mg
I did a few conversions and measured exactly 450mg
2:30 A.M. It's my day off today so I suppose I should try and get the hallucinations even more so than last trip. I just made a pot of green tea and added lots and lots of sugar so when I mix the DXM it will be tolerable and it was. The tea measured is about 12 cups.There's the slimy film at the top and I wonder if peruvian torch is like that or worse.
2:33 Already feeling mild effects. I suppose the heat from the tea made it disolve quicker into my system. I'm currently listening to some classical music to become at peace so I can have the right mood.
2:35 Just off half I'm beginning to experience visuals and an out of body experience already! I have the lights off and the only things present are the display from my keyboad, my computer, and also the glowing light on my external hard drive which has become very alive. As I enjoy a piano rendition, from Bach, the notes hit with such power especially the louder parts of the music as it hits me more intensly than usual.
2:40 Deciding if I want to drink the other half or not. I'ma wait ten minutes to see how my body reacts. At the same time, I've studied and seen that 450 is ok to take as long as you're experienced and I've had experience with acid and salvia so I mine as well go for it before the tea begins getting cold and even slimier. Just thinking about it, I'm about to experience what U.G. Krishnamurti described as an atomic change in himself which will temporarily be experienced by Referenz. <---Soon I'm sure I will be referring to myself in the third person as the analysis of existance emerges.
2:45 I highly suggest listening to music without words as no one else will influence you under the experience and your thoughts will belong to you. Likewise, telivsion(cable) could be a trigger of a negative experience which I won't even risk. After my warm up, I will begin working on music of my own. I feel like hurling right now which is more than likely me not taking my promethazine prescribed to me for my upper resperatory infection diagnosed last week. Let's see if we can knock out my nasty cough hehe! I didn't want to risk the chance of mixing Promethazine with DXM because the two may counteract one another. Has anyone blew chunks on high doses of DXM?
2:52 About to chug the rest of the tea and lay down. A good movie to watch would be the fountain once the hallucinations start. I believe that would be a safe movie to watch. The blue light off my monitor(studio speaker primarily for mixing) captures my attention everytime I look at the sceen to type and I just want to stare at it. The keys on the keyboard(computer) are fuzzy looking. My stomache is really upset feeling. Hopefully when I lay down it will feel better.
2:57 Time is beginning to slow down and everything is becoming more meaningful and significant. I hope, If I do throw up, all the effects still remain. It's starting to make me sleepy but I know when I did acid I thought it was some bunk shit because all it did was make me tired after the first hour with no effects. About the two hour mark, everything just hit me. I'm sipping on my last glass(Made two glasses) and I'm about half way through. The music just stopped and the silence isn't comforting enough so I'm turning on some more music..
3:04 The music I'm listening(classical) to now reminds me of something that was in a LSD documentary on PBS.
3:06 Just covered up and am laying down on my couch in front of the computer.
3:09 Starting to hallucinate. As I stare at the characters on the screen they come to life. Just set my alarm clock for 7 just in case I get tired and can't make it.
3:21 Listening to the requiem for a dream soundtrack(Summer Overature) I have about 90 dvds stacked up in rows of three by each other and as I kept staring I had tunnel vision is the only way describablet. Everything morphed into each other and formed a wave of energy swaying back and fourth to the music as is they were reeds on a pond connected to me only in a way which could explained as the truth of existance. There's no meaning to life. What would be referred to as I am would not make sense in such a world. Everything is one.
3:30 I just had an enormous break through as I teared up from the beauty around me. I am accepting this world as what is real and denying knowledge itself for it has taught past generations of atomically produced beings confusion, fear, and more negatives which we have all lived with through figures who are referred to as authority, authoring these horrible character defects, harbouring fear as the main mechanism behind mind control, shifting the atomic outlook provided at birth. We all were lucky enough to take part in the stupification process experienced by the creatures of the wind. We shall be like the wind and move through the very structure of existance accordingly. Masking it up with these things eliminates the pursuit of happiness knowing that there is no coninuity of happiness or permanent pleasures. There is nothing. Response should be automated.
3:37 The mind fights itself from what it knows and what is there. Everytime, in a trance, the mind attempts to identify the ripples of energy, referencing it to previous knowledge such as a pond. Once identified, the pond of energy disappears from the floor by what is known as a stack of dvds which I can see right through recognizing the fabric of space which is the make up of humanity. Now I'm enjoying Nina Simone's, "Wild Is The Wind."
3:40 Finished every last bit of the DXM measured. Should be about an hour and a half until I experience full effects.
3:44 Watching The Fountain until the effects kick in enough for even more analysis.
3:46 Cottonmouth! Have a two liter of 7 up on the ground by me.
5:07 Well after fighting nausea I just threw up andf feel much better now. Could it of been some cheese fries I ate earlier around 9:00 since they weren't completely digested and trigger this effect because now I don't feel bad at all. It's possible the DXM could of triggered my nausea since I didn't take my meds before doing it. I guess I will have to do a controlled experiment just to see if it was the DXM. I still doubt it though. I've hear people say cheese is a form of an MAOI but I don't know. Now I'm not sleepy anymore. I was watching the fountain then just turned over and started fighting my nausea until it just now came up. I'm currently sipping on my 7 up to rehydrate. The effects are still present. The 7 up went down well so now my stomache isn't acting an ass.
ET 5:20(Audio Recording) As I look at the ceiling the tint changes from blue to green to a darker shade as the fabric of space is warped as ceilling tile go from flat to triangulated, almost church like, noticing that more is there than our normal state of consciousness is unable to perceive. The more I stare at the ceiling it morphs directly to the foundation of the apartment, and the two conjoin, creating oneness with each other.
ET 5:30(Audio Recording) Two lights, one fluorescent, one with a round base are connected on the same switch in the shape of an L on the ceiling tile. The fluorescent light became a lamp momentarily.
ET 5:45(Audio Recording) The lines of the tile disappeared and became a large blurry sheet of matter. Everything around us living just as we are and this is the so called fuzz, in which, I am referring to theoretically.
ET 5:55(Audio Recording) Staring at my being in the mirror, my eyes elapse in tunnel vision and the black from my pupils shoot out like twirling rays still connected to me. This was almost similar to two different dimensions recognizing each other and meeting half way. If anyone has seen Donnie Darko it is very similar to that.
7:09 Took remaining DXM and the time in between was recorded on audio. I just had an idea about what I was talking about earlier. The fuzz could be neutrinos. There's three different kinds and they come from the earth to space and from space to the earth. That may explain the experience because your vision's sensitivity is increased. I was on an airplane going to New York to do music one day and looked out the window and seen these particles in the sky and I would just stare at them and watch the way they move. Someone correct me if I'm wrong but I could of swore it was on an atomic level what I was seeing.
DXM has to be the cousin of acid because the only thing I didn't get was the weird colors I usually see on my computer screen when I had dropped. As far as disassociative properties go the two are head to head especially if you dosed 600mg. In no way am I saying if you haven't done acid and want to do it drop 600mg of DXM. Please do not due this. You have to work your way up. My first dose was 220mg my second was about 400mg or so over about four hours time dosing in portions. This time I took it a lot quicker because I knew what to expect from the drug. Other than my damn nausea I enjoyed myself. It was another great experience and it is 8:20 A.M. central time and I am still feeling effects. I'm still experiencing minor hallucinations and loving it. I actually studied for years to get where I can analyze these things in such a way and hsvr these enormous break throughs.(to me at least) I think I might type up the ten page paper I wrote after my acid experience. They had many breakthroughs and unraveling discoveries experienced through deep meditation. One examples is seeing a beings energy through red beams of light with my eyes closed. I could detect the presence of my room mate moving around across the house and it was while meditating with my eyes closed, laying down. I can even compare this to a case neurologist V.S. Ramachandran had with a blind man who basically seen the same thing, living objects as red beams.(Another documentary on PBS's Nova Titled appropriately, "Secrets of The Mind." I hope people will actually take time and read this. I sure put a lot of time writing it in detail. Also I'm beginning to get a headache. Anyone get headaches afterwards?
Dosage-450mg
I did a few conversions and measured exactly 450mg
2:30 A.M. It's my day off today so I suppose I should try and get the hallucinations even more so than last trip. I just made a pot of green tea and added lots and lots of sugar so when I mix the DXM it will be tolerable and it was. The tea measured is about 12 cups.There's the slimy film at the top and I wonder if peruvian torch is like that or worse.
2:33 Already feeling mild effects. I suppose the heat from the tea made it disolve quicker into my system. I'm currently listening to some classical music to become at peace so I can have the right mood.
2:35 Just off half I'm beginning to experience visuals and an out of body experience already! I have the lights off and the only things present are the display from my keyboad, my computer, and also the glowing light on my external hard drive which has become very alive. As I enjoy a piano rendition, from Bach, the notes hit with such power especially the louder parts of the music as it hits me more intensly than usual.
2:40 Deciding if I want to drink the other half or not. I'ma wait ten minutes to see how my body reacts. At the same time, I've studied and seen that 450 is ok to take as long as you're experienced and I've had experience with acid and salvia so I mine as well go for it before the tea begins getting cold and even slimier. Just thinking about it, I'm about to experience what U.G. Krishnamurti described as an atomic change in himself which will temporarily be experienced by Referenz. <---Soon I'm sure I will be referring to myself in the third person as the analysis of existance emerges.
2:45 I highly suggest listening to music without words as no one else will influence you under the experience and your thoughts will belong to you. Likewise, telivsion(cable) could be a trigger of a negative experience which I won't even risk. After my warm up, I will begin working on music of my own. I feel like hurling right now which is more than likely me not taking my promethazine prescribed to me for my upper resperatory infection diagnosed last week. Let's see if we can knock out my nasty cough hehe! I didn't want to risk the chance of mixing Promethazine with DXM because the two may counteract one another. Has anyone blew chunks on high doses of DXM?
2:52 About to chug the rest of the tea and lay down. A good movie to watch would be the fountain once the hallucinations start. I believe that would be a safe movie to watch. The blue light off my monitor(studio speaker primarily for mixing) captures my attention everytime I look at the sceen to type and I just want to stare at it. The keys on the keyboard(computer) are fuzzy looking. My stomache is really upset feeling. Hopefully when I lay down it will feel better.
2:57 Time is beginning to slow down and everything is becoming more meaningful and significant. I hope, If I do throw up, all the effects still remain. It's starting to make me sleepy but I know when I did acid I thought it was some bunk shit because all it did was make me tired after the first hour with no effects. About the two hour mark, everything just hit me. I'm sipping on my last glass(Made two glasses) and I'm about half way through. The music just stopped and the silence isn't comforting enough so I'm turning on some more music..
3:04 The music I'm listening(classical) to now reminds me of something that was in a LSD documentary on PBS.
3:06 Just covered up and am laying down on my couch in front of the computer.
3:09 Starting to hallucinate. As I stare at the characters on the screen they come to life. Just set my alarm clock for 7 just in case I get tired and can't make it.
3:21 Listening to the requiem for a dream soundtrack(Summer Overature) I have about 90 dvds stacked up in rows of three by each other and as I kept staring I had tunnel vision is the only way describablet. Everything morphed into each other and formed a wave of energy swaying back and fourth to the music as is they were reeds on a pond connected to me only in a way which could explained as the truth of existance. There's no meaning to life. What would be referred to as I am would not make sense in such a world. Everything is one.
3:30 I just had an enormous break through as I teared up from the beauty around me. I am accepting this world as what is real and denying knowledge itself for it has taught past generations of atomically produced beings confusion, fear, and more negatives which we have all lived with through figures who are referred to as authority, authoring these horrible character defects, harbouring fear as the main mechanism behind mind control, shifting the atomic outlook provided at birth. We all were lucky enough to take part in the stupification process experienced by the creatures of the wind. We shall be like the wind and move through the very structure of existance accordingly. Masking it up with these things eliminates the pursuit of happiness knowing that there is no coninuity of happiness or permanent pleasures. There is nothing. Response should be automated.
3:37 The mind fights itself from what it knows and what is there. Everytime, in a trance, the mind attempts to identify the ripples of energy, referencing it to previous knowledge such as a pond. Once identified, the pond of energy disappears from the floor by what is known as a stack of dvds which I can see right through recognizing the fabric of space which is the make up of humanity. Now I'm enjoying Nina Simone's, "Wild Is The Wind."
3:40 Finished every last bit of the DXM measured. Should be about an hour and a half until I experience full effects.
3:44 Watching The Fountain until the effects kick in enough for even more analysis.
3:46 Cottonmouth! Have a two liter of 7 up on the ground by me.
5:07 Well after fighting nausea I just threw up andf feel much better now. Could it of been some cheese fries I ate earlier around 9:00 since they weren't completely digested and trigger this effect because now I don't feel bad at all. It's possible the DXM could of triggered my nausea since I didn't take my meds before doing it. I guess I will have to do a controlled experiment just to see if it was the DXM. I still doubt it though. I've hear people say cheese is a form of an MAOI but I don't know. Now I'm not sleepy anymore. I was watching the fountain then just turned over and started fighting my nausea until it just now came up. I'm currently sipping on my 7 up to rehydrate. The effects are still present. The 7 up went down well so now my stomache isn't acting an ass.
ET 5:20(Audio Recording) As I look at the ceiling the tint changes from blue to green to a darker shade as the fabric of space is warped as ceilling tile go from flat to triangulated, almost church like, noticing that more is there than our normal state of consciousness is unable to perceive. The more I stare at the ceiling it morphs directly to the foundation of the apartment, and the two conjoin, creating oneness with each other.
ET 5:30(Audio Recording) Two lights, one fluorescent, one with a round base are connected on the same switch in the shape of an L on the ceiling tile. The fluorescent light became a lamp momentarily.
ET 5:45(Audio Recording) The lines of the tile disappeared and became a large blurry sheet of matter. Everything around us living just as we are and this is the so called fuzz, in which, I am referring to theoretically.
ET 5:55(Audio Recording) Staring at my being in the mirror, my eyes elapse in tunnel vision and the black from my pupils shoot out like twirling rays still connected to me. This was almost similar to two different dimensions recognizing each other and meeting half way. If anyone has seen Donnie Darko it is very similar to that.
7:09 Took remaining DXM and the time in between was recorded on audio. I just had an idea about what I was talking about earlier. The fuzz could be neutrinos. There's three different kinds and they come from the earth to space and from space to the earth. That may explain the experience because your vision's sensitivity is increased. I was on an airplane going to New York to do music one day and looked out the window and seen these particles in the sky and I would just stare at them and watch the way they move. Someone correct me if I'm wrong but I could of swore it was on an atomic level what I was seeing.
DXM has to be the cousin of acid because the only thing I didn't get was the weird colors I usually see on my computer screen when I had dropped. As far as disassociative properties go the two are head to head especially if you dosed 600mg. In no way am I saying if you haven't done acid and want to do it drop 600mg of DXM. Please do not due this. You have to work your way up. My first dose was 220mg my second was about 400mg or so over about four hours time dosing in portions. This time I took it a lot quicker because I knew what to expect from the drug. Other than my damn nausea I enjoyed myself. It was another great experience and it is 8:20 A.M. central time and I am still feeling effects. I'm still experiencing minor hallucinations and loving it. I actually studied for years to get where I can analyze these things in such a way and hsvr these enormous break throughs.(to me at least) I think I might type up the ten page paper I wrote after my acid experience. They had many breakthroughs and unraveling discoveries experienced through deep meditation. One examples is seeing a beings energy through red beams of light with my eyes closed. I could detect the presence of my room mate moving around across the house and it was while meditating with my eyes closed, laying down. I can even compare this to a case neurologist V.S. Ramachandran had with a blind man who basically seen the same thing, living objects as red beams.(Another documentary on PBS's Nova Titled appropriately, "Secrets of The Mind." I hope people will actually take time and read this. I sure put a lot of time writing it in detail. Also I'm beginning to get a headache. Anyone get headaches afterwards?
