sparks5150
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- Oct 29, 2008
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So I tried a 3rd plateau dose yesterday for the first time and it did not turn out well. I threw it all up (syrup). So today I decided to try again. I have used dxm a handful of other times, all at lower dosages. I was going to wait a while to try again but I didn’t see an opportunity in the near future other than tonight.
6:00p.m. – 300mg’s (robogells)
6:40 – 390mg’s (zicam spray) Put’s me at about 8.5/kg
The spray isn’t that bad, chased it with water. Nasty aftertaste but still a helluva lot better than the syrup.
6:55 – Starting to feel it.
7:15 – Listening to tiesto, little robowalking, minor cev’s.
7:30 – cev’s getting stronger, moving to bed.
11:10 – Definitely still feeling the dxm but effects have decreased substantially.
Ok, so between the 7:30-11:10 time period, things got a little interesting. I got in my bed and turned the lights off, and things started happening pretty quickly. My cev’s got increasingly vivid and the feeling of the dxm got increasingly stronger, very fast. My heart beat sped up and I told myself not to freak out, just to breath and go with it. That got better after a while. I felt awkwardly cozy.
All of a sudden it feels like my legs are melting away, and I’m totally fine with it. It doesn’t hurt, and despite the fact that I want my legs, I pretty quickly decide that I don’t really need them. So my legs are gone, and all that’s left is a warm (cozy) sensation where my legs used to be. I’m feeling pretty good and ready to accept whatever’s coming.
A lot of this is pretty blurry so bare with me…sometime after the melting legs I start feeling disassociated from my body. I separate from myself and am watching myself breath. I can’t see my exact self, all I see is a rough outline of my body and my actual heart. Got to say it, pretty trippy.. I started to panic a little bit because I wasn't there in my body to control my breathing, but I calmed myself down.
Later I bounce around to different scenes, mostly trails with plants and trees, and the interesting thing is that it looks like a video game. I’ve been playing a WWII era video game recently and all the plantlife, etc, remind me of the game. I called it “gamer vision”. I remember telling myself that.
I was playing poker with some friends and whenever they would talk, I was that person. Hard to explain, but I could see them and be them and be me at the same time....idk.
More blur…went to the bathroom. I’ll add my name to the list of people who thought the toilet looked extraordinarily big (deep in my case).
I start seeing different scenarios and just random things, quickly and consecutively. But it was weird because in almost every one, Andy Samberg from Saturday Night Live was part of it. I was watching SNL earlier in the day so that’s where it came from, but still, it put a strange twist to it.
Then time slowed to a crawl. I would close my eyes and think about different things, have visuals (starting to get more mechanical/tech looking, and green!? Everything was green.) and feel like an hour had gone by, then look at the clock and it had only been 3 or 4 minutes. After about an hour and a half of that I got up and got some water, started typing, which was extremely difficult. Now it is about midnight and I’m still very much feeling the dxm, but only as far as coordination and vision goes. I’m curious to see if I experience this afterglow that I’ve been reading about.
The trip didn’t go as introspective as I had hoped, but I think it showed me what to expect and how to prepare for the next. All in all I would count it as a positive experience, and I would definitely recommend the gels and mist over that awful syrup.
substancecode_dxm
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_secondtime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
6:00p.m. – 300mg’s (robogells)
6:40 – 390mg’s (zicam spray) Put’s me at about 8.5/kg
The spray isn’t that bad, chased it with water. Nasty aftertaste but still a helluva lot better than the syrup.
6:55 – Starting to feel it.
7:15 – Listening to tiesto, little robowalking, minor cev’s.
7:30 – cev’s getting stronger, moving to bed.
11:10 – Definitely still feeling the dxm but effects have decreased substantially.
Ok, so between the 7:30-11:10 time period, things got a little interesting. I got in my bed and turned the lights off, and things started happening pretty quickly. My cev’s got increasingly vivid and the feeling of the dxm got increasingly stronger, very fast. My heart beat sped up and I told myself not to freak out, just to breath and go with it. That got better after a while. I felt awkwardly cozy.
All of a sudden it feels like my legs are melting away, and I’m totally fine with it. It doesn’t hurt, and despite the fact that I want my legs, I pretty quickly decide that I don’t really need them. So my legs are gone, and all that’s left is a warm (cozy) sensation where my legs used to be. I’m feeling pretty good and ready to accept whatever’s coming.
A lot of this is pretty blurry so bare with me…sometime after the melting legs I start feeling disassociated from my body. I separate from myself and am watching myself breath. I can’t see my exact self, all I see is a rough outline of my body and my actual heart. Got to say it, pretty trippy.. I started to panic a little bit because I wasn't there in my body to control my breathing, but I calmed myself down.
Later I bounce around to different scenes, mostly trails with plants and trees, and the interesting thing is that it looks like a video game. I’ve been playing a WWII era video game recently and all the plantlife, etc, remind me of the game. I called it “gamer vision”. I remember telling myself that.
I was playing poker with some friends and whenever they would talk, I was that person. Hard to explain, but I could see them and be them and be me at the same time....idk.
More blur…went to the bathroom. I’ll add my name to the list of people who thought the toilet looked extraordinarily big (deep in my case).
I start seeing different scenarios and just random things, quickly and consecutively. But it was weird because in almost every one, Andy Samberg from Saturday Night Live was part of it. I was watching SNL earlier in the day so that’s where it came from, but still, it put a strange twist to it.
Then time slowed to a crawl. I would close my eyes and think about different things, have visuals (starting to get more mechanical/tech looking, and green!? Everything was green.) and feel like an hour had gone by, then look at the clock and it had only been 3 or 4 minutes. After about an hour and a half of that I got up and got some water, started typing, which was extremely difficult. Now it is about midnight and I’m still very much feeling the dxm, but only as far as coordination and vision goes. I’m curious to see if I experience this afterglow that I’ve been reading about.
The trip didn’t go as introspective as I had hoped, but I think it showed me what to expect and how to prepare for the next. All in all I would count it as a positive experience, and I would definitely recommend the gels and mist over that awful syrup.
substancecode_dxm
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_secondtime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
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