A few weeks back I took 354 mg of DXM, that being the only active ingredient in the cough syrup I used. I kill 30 minutes watching television, and then turn on music. I lay on my bed, covers over my head and begin to enjoy. I had taken DXM a few times about a month before this one, and felt as though I would be in for a good time just like before. The doses I took before were close to 354 mg in total, but rather spread out which I am sure had an effect. I did notice even at those doses I was much more affected than what most uses report to be at the dosage range. By the way, I weigh 145 lbs. and am male. Anyhow on with the actual trip report.
As soon as I close my eyes I begin to feel the very familiar DXM feeling, and "drift off" very quickly. I experienced quite a bit of closed-eye visualization too, which not everybody seems to report. Twirling spirals and wheels, fairly clearly too. I realized quickly though this trip was more intense than the previous ones. As I stayed in the same position my body seemed to go away. I no longer felt it. My thoughts and thought process became very different and the "inside world" I was experiencing became more intense, but at this point it was still very enjoyable. I literally went to different rooms I had been to, I went through different hallways, I also at one point became aware of a man in my head beginning to "narate" me and my life. I "drifted off" further and further. And at one point I began to realize how weird all of this was, and that feeling didn't just come once and stay, or come once and go, but came and went in what seemed like rapid succession. I kept asking myself questions trying to explain how I was feeling, if I was okay. I do have memory of a branch extending and curling around, and although I can't explain it's signifigance when I saw that branch the "weirdness" of everything was so intense. It wasn't weird like you might think, but it was weird like everything was seriously fucked up. It was so unique I can't put into words. Also, toward the beginning I felt as twisted/folded/inverted. But of course I wasn't. Anyhow, finally I will myself to break my "paralysis" which wasn't hard so much as it was so extremely intense stepping back into reality. When I first took the covers off my head, I was a bit disoriented and my though process was really strange. I remembered trying to talk to my digitial clock as it read 12:54. Asking it questions. Of course I knew it was just a clock, and I wasn't delusional it just felt right to ask it. I grounded myself some and managed to operate a remote control to change the channel. Bare in my mind, it had only been 2 hours since I'd dosed. I put on Weeds, a favorite show of mine. But, it was basically incomprehensible. My thought process was so bizzare, and my sensory input was choppy that I couldn't understand the program. I remember thinking one person was another, though knowing it couldn't be just like the talking to the clock. Everything seemed strange, and though it could have been entertaining or enjoyable to be in this state I was still a little panicky about how my trip had been laying down with covers over my head. I wanted it to stop, but the dysphoria, mental impairment continued on. My body was like one akward machine more or less numb to the touch. Oh and when I went to the bathroom that was very odd. I remember my mind, and machine of a body akwardly trying to synchronize. Doing anything physical felt strange. I stayed up hoping to sober myself some, which did happen in time, but I did get a bad headache which I concerned myself over some. It seemed really bad at the time I guess, cause I was ready to do something about it, but I don't know. Eventually after managing to wake my body up some, I fell asleep. I woke up the next morning feeling both good and bad. I wish I wouldn't have been so disturbed by the trip, as I think I could have gained a lot from it. I must be sensitive to DXM? I don't know. But, I will be doing it again. Just not sure when. But if anyone desires to try DXM bare in mind that the "mind-fuck" is very bizzare and what you may think a second plateau will feel like may not be accurate. I certainly wasn't prepared for this experience. If you panic, remember that it will wear off and your cognition, thinking will return to normal. Sorry if my descriptions/report doesn't make much sense, DXM is hard to put into words.
As soon as I close my eyes I begin to feel the very familiar DXM feeling, and "drift off" very quickly. I experienced quite a bit of closed-eye visualization too, which not everybody seems to report. Twirling spirals and wheels, fairly clearly too. I realized quickly though this trip was more intense than the previous ones. As I stayed in the same position my body seemed to go away. I no longer felt it. My thoughts and thought process became very different and the "inside world" I was experiencing became more intense, but at this point it was still very enjoyable. I literally went to different rooms I had been to, I went through different hallways, I also at one point became aware of a man in my head beginning to "narate" me and my life. I "drifted off" further and further. And at one point I began to realize how weird all of this was, and that feeling didn't just come once and stay, or come once and go, but came and went in what seemed like rapid succession. I kept asking myself questions trying to explain how I was feeling, if I was okay. I do have memory of a branch extending and curling around, and although I can't explain it's signifigance when I saw that branch the "weirdness" of everything was so intense. It wasn't weird like you might think, but it was weird like everything was seriously fucked up. It was so unique I can't put into words. Also, toward the beginning I felt as twisted/folded/inverted. But of course I wasn't. Anyhow, finally I will myself to break my "paralysis" which wasn't hard so much as it was so extremely intense stepping back into reality. When I first took the covers off my head, I was a bit disoriented and my though process was really strange. I remembered trying to talk to my digitial clock as it read 12:54. Asking it questions. Of course I knew it was just a clock, and I wasn't delusional it just felt right to ask it. I grounded myself some and managed to operate a remote control to change the channel. Bare in my mind, it had only been 2 hours since I'd dosed. I put on Weeds, a favorite show of mine. But, it was basically incomprehensible. My thought process was so bizzare, and my sensory input was choppy that I couldn't understand the program. I remember thinking one person was another, though knowing it couldn't be just like the talking to the clock. Everything seemed strange, and though it could have been entertaining or enjoyable to be in this state I was still a little panicky about how my trip had been laying down with covers over my head. I wanted it to stop, but the dysphoria, mental impairment continued on. My body was like one akward machine more or less numb to the touch. Oh and when I went to the bathroom that was very odd. I remember my mind, and machine of a body akwardly trying to synchronize. Doing anything physical felt strange. I stayed up hoping to sober myself some, which did happen in time, but I did get a bad headache which I concerned myself over some. It seemed really bad at the time I guess, cause I was ready to do something about it, but I don't know. Eventually after managing to wake my body up some, I fell asleep. I woke up the next morning feeling both good and bad. I wish I wouldn't have been so disturbed by the trip, as I think I could have gained a lot from it. I must be sensitive to DXM? I don't know. But, I will be doing it again. Just not sure when. But if anyone desires to try DXM bare in mind that the "mind-fuck" is very bizzare and what you may think a second plateau will feel like may not be accurate. I certainly wasn't prepared for this experience. If you panic, remember that it will wear off and your cognition, thinking will return to normal. Sorry if my descriptions/report doesn't make much sense, DXM is hard to put into words.
