junksick
Bluelighter
This is about maybe the 40th? or more time i've used DXM in 3 years, to me it has always been a great drug I think really because I use it very sparingly.
I took 20 15mg DXM gel-caps several days ago--first taking 10 on an empty stomach, eating something and having a glass of grapefruit juice and waiting an hour and half before consuming the other 10. This is the best method of taking the gel-caps, if I take them all I throw up and if I space them out longer I hardly feel anything.
I vaguely feel something psychadelic the first hour or so but as time marches on a feeling of contentment envelopes me--all is right in the world, I have a huge permagrin slapped on my face. My brain is working on overtime passing over all the problems in my life, and I laugh at them--It all makes so much sense, I have no problems, I worry too much and I just have to enjoy life with the people i'm with.
Things start getting dizzy, happy sunshine--dark nightmares life is all of this and more and it dosen't worry me. Everything whips by in a glowish hurry as I am lifted out of my body more into the wonders of depersonalization, I listen to music and have vast journeys into strange landscapes. Everything fits, everything is connected--when I wake up in the morning I don't have to be sad anymore, I can be happy always. I go out and connect with everyone, enjoying the nature and the people... come back home and listen to the radio for a while then talk the head off my friend as I cannot keep all this in me.
I fall asleep to orgasmic vivid dreams around 3 in the morning... curled up in bed around my partner. I wake up with a DXM hangover, slightly depressed and realize I have to face life again. I want to go buy some more DXM and badly want to capture the thoughts and feelings I felt a few hours ago.
I took 20 15mg DXM gel-caps several days ago--first taking 10 on an empty stomach, eating something and having a glass of grapefruit juice and waiting an hour and half before consuming the other 10. This is the best method of taking the gel-caps, if I take them all I throw up and if I space them out longer I hardly feel anything.
I vaguely feel something psychadelic the first hour or so but as time marches on a feeling of contentment envelopes me--all is right in the world, I have a huge permagrin slapped on my face. My brain is working on overtime passing over all the problems in my life, and I laugh at them--It all makes so much sense, I have no problems, I worry too much and I just have to enjoy life with the people i'm with.
Things start getting dizzy, happy sunshine--dark nightmares life is all of this and more and it dosen't worry me. Everything whips by in a glowish hurry as I am lifted out of my body more into the wonders of depersonalization, I listen to music and have vast journeys into strange landscapes. Everything fits, everything is connected--when I wake up in the morning I don't have to be sad anymore, I can be happy always. I go out and connect with everyone, enjoying the nature and the people... come back home and listen to the radio for a while then talk the head off my friend as I cannot keep all this in me.
I fall asleep to orgasmic vivid dreams around 3 in the morning... curled up in bed around my partner. I wake up with a DXM hangover, slightly depressed and realize I have to face life again. I want to go buy some more DXM and badly want to capture the thoughts and feelings I felt a few hours ago.