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Bluelighter
Going to cut to the point with this one. Setting: a friend's room, Year: 2008, Ingested: 300mg Dextromethorphan Hydrobromide, Salvia extract smoked on the peak of a DXM experience. A friend and I loaded up a bong of Salvia Divinorum extract. I smoked one large hit. I lied back against the couch, shut my eyes, and here's what happened. Self-awareness was minimal to the point of non-existence. The only reality I knew was what this experience made it to be. My body was gone.
I was falling in a black void. In the distance I could see a horizontal yellow line extending beyond my peripheral vision which appeared to be getting closer... closer... falling faster... The line slowly made a 90 degree turn counter-clock-wise; it was now completely vertical. Approaching closer I then saw that the line was made up of two columns of yellow boxes, I continued to fall faster as the boxes appeared like the slots on a slot machine. Another shift in perspective occurred as I entered the (line/box columns) as if it fell on me (although the sensation of falling made it seem like I was placed inside it). NOW I was inside of the yellow line/box columns and I can only describe it as being a rectangular cuboid with infinite length. On all four sides scrolling past me were two columns of yellow boxes. (So 8 rows of boxes, 2 on each side.) Faster and faster I fell.. even faster.. until I saw a red dot in the center QUICKLY expand into a solid red square before I smashed into it (this was the end of the structure).
I opened my eyes.
As my eyes opened the sound of glass shattering echoed and shifted an octave down gradually. My vision appeared as if everything in the center of my vision was being pinched by a vertical suction. A deep vertical suction. Everything had a red tint to it too. I turned my head right and then left. The pinching effect was like a visual filter.. When I turned right, the right side of the field was spilling out of the vertical division, where as on the left side of the field, everything spilled inwards. The opposite effect happened when I turned my head left. It was a complex distortion of the room I was in. I closed my eyes again, now partially aware of some form of reality.
I saw a sky. In the sky there was a floating slab of land.. a neighborhood. The sky was getting dark, the moon rising, descending.. as the sun rose.. and then fell as the moon once again rose and waned slightly. Suddenly everything disassembled in the neighborhood. The roofs, the walls, the people, the cars, the trees.. everything shot apart and became stagnated in a random position of in my vision. As if it were a virtual chess board everything floating in the sky began to revolve and rotate; I then realized that I was controlling the movement. Seasons changed only cycling once. And then BAM. The sky, the neighborhood, everything I just described was squashed beneath the foot of some kind of a creature, revealing new scenery. I was now in a very spacious tunnel. It was like a cylindrical forest, there were trees growing out of everything. I was floating backwards as this stone giant briskly ran towards me. It was composed of stone puzzle pieces. Each foot was giant puzzle piece and trees were growing beneath the feet. These scenery changes seemed to be somewhat controlled, or dependent on some emotional factor. Just as I controlled the (now gone) floating neighborhood's rotation, that scene left as soon as it began, as I transcended into a new state of consciousness.
Everything whited out, and I was now soaring through space. The speed of thought seemed to take me somewhere, as something spoke to me. Without words, the message was (you can leave this dimension if you can figure out how... you're almost there...) and then I realized I was in. It was like I diffused into some invisible gateway in space-time.. The complexity of where I was at that time can not be put into words. Whether this was a world in the mind or somewhere real is beyond human faith, comprehension, and knowledge. Details beyond this point can not be recalled. I remember looking down and seeing a silver cord, and then looking forward and seeing spherical structures. I'd like to say they were predominantly pink and neon blue but its too hard for me to remember.
RETROSPECT: Dissociatives eliminate the fear/negative tactile sensations involved with salvia divinorum. They nullify the apocalyptic nature of salvia as well. Its as if sober salvia experiences are just not applicable with humans without undesirable outcomes easily occurring. Like our conscious state of being in this world is too dense to be easily broken by salvia's brisk nature. Like a compound that is hard to dissolve in just water, a dissociative creates a solution for reality to dissolve as quickly as salvia's effects force on us. Ketamine is similar but its all about timing. Methoxyclidine and MXE is pending experimentation. Thanks for reading.
I was falling in a black void. In the distance I could see a horizontal yellow line extending beyond my peripheral vision which appeared to be getting closer... closer... falling faster... The line slowly made a 90 degree turn counter-clock-wise; it was now completely vertical. Approaching closer I then saw that the line was made up of two columns of yellow boxes, I continued to fall faster as the boxes appeared like the slots on a slot machine. Another shift in perspective occurred as I entered the (line/box columns) as if it fell on me (although the sensation of falling made it seem like I was placed inside it). NOW I was inside of the yellow line/box columns and I can only describe it as being a rectangular cuboid with infinite length. On all four sides scrolling past me were two columns of yellow boxes. (So 8 rows of boxes, 2 on each side.) Faster and faster I fell.. even faster.. until I saw a red dot in the center QUICKLY expand into a solid red square before I smashed into it (this was the end of the structure).
I opened my eyes.
As my eyes opened the sound of glass shattering echoed and shifted an octave down gradually. My vision appeared as if everything in the center of my vision was being pinched by a vertical suction. A deep vertical suction. Everything had a red tint to it too. I turned my head right and then left. The pinching effect was like a visual filter.. When I turned right, the right side of the field was spilling out of the vertical division, where as on the left side of the field, everything spilled inwards. The opposite effect happened when I turned my head left. It was a complex distortion of the room I was in. I closed my eyes again, now partially aware of some form of reality.
I saw a sky. In the sky there was a floating slab of land.. a neighborhood. The sky was getting dark, the moon rising, descending.. as the sun rose.. and then fell as the moon once again rose and waned slightly. Suddenly everything disassembled in the neighborhood. The roofs, the walls, the people, the cars, the trees.. everything shot apart and became stagnated in a random position of in my vision. As if it were a virtual chess board everything floating in the sky began to revolve and rotate; I then realized that I was controlling the movement. Seasons changed only cycling once. And then BAM. The sky, the neighborhood, everything I just described was squashed beneath the foot of some kind of a creature, revealing new scenery. I was now in a very spacious tunnel. It was like a cylindrical forest, there were trees growing out of everything. I was floating backwards as this stone giant briskly ran towards me. It was composed of stone puzzle pieces. Each foot was giant puzzle piece and trees were growing beneath the feet. These scenery changes seemed to be somewhat controlled, or dependent on some emotional factor. Just as I controlled the (now gone) floating neighborhood's rotation, that scene left as soon as it began, as I transcended into a new state of consciousness.
Everything whited out, and I was now soaring through space. The speed of thought seemed to take me somewhere, as something spoke to me. Without words, the message was (you can leave this dimension if you can figure out how... you're almost there...) and then I realized I was in. It was like I diffused into some invisible gateway in space-time.. The complexity of where I was at that time can not be put into words. Whether this was a world in the mind or somewhere real is beyond human faith, comprehension, and knowledge. Details beyond this point can not be recalled. I remember looking down and seeing a silver cord, and then looking forward and seeing spherical structures. I'd like to say they were predominantly pink and neon blue but its too hard for me to remember.
RETROSPECT: Dissociatives eliminate the fear/negative tactile sensations involved with salvia divinorum. They nullify the apocalyptic nature of salvia as well. Its as if sober salvia experiences are just not applicable with humans without undesirable outcomes easily occurring. Like our conscious state of being in this world is too dense to be easily broken by salvia's brisk nature. Like a compound that is hard to dissolve in just water, a dissociative creates a solution for reality to dissolve as quickly as salvia's effects force on us. Ketamine is similar but its all about timing. Methoxyclidine and MXE is pending experimentation. Thanks for reading.
