Alonely
Bluelighter
I've always done drugs with someone who was quite experienced with them. Until it came to DXM.
8/8/09 1:19 PM = T
Dose: 300mg orally from Robitussin Liquid Cough Gels with DXM as the only active ingredient (129-lb female, solo)
T+0:00 ?€“ I?€™m feeling very nervous, but I begin taking the cough gels two at a time until all twenty are consumed.
T+0:09 ?€“ A short period during which I coughed frequently just ended, which I find hilarious given that Robitussin is my drug of choice.
T+0:13 ?€“I decide that it?€™s too late to go back, so there?€™s no point in being too worried about what happens next. My nerves die down and I am no longer breathing fast. I desire to get dressed and go pick up the mail before anything significant happens.
T+0:17 ?€“ Going down to the apartment complex?€™s mailbox now, which shouldn?€™t take long.
T+0:23 ?€“ Back from getting the mail. Ran a bit (a medium jog) two-thirds of the way there and two-thirds of the way back to get some exercise. I felt a slight loss of self-consciousness on the jog and felt as if no one cared what I was doing nor what I looked like. Not a huge difference from what I normally feel, but noticeable and definitely due to the drug.
T+0:33 ?€“ Just burped and there?€™s no unpleasant taste from the cough gels. This is turning out a lot better than it would with cough syrup!
T+0:37 ?€“ Not feeling any effects worth mentioning except the minor reduction in self-consciousness and general social inhibition. Going to put on some music now as I chat with my friend over Pidgin.
T+0:57 ?€“ As I described to my friend, I?€™m beginning to feel a minor tingling all over my body (especially my arms) and a continued reduction in social inhibition, but curiously, my vision is beginning to lag: I command my eyes to look at something and, while they are on a new object, my vision doesn?€™t actually correct to the new object and truly ?€œsee?€ it until a few hundred milliseconds later.
T+1:01 ?€“ Looking at a computer screen becomes confusing and my vision is beginning to blur bit by bit. The normal speed with which my eyes move is dizzying in this state.
T+1:04 ?€“ I have lost most of the feeling in my fingers and the keyboard?€™s feedback is harder to feel, so I am noticing a decline in typing accuracy.
T+1:07 ?€“ I am noticing that paper is beginning to feel rough and sandpapery and my desk feels slippery. My sense of touch is slightly warped. I am going to listen to a song my friend sent me and report to him how it makes me feel. Typos are increasing as I write this.
T+1:20 ?€“ Walking feels amazing. My old cell phone?€™s alarm goes off and I clumsily fumble around to shut it off. I feel very uncoordinated and my friend sent me a dreamy, deep song that fills my ears. My vision is still blurry and I am beginning to feel euphoric.
T+1:23 ?€“ This song is pretty cool (Film School ?€“ ?€œFlorida?€
. I find myself walking around aimlessly because it feels so good, and my legs lack feeling. I don?€™t want to separate myself from the song: it gets less pleasurable the farther away I walk from the sound, so I stay near my computer desk in my room.
T+1:26 ?€“ Dancing becomes a bit more fun. I feel euphoric and said ?€œIt feels so good!?€ out loud. My balance is way off and I have to be careful, but it feels good to be uncoordinated, swaying with whatever force desires to take me.
T+1:28 ?€“ I fell on one knee to see if it would give me any pain or discomfort. It didn?€™t. I feel taller on my knees on the ground, even though I am only 5?€™1?€. My stomach feels slightly queasy. Concentration is a chore. I hate not standing. I love moving around. Autechre ?€“ The Egg is so dreamy and pleasant. I feel like I could have an out-of-body experience if I so chose to as long as I lay down, but lying down is uncomfortable and diminishes the euphoria a slight bit, so I choose to stand. My legs still have no feeling.
T+1:33 ?€“ My fingers become extremely inaccurate in typing to my friend and it takes many tries to get out what I want, so I decide to leave the typos and hope he understand what I?€™m saying. He does. My vision blurs even more and I find a pattern in my typos: I keep repeating letters. The cessation of Autechre ?€“ The Egg is almost painful to my euphoria. I put on a new song with one annoying, unidentifiable instrument. It?€™s extremely hard to think. Jumping requires a ton of effort and is displeasing, but running is effortless.
T+1:38 ?€“ My stomach is a bit nauseous, so I turn off the music and lie down for a few minutes.
T+1:42 ?€“ Restlessness. My stomach is getting a bit heavier and I feel more nauseous. I put on Armin van Buuren ?€“ Shivers and continue to lie down. I feel like I need water. My speech is definitely sslurred.
T+46 [T+1:46] ?€“ magyjh [Math] is hard to do. I feel like a child wanting my door closed. What feels like OCD kicks in and I?€™m picky about small things being straightened and right.
T+1:49 ?€“ Tripping feels amazing. Vomited up the bad stuff and now I feel great. The vomiting was very light and very manageable and came out pink. Easy to clean up,. So it didn?€™t bother me. Typing still horrible. Going tol lie down.
T+1:48 ?€“ Time confuses me. I?€™ll have to go back and make suire all these tiomesaare torightso hard ti typelting down [times are right so hard to type lying down]
T+2:01 ?€“ Words are slurring a bit. I feel drunk and high at the same time.
T+2:25 ?€“ Body feels warm. Touching my skin gives a warm, almost hot sensation. Strong indifference to and lack of a rush to the head from changing physical state (e.g. lying down followed by quickly standing up).
T+3:08 ?€“ Skin feels hard. I feel as if I could stand forever, or darn close to it. Standing feels just as restful as lying down.
T+3:36 ?€“ The textures of any and all objects are beginning to feel even better. Feels excellent to just thrash around on my bed.
T+6:05 ?€“ My mother calls. My speech is gradually returning to normal, so talking to her is not much of a problem. Concentration still proves to be difficult, so I am thankful when the call ends after only a couple of minutes.
T+6:49 ?€“ Still experiencing gentle visuals when I close my eyes and my typing abilities are not back to normal.
T+7:26 ?€“ Eating Captain Crunch cereal. The cereal has no taste, but my stomach feels like a bottomless pit, and I thought I was hungry. Drinking water still feels good.
T+8:05 ?€“ Feeling some relief from the minor headache present as an after-effect of DXM.
T+8:26 ?€“ Most of the effects have faded. Music actually irritates me right now. My typing speed is returning to normal, but I am still slightly uncoordinated and my vision still isn?€™t able to handle reading a clock very well, much less a book. I want to lie down, so I will.
T+9:05 ?€“Still feeling restless, and every small light bothers me when I lie down. I decide to get used to the light to watch an episode of a show.
T+9:57 ?€“ Going to bed now. Feel mostly normal except for a slight uplifting, butterfly feeling in my stomach and a state of alertness.
T+14:41 ?€“ My stomach continues to feel slightly nauseous and the euphoria persists. Falling back asleep is proving to be difficult, but moving around aimlessly on my bed feels good. I am still somewhat more alert than normal at this hour.
T+17:27 ?€“ Minor euphoria is still present, but my stomach is feeling normal except for being a little heavy.
T+21:52 ?€“ I am going to my mother?€™s to sign paperwork for university and to see my two puppies. My stomach is heavy and running is quick to make me nauseous. It is easy to act normal in public and pass off any signs of DXM as me not eating or sleeping well.
T+26:00 ?€“ Last traces of euphoria are gone. Quite a pleasant and long duration of after-effects, I?€™ve observed.
T+57:00 ?€“ A day?€™s worth of lethargy just wore off, which I believe to be a side effect of DXM.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_dxm
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
roacode_oral
8/8/09 1:19 PM = T
Dose: 300mg orally from Robitussin Liquid Cough Gels with DXM as the only active ingredient (129-lb female, solo)
T+0:00 ?€“ I?€™m feeling very nervous, but I begin taking the cough gels two at a time until all twenty are consumed.
T+0:09 ?€“ A short period during which I coughed frequently just ended, which I find hilarious given that Robitussin is my drug of choice.
T+0:13 ?€“I decide that it?€™s too late to go back, so there?€™s no point in being too worried about what happens next. My nerves die down and I am no longer breathing fast. I desire to get dressed and go pick up the mail before anything significant happens.
T+0:17 ?€“ Going down to the apartment complex?€™s mailbox now, which shouldn?€™t take long.
T+0:23 ?€“ Back from getting the mail. Ran a bit (a medium jog) two-thirds of the way there and two-thirds of the way back to get some exercise. I felt a slight loss of self-consciousness on the jog and felt as if no one cared what I was doing nor what I looked like. Not a huge difference from what I normally feel, but noticeable and definitely due to the drug.
T+0:33 ?€“ Just burped and there?€™s no unpleasant taste from the cough gels. This is turning out a lot better than it would with cough syrup!
T+0:37 ?€“ Not feeling any effects worth mentioning except the minor reduction in self-consciousness and general social inhibition. Going to put on some music now as I chat with my friend over Pidgin.
T+0:57 ?€“ As I described to my friend, I?€™m beginning to feel a minor tingling all over my body (especially my arms) and a continued reduction in social inhibition, but curiously, my vision is beginning to lag: I command my eyes to look at something and, while they are on a new object, my vision doesn?€™t actually correct to the new object and truly ?€œsee?€ it until a few hundred milliseconds later.
T+1:01 ?€“ Looking at a computer screen becomes confusing and my vision is beginning to blur bit by bit. The normal speed with which my eyes move is dizzying in this state.
T+1:04 ?€“ I have lost most of the feeling in my fingers and the keyboard?€™s feedback is harder to feel, so I am noticing a decline in typing accuracy.
T+1:07 ?€“ I am noticing that paper is beginning to feel rough and sandpapery and my desk feels slippery. My sense of touch is slightly warped. I am going to listen to a song my friend sent me and report to him how it makes me feel. Typos are increasing as I write this.
T+1:20 ?€“ Walking feels amazing. My old cell phone?€™s alarm goes off and I clumsily fumble around to shut it off. I feel very uncoordinated and my friend sent me a dreamy, deep song that fills my ears. My vision is still blurry and I am beginning to feel euphoric.
T+1:23 ?€“ This song is pretty cool (Film School ?€“ ?€œFlorida?€
. I find myself walking around aimlessly because it feels so good, and my legs lack feeling. I don?€™t want to separate myself from the song: it gets less pleasurable the farther away I walk from the sound, so I stay near my computer desk in my room.T+1:26 ?€“ Dancing becomes a bit more fun. I feel euphoric and said ?€œIt feels so good!?€ out loud. My balance is way off and I have to be careful, but it feels good to be uncoordinated, swaying with whatever force desires to take me.
T+1:28 ?€“ I fell on one knee to see if it would give me any pain or discomfort. It didn?€™t. I feel taller on my knees on the ground, even though I am only 5?€™1?€. My stomach feels slightly queasy. Concentration is a chore. I hate not standing. I love moving around. Autechre ?€“ The Egg is so dreamy and pleasant. I feel like I could have an out-of-body experience if I so chose to as long as I lay down, but lying down is uncomfortable and diminishes the euphoria a slight bit, so I choose to stand. My legs still have no feeling.
T+1:33 ?€“ My fingers become extremely inaccurate in typing to my friend and it takes many tries to get out what I want, so I decide to leave the typos and hope he understand what I?€™m saying. He does. My vision blurs even more and I find a pattern in my typos: I keep repeating letters. The cessation of Autechre ?€“ The Egg is almost painful to my euphoria. I put on a new song with one annoying, unidentifiable instrument. It?€™s extremely hard to think. Jumping requires a ton of effort and is displeasing, but running is effortless.
T+1:38 ?€“ My stomach is a bit nauseous, so I turn off the music and lie down for a few minutes.
T+1:42 ?€“ Restlessness. My stomach is getting a bit heavier and I feel more nauseous. I put on Armin van Buuren ?€“ Shivers and continue to lie down. I feel like I need water. My speech is definitely sslurred.
T+46 [T+1:46] ?€“ magyjh [Math] is hard to do. I feel like a child wanting my door closed. What feels like OCD kicks in and I?€™m picky about small things being straightened and right.
T+1:49 ?€“ Tripping feels amazing. Vomited up the bad stuff and now I feel great. The vomiting was very light and very manageable and came out pink. Easy to clean up,. So it didn?€™t bother me. Typing still horrible. Going tol lie down.
T+1:48 ?€“ Time confuses me. I?€™ll have to go back and make suire all these tiomesaare torightso hard ti typelting down [times are right so hard to type lying down]
T+2:01 ?€“ Words are slurring a bit. I feel drunk and high at the same time.
T+2:25 ?€“ Body feels warm. Touching my skin gives a warm, almost hot sensation. Strong indifference to and lack of a rush to the head from changing physical state (e.g. lying down followed by quickly standing up).
T+3:08 ?€“ Skin feels hard. I feel as if I could stand forever, or darn close to it. Standing feels just as restful as lying down.
T+3:36 ?€“ The textures of any and all objects are beginning to feel even better. Feels excellent to just thrash around on my bed.
T+6:05 ?€“ My mother calls. My speech is gradually returning to normal, so talking to her is not much of a problem. Concentration still proves to be difficult, so I am thankful when the call ends after only a couple of minutes.
T+6:49 ?€“ Still experiencing gentle visuals when I close my eyes and my typing abilities are not back to normal.
T+7:26 ?€“ Eating Captain Crunch cereal. The cereal has no taste, but my stomach feels like a bottomless pit, and I thought I was hungry. Drinking water still feels good.
T+8:05 ?€“ Feeling some relief from the minor headache present as an after-effect of DXM.
T+8:26 ?€“ Most of the effects have faded. Music actually irritates me right now. My typing speed is returning to normal, but I am still slightly uncoordinated and my vision still isn?€™t able to handle reading a clock very well, much less a book. I want to lie down, so I will.
T+9:05 ?€“Still feeling restless, and every small light bothers me when I lie down. I decide to get used to the light to watch an episode of a show.
T+9:57 ?€“ Going to bed now. Feel mostly normal except for a slight uplifting, butterfly feeling in my stomach and a state of alertness.
T+14:41 ?€“ My stomach continues to feel slightly nauseous and the euphoria persists. Falling back asleep is proving to be difficult, but moving around aimlessly on my bed feels good. I am still somewhat more alert than normal at this hour.
T+17:27 ?€“ Minor euphoria is still present, but my stomach is feeling normal except for being a little heavy.
T+21:52 ?€“ I am going to my mother?€™s to sign paperwork for university and to see my two puppies. My stomach is heavy and running is quick to make me nauseous. It is easy to act normal in public and pass off any signs of DXM as me not eating or sleeping well.
T+26:00 ?€“ Last traces of euphoria are gone. Quite a pleasant and long duration of after-effects, I?€™ve observed.
T+57:00 ?€“ A day?€™s worth of lethargy just wore off, which I believe to be a side effect of DXM.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_dxm
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_firsttime
exptype_positive
roacode_oral
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