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drugs that messed you up mentally

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Probably weed (bringing out anxieties) and MDMA(anxiety hardcore). Speed turned me quite paranoid schizotypical for a while, but nothing too serious.

It all went back to normal offcourse. I think.. It might be that I'm used to those side-effects now.
 
Synapse999 said:
Metoo it seems....

Drugs i'm starting to believe mentally fuck me up after long-term excessive use:

#1 Dextroamphetamine - heavy doses every day almost 2 years
#2 Alcohol 3-4 Shots of Jack Daniel's a Day
#3 Xanax - I can see the pattern starting

Drugs that seem to have always been the Least mentally harmless on me:

#1 Heavy doses of LSD each month for a period of nearly 2 years
#2 Moderate use of Cocaine and/or Binges here and there
#3 Moderate use of Marijuana once in awhile



From amphetamines, to alcohol. Then Amphetamines and Alcohol....


Then just benzos/xanax for a month....just "one" month. Dr said no more after first month. To cut down useage and anxiety....

went back to amphetamines/alcohol next month.....
Was prescribed 2 months worth of xanax.

Then - dextroamphetamine + alcohol + xanax each day....... along with sudden impulses to spend all my money on random shit...and watch each day go from 12pm to 3am...in the blink of an eye.


I can't figure out which of the 3 is most evil.... So ima say....They equally fucked me up.



*NOTE - Period of LSD use ended 3 years before dextroamphetamine use begins.
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There might be some info to back up your money spending impulses. A company that makes a alzheimers drug (I think) which affects dopamine production was sued by a man after he developed a horrible gambling addiction in a month or so after starting the medication. I'm going to look into this but I think that if it pans out maybe you can sue and make millions. j/k

Just reminded me though
 
dxm for sure. for a while there i was no longer thinking in terms of words, but instead conceptually or visually. it was quite bizarre and it became hard to communicate certain ideas to others. then after i stopped i had to deal with a couple more months of depression and dissociation. a bizarre detachment from the real world coupled with a desire to keep doing dxm. man, that shits worse than opiates the way it got a hold of me.
 
DXM for me too... so cheap , so easy to obtain , so potent , so fun.

All is right with the world on DXM.... nothing matters.... matters dont even exists. It would fuck me up for a week or so... felt like brain damage.. after using it more and more often at stronger dose the the negative after effects were less prononced but so was the potency of the dxm.

Diph as so really nasty after effects too... i start shaking and feel like i have to run from danger when a stranger talks to me.


so yeah... the two drugs than fucked me up because of how strong their effects were are over the counter legal stuff.

DXM
Diph
 
Definately after taking 7 pills and half a gram of speed over the course of a day rave. That night I started getting major anxiety attacks and ran out of a nightclub because the shadows had eyes. The next day I smoked a little bud to try to relax and it sent me into a full blown paranoid freak out. I thought my mates were filming me and was halucinating really bad. I've never mixed excessive drugs and bud again.
 
I nearly had a heart attack when someone laced a bit of marijuana with PCP, unknowningly I smoked it and freaked out hardcore.

Probably wouldnt have freaked so bad if I KNEW it was laced.
 
Shrooms- this drug screwed me up royally. caused me to have panic attacks really bad and nothing felt right.. no matter what i did afterwards felt right. it took me like 2 years to get over it. i had told myself if i had accidently taken mushrooms i would just commit suicide cuz it was that bad.. im never touching that stuff ever again.


DXM accidently consumed this thinking it was XTC.. i couldn't breathe, was seeing stuff, panicking, couldn't sleep.. i had to go to the ER

marijuana this is the drug i use all the time but when i first started using it, it made me anti social and kinda paranoid but now i love it as long as i dont have to work or be around anyone that is not high as well
 
Ecstasy/MDMA is one drug i never will use again, have never abused it or overdone it.
I think i have done Ecstasy about 5-6 times allways with atleast 2-3months apart from each time.
Anyway i suffer from sleeping disorders and depression because of MDMA/Ecstasy,
it is now 3 years since the last time i did it and i will never touch that poison again.
 
villain said:
Ecstasy/MDMA is one drug i never will use again, have never abused it or overdone it.
I think i have done Ecstasy about 5-6 times allways with atleast 2-3months apart from each time.
Anyway i suffer from sleeping disorders and depression because of MDMA/Ecstasy,
it is now 3 years since the last time i did it and i will never touch that poison again.
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wow thats surprising because i've always gotten pure MDMA and it was the best experiences of my life. any worry and anxiety just melts away when i take MDMA. its like being in heaven.. in love with everything and everyone and making peace with yourself. i bet you haven't experienced pure MDMA because i have anxiety issues and i have no problem taking it. ive done it maybe 50 times...
 
I believe that any drug, illegal or prescribed has the ability and potential to mess you up...... Play with fire and you will get burnt....
 
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I was an opiate user everyday from age 15 to 18. That took away my will to live completely once i quit, as the only thing i look forward too now is doing opiates, which i limit myself to about two a month.


Weed fucked up my memory, and ability to spell.
 
forestxfaerie said:
wow thats surprising because i've always gotten pure MDMA and it was the best experiences of my life. any worry and anxiety just melts away when i take MDMA. its like being in heaven.. in love with everything and everyone and making peace with yourself. i bet you haven't experienced pure MDMA because i have anxiety issues and i have no problem taking it. ive done it maybe 50 times...
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I dont know if i have done pure MDMA, never had any way of testing its purity.
Anyways, back then when i used E i did not suffer from anxiety or depression, it slowly grew on me as i started using, when i was high on the drug i didnt suffer from any mental illness.

But in some way it seems like i didnt get the same "perfect" and "euphoric" experience from MDMA that my friends and other people do.
 
I think that my heavy LSD use over the years has definetly messed me up mentally . Its kind of like im mildly tripping all the time now . Somedays thats a great thing other days it can be a bit of a pain in the ass. Be careful with psych's you lose some parts of you and never get them back . For me this was a very good thing because i used to be very sad when i was younger and now im very outgoing . I wouldnt change a thing even if I could . Being a little crazy isnt such a bad thing =D
 
MDMA Made me very depressed and extremely irritable. Also caused memory problems, and problems with concentrating and focusing.

Cocaine made me very irritable, vary bad anxiety and nervousness, and sleep paralysis. =/
 
I tried amphetamine a couple of times in college to see if it would help with my studies. I couldn't concentrate as I was extremely irritable, all music sounded angular and abrasive, my jaw was grinding like a motherfucker and I was paranoid that everyone on my floor in the dorm knew I was tweaked. Both times I stayed in my room for the duration just waiting for the effects to go away. Definitely the worst mental problems I've experienced from any drug, although a close second would be the week after I rolled for the first (and so far only) time.
 
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