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drugs or substances you won't touch again

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buprenorphine. decided to cut patches up and munch em /sticck them everywhere resulting in downing apple juice and energy drinks and vomiting them up 30 seconds later for a very very long time. ended up heading to a mates house and a nice wee line of ket sorted me out. Scariest experience of my life, and I didn't realise how dangerrous it was until a while later. I can't remember much lol
 
I would not want to take Shrooms again, had too many nervous scary experienes with them. mdma/ecstacy i wouldn't want to try again, never felt good on 'em. Speed and cocaine too dangerous and made me nervous. I quit smoking cigarettes so not those too. so shrooms, Ecstasy, speed, cocaine, nicotine
 
Just 5-MeO-DMT. If I did it again, I would likely never come back. 5-MeO proves that drugs are not a toy.
 
mdpv- hell of a comedown for such a short high (got at my chevron, bath-salts and kratom right by the checkout lol)
dxm- one of my favorites of all time but now when i use it i get sedated to where i cant move, throw up, headache
herion- did massive amounts of potent black tar about a dozen times and never got desirable effects (love codeine tho)
amyl nitrates- stuff is wrong, did on dxm, wayy bad, extreme body heat and mild delusional hallucinations
industrial glue- yuck!
meth- i like visuals more than dopamine rush, had to give a college speech after binge and everybody knew, paranoia!
crack- worse than meth imo compulsive behavior is gross
sedation brownies- also at my chevron gas station, idk what was in them but they said not for human consumption on the wrapper, wtf? seriously.
 
meth. last time i did that shit i was in a medically induced coma for a week and was dreaming in my coma about being kidnapped by asians and was forced to be their sex slave and my mom "saved me from being flown to thailand on a cardboard airplane"
and alcohol....i just don't like it.
 
Benzos, not for me. I can't handle myself on them. At one point I was on ativan for anxiety legitimately, but that spiraled out of control and near the end of it I was popping 7 at a time.... Xanax, just no. Take one, suddenly a quarter of a vodka bottle is gone and I'm in the back of someones car not recognizing the neighborhood I was in (it was my own). At least I was with good people who drove my sorry ass home, but they were PISSED, for good reason.

DXM, loved it, lost the magic, went back and it was very hit or miss, but the urge to do it was strong. Its just so available, and with weed the visuals are amazing..

Cigs just feel like poison, do not want.

Tramadol felt good when I was on them but for the next day I wouldn't be able to walk 5 feet without puking everywhere :X

Weed is fucking great though, I couldn't imagine getting seriously paranoid on it, though sometimes I will get weed that will make me paranoid about silly shit. Still enjoy the high though.

EDIT: I forgot, never touching DPH ever again, I don't know what possessed me to take that shit in the first place...
 
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I'll never touch RC's again. NEVER.
Only tried a few of them, mostly stuff that was advertised as 'speedy' but never turned out to be, the worst one being some shroom «analog» bought on a UK website - I only took one capsule and it was hell for more than 48hrs, I thought I would be stuck in deep stupor and cold sweats forever, no kidding...
 
meth, got hooked for a while because somebody told me was coke which i never tried before. Now I'm fucking filth on the inside and out. just fucking filth. I'm told im bright and intelligent, but I'm just fucking filth. Pretty sure I developed some kind of post traumatic stress disorder and if I stay up for too long i go fucking nuts and feel like im on meth sometimes, other times its really depressing and I hear voices in my head that don't feel like mine (and vividly aren't). weed helps so much %)
 
Drugs I will never do again... wow. I have quite a few lol! I'll go in order of "EW FUCK THAT NASTY SHIT" to "It was alright, but nothing special and not worth my time or money."

1. Speed: FUCK that shit. It seriously sucks the life and soul out of you and turns you into a completely different, scandalous person. I was stealing money from my own parents... my friends... even stealing from the registers at work (which I ended up finally getting arrested for - grand theft), just to get my fix. I don't like the way you lose sleep or your appetite (two things I love). Since I'm already petite, losing more weight would just make me look straight up disgusting. Seriously. I was a tweaker for two years... about 8 years ago now... and my parents didn't catch on to it at all. They just thought I was anorexic. My mom yelled at my dad for an hour straight one time because he said "You need to stop eating, you're getting fat!" He said it as a joke, just kidding around... but my mom legit thought I was anorexic and that my dad was feeding my so-called anorexia by that comment. How sad. If she only knew what was REALLY going on. Plus, the comedown SUCKS. And the binging/crashing cycle is not conducive to a good lifestyle. At al.

2. Ecstasy: I overdid it back in my raver days. 6 years later, and I STILL don't get a good high. I get all of the negative effects like grinding my jaw, nystagmus, nausea, anxiety, and complete dysphoria... with maybe 30-45 minutes of euphoria IF I'm lucky. After that, the comedown is worse than speed. Everything feels empty and meaningless to me, my whole body hurts, I'm irritable, and I'm hungry but can't find my appetite... I'm also super tired, but can't sleep. Screw that.

3. Cocaine: Tied with ecstasy. I always throw up right after railing it, even if it's a very small line. It just makes me feel sick and I don't enjoy the high at all. Instead of feeling euphoric, it makes me paranoid about my heart rate and everything else, and I become the opposite of social - withdrawn and irritable, just want to be left alone! I don't like it, because when I'm sober, I'm a very outgoing and friendly person by nature... being withdrawn and irritable by every little thing is not my M.O. Besides, I hate that you have to take more and more every 15 minutes, just for a high that isn't even that great. I hate the numbness you get in your throat and sinuses too, that's mostly what causes my nausea.

4. Mushrooms: The first few times I took it, I loved it. After that, I'd always have bad trips. I lost a few friends one time even, because I called the ambulance on myself (I swore I was dying)... and even though I didn't rat ANYONE out, they all said I was "burning their spot". Nevermind the fact that I walked to the park down the street before calling them. Either way, I'd rather not cry and get stuck in a cycle of negative thoughts, convinced that I'm either going crazy and will be stuck that way forever or that I'm going to die, for a full 8 hours. So NOT my idea of a good time. I might be older now and I'd PROBABLY be able to handle it better (I handle salvia just fine, in fact I love it) since I have a better outlook on life these days, and better friends... but still... don't want to risk it.

5. DXM aka Dexterothemorphine: Was mentally addicted to it for two years in high school. I'd take it every single day during third period. Thanks to DXM, my entire sophomore year was screwed up - that drug is the sole reason I am at a community college instead of a university right now. Up until then, I was on the honor roll and a model student... but once DXM came into the picture, I was expelled the beginning of sophomore year for giving a girl FOUR Coricidin pills (who swore up and down she wasn't on anti-depressants, even though I warned her beforehand NOT to mix that shit)... and the dumb bitch took them anyway, had a seizure in the middle of 4th period, ratted me out for her own dumb mistake, and I was expelled. At my new school after being expelled, I failed every single class, because I was too busy enjoying the visuals and delusions to be bothered with schoolwork. Once I finally got off, I was getting straight A's and the occasional B again... but it still wasn't enough to salvage the damage I did during sophomore year. It just set me back way too much, and because of that, I hate the drug... in the long run, all it did was hold me back in life.

6. Heroin: I saved this for last for several reasons. One, because opiates are my drug of choice. Two, because it didn't affect my life negatively in any way, shape, or form. Heroin had always been elusive to me while I was addicted to pills... I never had the desire to try it, but it was one of those things that seemed so... well, elusive. Like it belonged to it's own little club. At one point toward the end of my addiction, I started to want to try it. Well, I had the opportunity to do so a few weeks back. I smoked it, because the one thing I promised myself I would NEVER EVER do is put a needle in my arm to get high; I've stayed good on that promise, and I plan to keep it that way. So my friend, B, put it on some foil... handed me a straw... lit it... the smoke came up... and I ripped it. And then... nothing. I KNOW I inhaled a good amount of it. But at best, all I got was a slight head change and slight double vision. No climbing to heaven, no euphoria so strong that I could hardly even handle it... closing my eyes was nice, but that was about it. Heroin is overrated, in my opinion. The high (or lack of) is not worth the time, money, or possibility of catching your hair on fire while you try to light the foil.. which I almost did. It's not bad, but it's not good either. It's just nothing. Definitely not for me, no matter how much I love opiates.

And... yeah. That's about it. That's also 90% of the drugs I've tried, lol. The only other ones I've done are weed (which hardly counts), benzo's, barbituates, alcohol, and hydrocodone/oxycodone.
 
i agree i wouldnt do pcp again but bromodragonfly makes pcp look like flinstone vitamin. i had ten 100 dose sheets knowing nothing about it. each hit had a mg on it so i did acout 5mg. spent next 24hrs under my bed until i peaked and ego dissolved for 12 hours. it was the worst tghing i ever exoperienced.
 
Salvia- i used to have alot so i would just throw it in my vape before bed, it always had that feeling like you were being pulled back so why not lie down... After a lil while i had a really vivid bad trip, that stayed with me after it was over. i would usually review my trip then fall asleep thinking about it, but this time i felt like when i do having sleep paralysis. But don't throw the kid out with the sink, so i would try it again a couple times after and it just felt evil. crawling up me and shit.

Dephenhydramine- i tripped on this a few times 4-6 in the past, and it was never a 'good' trip. never really got to be a bad trip, although i would do some bad shit on it. One time at like 2am crack ville, we got done smoking a bowl and im looking for a way home. i see a lady and her daughter get into a car so i walk up, half mumbling my proposal for them to drive me to the other side of town, then thinking it was ok because they were just staring at me i got into the car. iwas just sitting there tripping out til my friend pulled me out and we walked off. I just have no desire to waste my time tripping on nonsense when i feel like sleeping.

ecstasy - never say never again, like a 3 some, but i find no interest in this. it feels fake and the next day is shit. not worth the night imo, acid beats it completely.

dxm- had fun, but made me sick everytime although the trips were pleasant, not worth it. looking forward to trying mescaline tho :D

will never try meth crack pcp (heroine?)
 
i agree i wouldnt do pcp again but bromodragonfly makes pcp look like flinstone vitamin. i had ten 100 dose sheets knowing nothing about it. each hit had a mg on it so i did acout 5mg. spent next 24hrs under my bed until i peaked and ego dissolved for 12 hours. it was the worst tghing i ever exoperienced.

I love those Flinstones vitamins. Especially the gummy bear ones!!

On topic though, wasn't there a huge scandal with bromodragonfly a few years back, where a bad batch was going around and a lot of people died from it? I would be scared shitless to touch that stuff just because of the horror stories I read about that... there's a ton of them on Erowid. Honestly it scared the crap out of me lol.
 
Heroin and cocaine.......... they fuck over every aspect of my life. so not worth the initial glory days they produced.
 
I think it was mislabeled as 2c-b-fly originally, and later as 2c-e killing some more people, more recently.
 
Alcohol. Makes me act stupid and not think about the consequences of my actions lol. I only liked drinking it to potentate benzo's anyways. It's just crazy, I think I used to think that alcohol was alright because everyone drank and I did so much other stuff it wouldn't even phase me. With all the problems alcohol comes with it's hardly worth the buzz to me. Benzo's are a cleaner buzz anyways.
 
6. Heroin: I saved this for last for several reasons. One, because opiates are my drug of choice. Two, because it didn't affect my life negatively in any way, shape, or form. Heroin had always been elusive to me while I was addicted to pills... I never had the desire to try it, but it was one of those things that seemed so... well, elusive. Like it belonged to it's own little club. At one point toward the end of my addiction, I started to want to try it. Well, I had the opportunity to do so a few weeks back. I smoked it, because the one thing I promised myself I would NEVER EVER do is put a needle in my arm to get high; I've stayed good on that promise, and I plan to keep it that way. So my friend, B, put it on some foil... handed me a straw... lit it... the smoke came up... and I ripped it. And then... nothing. I KNOW I inhaled a good amount of it. But at best, all I got was a slight head change and slight double vision. No climbing to heaven, no euphoria so strong that I could hardly even handle it... closing my eyes was nice, but that was about it. Heroin is overrated, in my opinion. The high (or lack of) is not worth the time, money, or possibility of catching your hair on fire while you try to light the foil.. which I almost did. It's not bad, but it's not good either. It's just nothing. Definitely not for me, no matter how much I love opiates.

I'm surprised that you would describe such an underwhelming experience. I'm not sure what the dope is like on the west coast, and it might not be the powdered dope we get here, but snorting dope has always worked for me and the high is definitely comparable to that of prescription pain-killers at a fraction of the cost.
 
I'm surprised that you would describe such an underwhelming experience. I'm not sure what the dope is like on the west coast, and it might not be the powdered dope we get here, but snorting dope has always worked for me and the high is definitely comparable to that of prescription pain-killers at a fraction of the cost.

I guess I described it so much BECAUSE it was so under whelming. I was expecting this completely mind-blowing experience, and it's not even close to what I got. :( And yeah, from what I've heard, the stuff out here is absolutely horrible compared to what you have back East. Either way, I still can't believe it wouldn't affect me my first time using it... it just seemed hella weird to me.
 
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