drugs or substances you won't touch again
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pillzcrusher
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DXM - I I enjoyed my dozen trips but it did lose its magic towards the end
Pot - I see this drug as a potentiator, I would not smoke it alone anymore, why would I want to potentiate soberness if being sober sucks so much for me.
Pot - I see this drug as a potentiator, I would not smoke it alone anymore, why would I want to potentiate soberness if being sober sucks so much for me.
Altered Perception
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I will never be able to use amphetamines, ecstacy, lsd or any other stimulants ever again.
Not by choice though, I abused all those during my years at rave parties and they abused me back. I had an overdose that left me disabled and ruined my whole life causing me neurological damage resulting in Autonomic Dysfunction and ironically my body no longer tolerates any of those substances due to my damaged Autonomic Nervous System, so farewell beloved recreational drugs, you were some of the best fun I ever had.
Not by choice though, I abused all those during my years at rave parties and they abused me back. I had an overdose that left me disabled and ruined my whole life causing me neurological damage resulting in Autonomic Dysfunction and ironically my body no longer tolerates any of those substances due to my damaged Autonomic Nervous System, so farewell beloved recreational drugs, you were some of the best fun I ever had.
Seyer
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DXM
PCP
Crack cocaine
I keep my alcohol consumption to a minimum as well, only on special occassions and even then its not that much. Seeing my mother become an alcoholic and the damage that did to my mental health has turned me away from enjoying alcohol at all.
PCP
Crack cocaine
I keep my alcohol consumption to a minimum as well, only on special occassions and even then its not that much. Seeing my mother become an alcoholic and the damage that did to my mental health has turned me away from enjoying alcohol at all.
fryingsquirrel
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Absolutely never again-
5meo-amt
benadryl
jimpson weed
Probably not-
cocaine
alcohol
dxm
pcp
5meo-amt
benadryl
jimpson weed
Probably not-
cocaine
alcohol
dxm
pcp
Amadeus
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Hmm... I will definitely never do Benadryl or DXM again. I had a lot of fun with DXM once but eventually I ended up HATING the feeling and Benadryl was just not fun all the way around. I will also probably never smoke weed again as even one hit now sends me into a paranoid, anxious, vertigo-ridden state of dysphoria. I used to smoke all the time back in Highschool but nowadays I can't touch the stuff.
Honestly, the only drugs I really care to do anymore are opiates. Ecstasy is fun, as is cocaine, and the psychadelics are interesting, but I don't go searching them out. If I were presented with them I would gladly do them, but opiates are pretty much the only thing I'll buy anymore.
Sucks to be in such a horrid dry spell right now...
Honestly, the only drugs I really care to do anymore are opiates. Ecstasy is fun, as is cocaine, and the psychadelics are interesting, but I don't go searching them out. If I were presented with them I would gladly do them, but opiates are pretty much the only thing I'll buy anymore.
Sucks to be in such a horrid dry spell right now...
hydroazuanacaine
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ever: any kind of speed, coke
for decades: X, lsd, shrooms, etc.
shit fries my head.
for decades: X, lsd, shrooms, etc.
shit fries my head.
verso
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You may not believe this, but never once have I ever taken a dose greater than 40 mg (Adderall XR), and I took 40 mg just once. In fact, my typical dose was 20 mg. The only way that I can describe the feeling to you is that it's confusing. You quickly forget all about how you functioned before taking amphetamines, and so being on amphetamines becomes the new standard. The lazy, sluggish, unmotivated, tired-all-the-time pile you are reintroduced to after quitting amphetamines is not the person you want to be. You cannot believe that this used to be you, but it was, but it can't be...
It's such a mindfuck.
K'd-OUT-in-AZ
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Brain damage as in I need amphetamines to have regular dopamine levels now. If not I'm all scattered and can't find enjoyment in things that I should. Also my cognitive functioning became warped. Ever since my vocabulary has become something less to be desired. I don't have a speech impediment but sometimes I have a hard time finishing up sentences. I so wish to God I never discovered methamphetamine. I'd be living a better life. The only reason I found it was because somebody sold me ketamine cut with methamphetamine. I got addicted instantly.
Seyer
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Forgot to throw in ALL synthetic cannaboids. I dont settle for less than the real thing
K cut with meth?! Who would do such a thing? As much as I love both of those substances, I would never want them mixed. Different time and place for both of those.
K'd-OUT-in-AZ
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Yes, I had one of the worse nights ever when I was snorting that shit on the drive home. I threw up at every gas station stop. We couldn't find our way home. It was our first time doing Ketamine and didn't realize it was cut with methamphetamine until we got home which took a couple hours on a 15 minute drive. I couldn't get to sleep and I kept hallucinating bad things.
Seyer
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Sounds horrible. Ive had a similar experience on meth on the last night of my 2.5 month binge. I smoked too much too fast and ended up getting really paranoid, hearing voices, thinking people were following me. It wasnt full blown psychosis because I knew it was all in my head, but it was still horrible. Had the same headache for 28 hours, I was up for 43 hours terrified out of my mind. By the 32 hour mark, most of those effects were gone but I was still pretty shooken up. After that experience I told myself no more meth. But here I am, thinking about my next tweaking weekend. Thankfully I now respect the drug and know my limits.
vibrancy3
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oww dito, i fucking went ape shit on this stuff, was up lke @ least 30 hours n my whole body was aching so much but jsut coudnt stop moving n doing it, such a tiny dose does so much to you n cant help but do more
also i would never touch again
salvia - Mindfuck and 1/2 right there, rather stick to enjoyable psychs
Nutmeg - very overated
Heroin - isit really worth the money (smoking it that is, would never shoot)
And all those shiity novelty highs you c on the interent, be a man get some 2c-e or p n do it in true styli
regfairfield
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dxm...no amount of money could get me to do it again
worst experience of my life...
didnt feel right for like a week..had a massive panic attack...ended up in the hospital
ended up manifesting my panic disorder....
worst experience of my life...
didnt feel right for like a week..had a massive panic attack...ended up in the hospital
ended up manifesting my panic disorder....
lasthurrah19
Bluelighter
Salvia. Once was enough and I believe it is what really got my HPPD symptoms going.
Crack. What a piece of shit drug.
Crack. What a piece of shit drug.
Cerebral
Bluelighter
Shrooms.
During my third and final trip, I developed an emotional void that lasted for weeks. I didn't want to look myself in the mirror and found fault in almost everything I did..
During my third and final trip, I developed an emotional void that lasted for weeks. I didn't want to look myself in the mirror and found fault in almost everything I did..
jhjhsdi
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alcohol is one of the worst
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