I have no idea when I'm going to be doing
any recreational drugs again
I just started on sertraline (zoloft) and I would feel not right about using a recreational drug on top of this. Maybe this will change but I have always had a compulsion about not "dirtying" a nice drug with some unknown pharmaceutical. So for now, I will be sober, probably a good thing considering my addictive potential. However, I can see going back to cannabis at a later stage in my life. I just need a break, but not a few months or anything, more like a few years after my brain has developed more. I'm only 19 now. What I won't see myself going back to however, is any psychedelic. LSD, shrooms, and various RC's were certainly fun to try but much of the time I could
feel them precipitating depression in me. Its too bad since I still believe for the healthy individual something like psilocin is highly valuable for personal development.
Oh well, at least I have bluelight. Hearing about other people's drug experiences actually makes it easier to go sober. I am just as addicted to the idea of drugs as I am to the actual substances:D