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Drugs Or Substances You Will Never Touch Again v. Datura, probably.

Lsd or anything similar. It was alright when I did it, but I like to maintain control of my buzzes.

Methadone. Only done it a handful of times, but I get itchy and a little queasy on it. It's just not for me. That includes all of it's cousins and knock offs.
 
1. Salvia - it worked but it wasn't pleasant
2. Coke - I've admitted to myself I don't have enough control when I do it, unfortunately...
3. Amphetamines - I've done so much Adderall/Vyvanse that by this point I can't even be productive when I take them

Alcohol's in a bit of a grey area for me...with my past substance abuse concerns, I shouldn't touch it, and I don't, when I'm alone. But I still break down and drink some times when I'm hanging out with friends...it's not even peer pressure so much as me just wanting to drink some again while hanging out with my friends, if that makes sense. The pressure seems to come from inside me...after all, I don't have those friends who try to get you to drink, even though they do drink in front of me...eh, it's complicated. Pretty much don't drink though...
 
mephedrone.

there are many drugs i merely took too much of, too often. with meph, that stuff is just scary and trying it just once led to a bad place. i don't even have an affinity for stimulants and it had control over me. partially because i got a couple grams for free, and partially because it's just a fucked up drug.
 
Salvia.
DXM.
Acid/Shrooms I am torn on. I have no plans to do them again, but I wouldn't shut that door forever.
Crack--most likely won't do again. It's been over 4 years since I did crack, and I've never really had a desire to use it again.

That might be it. Everything else I'm still open to doing from time to time.
 
NBome's. I'd rather repeat some painful ass HWBR experiences than ever touch them again. Last time I bought 'acid' it was an NBome, and I've never felt like a drug has permanently negatively effected me so much and all the people around me who partook.
 
Diphenhydramine or mostly any OTC for that matter, except DXM if its extracted.
 
for me? hopefully meth and cocaine. Prolly gonna get heroin on that list pretty soon.

wondering, do you mean heroin or all feel-good analgesic pharms too? because personally i always feel safer taking something that's a patented medicine compared to something off the street from... somewhere. i can totally get behind not wanting to risk taking a tainted batch and something unforeseeable happening. ugh worst nightmare.
 
That's what I thought you meant, I must have been high if I needed clarification. Dependency on almost anything stinks :\

I will probably never touch LSA again, there are too many better things out there. It is a great "starter" psych I will say.
 
- Diphenhydramine: eeriest drug I've ever taken
- Amphetamines: Had my fun with them, but now they're bland and nothing but a hellish crash. Even though I didn't binge or really exceed prescribed dosages I partially blame them for the past 4 years of mild anhedonia/depression and worsened anxiety.
- Cannabis: With my anxiety I doubt I'll ever be able to touch that shit again. Easily one of the worst drugs for panic/anxiety.
- MDMA: never completely rolled, but it gave me a terrible panic attack. (It was tested)
- Pretty much everything. :p I'm too afraid of anything re-igniting my anxiety and or causing more anhedonia/depression.
 
^Cannabis has many different possible effects. Some strains are apparently good at controlling anxiety. At least, Cannanidiol, derived from cannabis is, if I am getting that right. But I totally understand what you mean.

For me, definitely never again any NBOMe.

Diphenhydramine got me interested in the "real thing". I was per my stupidity and advice of another youth in my youth trying to get drunk, when no alcohol was available. It is very eerie, and with a horrible hangover. But then I got interested in altered states more than alcohol. So although I will never repeat it, it was sort of my gateway drug, after alcohol.
 
^Cannabis has many different possible effects. Some strains are apparently good at controlling anxiety. At least, Cannanidiol, derived from cannabis is, if I am getting that right. But I totally understand what you mean.

For me, definitely never again any NBOMe.

Diphenhydramine got me interested in the "real thing". I was per my stupidity and advice of another youth in my youth trying to get drunk, when no alcohol was available. It is very eerie, and with a horrible hangover. But then I got interested in altered states more than alcohol. So although I will never repeat it, it was sort of my gateway drug, after alcohol.

Diphenhydramine is nothing like alcohol though... The closest thing to diph is another deliriant.
 
LSD - Don't want to go bonkers again.

Benzos - Last withdrawal lasted almost a year, next one would last an eternity and thus render it impossible to ever get off again if I took more benzos now.
 
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