Drugs & Dreams & Dreams & Drugs (& Probably Dreams too)

[Raasyvibe]

Oh and another thing. Something really terrible happened one day because of my drug use and the night before it happened (and I had no idea I'd be using drugs the following day, let alone any idea what would happen as a result) I had a dream that there were loads of huge spiders in my bedroom and that they were there because they were attracted to the drugs I had (although in reality I had no drugs in my possession that night). Freaky or what?!

A premonition... the spiders represent misfortune which is attracted from the drug use...

Very interesting.

 

[Raasyvibe]

Dreams made me try H in the first place. I kept dreaming about using it and it felt so amazing in the dream I decided to try it, even though I had to go out of my way to get it. Only recently I dreamt I tried meth and it seemed pretty cool so I'll most likely try that too.

Oh man... don't you get it.... the dreams are written by demons out to get you

 

[Shambles]

Analyse mine then, Raas :D

 

[class-a-team]

Oh man... don't you get it.... the dreams are written by demons out to get you

Haha it does sound like that alright. I still think dreams are probably just a load of shit though. I happened to be reading a book about H when I was having those dreams so I guess that's understandable. And I read somewhere that people often use dreams to explore the unknown and do things they can't do in real life. I'm still glad I had those dreams though haha.

And after that spider dream I vowed to always pay heed to the messages behind vivid dreams but often only in hindsight do you realise the significance of these things so they're really of no use even if they are trying to tell me something.

 

[Raasyvibe]

^ Disagree. Now you've learnt of the significance of the spider dream, you are more likely to pay attention to the next premonition which might be more serious.

Shambles...let it wait to the morning (Bit worse for wear right now)....all I can say is that the girl of ur dreams is ultra cool...wish I met someone at a party like that

 

[Shambles]

Ha! Actually she kinda is

Is actually a common theme of my dreams that I am almost never the hero (almost always the one needing saving actually) but I do still always get the girl :D

 

[Raasyvibe]

Amazing dream, Shambles, well done for actully taking steps to write such an intriguing dream onto paper.


What I find fascinating about the dream, is that there seems to be such a great anithesis between these drunks and the girl.

The girl is 100% caring for you, where the drunks do not have any care for you and are interested in your material wealth and prescription drugs.

The dream is full of darkness, chaos and soulessness, which is challenged by this girl who is perfect - caring, unaffected by all the evil, superstrong and passing that strength on to you, only has your interests at heart.


I look towards this kind of thing for spiritual meanings... so get prepared that my interpretation gets a bit religious....

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Reads as if your sinful nature (Expressed in desire for woman) creates all this misfortune and spiritual turmoil (Expressed by drunks, couldrens, withes, sex parties)

The good spirit gives you strength through this, supports you and guides you out of it.

At first I was sat at me pooter talking on IM to an everchanging selection of gals (friends and lovers) I have known over the years going back to childhood. Then some random person popped up on Pidgin and sent a massive "thing". Some kinda long interactive message about a superspecialsecret site wot sold drugs but was actually a headfucking virus thingy that came in the form of a neverending game (ya, was a dream remember ). This section could actually have been worth an entire dream itself cos was soooooooo long, detailed and intense but also rather hard to explain so will skip it. Anyway, this virus/game/vendor site thingy took over everything - not just the pooter but started to appear on TVs and monitors all over the place (there were lots of these things for some reason). Was impossible to get rid of cos everytime I unplugged something it just moved somewhere else til eventually it was everywhere and had also started switching everything electrical on in the flat. There were gazillions of electrical appliances everywhere too for whatever reason.

After spending a while trying to switch off, unplug, flip fuses and the like - all to no avail, naturally - I went out into the hall to see if it was spreading to other flats. Instead I encountered lots (and lots) of drunk people leaving a party upstairs. All of them seemed either scared of me, or kinda pitying me but only muttering about it between themselves and saying nothing to me.

Seems to be a connection between your desire for the ladies and your later misfortune. Your sin towards woman, being a gateway for a demon into your life.

The demon enters your life, decieves you and creates misfortune and turmoil for you.

Until this one girl sidled up to me as I was looking a bit baffled and bewildered and put her arm around my waist and leant on my shoulder.

She never actually spoke but her words kinda popped into my head. She asked me if I was okay and what the problem was and I told her and she just kinda "said" that she would keep me company and try to help me fix this odd lil problem of mine.

On the other hand... The girl resembles some kind of spirit guide, or guardian angel. Taking you out of the turmoil that the demons created.


"Words popped into your head". Gives us a clue that there is great connection between you. Reads as if they are not words spoken by a human, but by a spirit who speaks with thoughts.

Next, there was a long sequence in which she was always either at my side, not only with her arm around my waist but actually holding me up. Mostly so my feet were barely touching the ground (so I was basically walking on air) and sometimes holding me a few feet off the ground. None of this seemed to bother her in any way. No strain, no effort. She was superstrong and I was light as a feather. It felt totally natural this way (other than me being extremely impressed with her strength and supportive skillz anyway).

The super physical strength alludes to the spiritual strength of the spirit.

She guided me on a long journey - a bit of a magical mystery tour - numerous adventures all around the upstairs flats (of which there were dozens) and then through the back gardens (more drunken parties (drunk people decided to drunkenly "help" me but actually just nosed about my flat trashing stuff and nicking things) and then past lots of other gardens - all of which had giant bonfires with massive cauldrons swinging and bubbling above - and with long picnic tables loaded with plates of food with witches (proper fairy tale ones with pointy black hats, robes and big warty noses) sat at them kinda glaring at us. I did point them out to her but she didn't seem to take much notice. The weird electrical thing was spreading from house to house. Each window in turn was lighting up for as far as we could see.

The setting is evil. The "drunk" people resembles people who are soulless, the witches are people with evil hearts, the paraphanalia of food and couldrens resembles greed/gluttony and evil. It's all dark.

However, amongst the darkness...your ray of light, the "Spirit guide" is taking you out of your turmoil. She is unaffected by it, as an angel wouldn't be affected like a human.

She wasn't alarmed or revolted at this oddity - just found it interesting and was a bit concerned that it must be annoying and bothering me is all. Which it was - irritating more than anything really.

Again, the spirit guide is perfect being and so no human like emotions of being repulsed or at unease. Only care for you.

We finally got back to my flat to find it had nearly emptied of drunk people by now. There was one left who was fairly sober. He was finding things he liked and buying them from me. Never paid for them, just agreed a price then went to find other things. We also discovered that I had dozens of prescription bottles that had been picked out and gone through. One of the drunk people (who had now left) had complained that there was nothing good there.

All these drunks only desire your material wealth and drugs. They distinctly have no care... which is a complete contrast from the guide.

The flat represents you, and your body... The drunks resemble demons inside you.... slowly being cleared up.

At this stage the foam "furniture" had stopped and instead I had been pulling hair from my mouth. It came from my tongue and was thick and lustrous and voluminous. Neverending. It also transformed into cushions and rolls of silk and velvet and other fine fabrics. We never saw it happen but it did when nobody was looking.

Ridding sin inside of you, something beautiful coming from it

Again, she was not shocked - or even surprised really - just interested and actually thought it was kinda kewl. Also a bit concerned that it must be annoying me and wished it would stop cos she wanted to kiss me.

100% Selfless is this girl. Shock and surprise would be associated with a reaction concerning herself, but she only cares for you.

 

[Shambles]

I actually kinda agree with most of that, Raas. Aside from the angels/spirituality/sin stuff, obviously :D

You make it sound like I'm some kinda sex-addict or at least a bit of a laydeez man cum borderline perv. Neither are the case (except maybe the perv bit :D). I do like a laydee but not in the kinda way you are hinting at. Am actually surprisingly "moral" about such things believe it or not. Always been a one-woman man and never been prone to roving eye - to be honest I rarely even notice most women in a sexualised way. Doesn't happen often but when I do I do tend to get kinda smitted though. In this case it's probably a bit confused as it relates to a specific person who I obviously removed specific references to for the sake of propriety. Is slightly more to it but it's no mystery at all to me due to what was occurring at the time. The inclusion of past wimminz who have played important parts in my life is also fairly clear to me and is not how it seems from the amended version. I kinda had to remove quite a lot of that as was a tad too personal.

Interesting take on the "drunks" stuff. I kinda know what they represent too and is broadly in line with your interpretation only a bit more specific to my actual situation. I hadn't considered some of the aspects you mention though and they would also fit rather well.

The freaky mouthgoods stuff was a bit more opaque to me. Had a vague notion but nowt concrete. I actually quite like your interpretation (other than the "sin" aspect cos there ain't no such thing, silly ). Made-up notions of manmade guilt aside, I do think you may be right on that too, actually.

To be honest, I am pretty sure I know what most - if not all - of the symbolism relates to cos I obviously know my own situation and there are very clear parallels in there - and even more that got left on the cutting room floor either before amending and/or before writing it down at all. It is interesting to get an opinion from somebody who knows little or nothing of my actual situation (or indeed my actual self, for that matter) though. Some food for thought in there. Gold star, Raas

 

[Raasyvibe]

Didn't think you'd dig the angels and demons. But i was always going to be honest in my interpretation.

Most of the parallels are pretty hard to know as I don't know your life... i'm certainly not claiming to be 100% accurate.

However, what really intrigues me so much about your dream is that it displays levels of edification so drastically:

Essentially one very high in spirit, displays foremost compassion to others. One low in spirit, tends to be less compassionate, and therefore places their desires on the self - sugary/fatty food, drinking, drugs, material wealth etc become appealing to them

Tis why Bhuddas teach to stay away from material goods, as it kills the soul...

But your dream exemplifies this concept so well...

Seems the girl is exceptionally high in spirit, and displays no desire other than care for you. The drunks, are spiritless. No interest in you, only your drugs, drink and material wealth.

 

[drugfreekid]

Bahhahaahahha my god and i was getting worried about finding those random pills. The one dream i had this year was that i had found a 1000 pill bag of oxycodone and was dancing around thr streets of zurich throwing them around in joy. Of course i ate many too.

 

[Shambles]

Seems the girl is exceptionally high in spirit, and displays no desire other than care for you. The drunks, are spiritless. No interest in you, only your drugs, drink and material wealth.

I'm sure she is but in this case it's probably more me projecting stuff cos I have precious little faith in my own abilities to curb my self-control issues and my situation in general is essentially hopeless and am personally powerless to change it at the moment so tend to kinda long for a "saviour" of sorts. No, not that kinda saviour. More that I tend to get along better with everything with a partner in crime to play with. Am prone to getting stuck in ruts when left completely to my own devices for too long. As such I can let wishful-thinking bubble over sometimes. Is but harmless flights of fancy though. Am actually rather - rather depressingly, even - realistic about my circumstances and situation for the most part.

As it happens, anybody interested in me for drugs, drink and material wealth would be barking up the wrong tree cos got none of any of 'em. Barely take drugs these days cos am permaskint (and also been working on curbing the worst of my excesses anyway) and have barely had a drink in the last month cos am trying to stop that particular cycle cos am sick of it. And as for material wealth and possessions... aaaaaaaahahahahahahahhahahhahahahhahahahaa!!! Erm, no

I do agree with much of your interpretations but your slightly dim view of me (presumably down to the religion thing - clearly I am nothing but a terrible, self-obsessed sinner) has perhaps overly-tinted some of it. That's really not for me to say though, I suppose. Pride being a sin and all that :D

 

[Raasyvibe]

^ no, the soulless drinking and material desire was expressed by the drunks in the flat.

You seem to be saved and looked after in the dream

 

[Shambles]

If I am saved then it's by distinctly Earthly saviours - no angels were harmed in the dreaming of that dream - but that obviously rather suits me. Put your faith in people and you will have far more success in tackling your "demons" than you will if you put your faith in mythical beings

Hehe. Will stop with that and hold fire until I have composed a proper reply in the Theology thread

But ya, however it came about I have been getting some (largely unintentional, I think - more a kinda by-product) support from somebody in regards to the drinking stuff recently. It's working anyway which is all that matters sometimes.

 

[pinkpapaver]

I wish I could remember a dream for our in house dream interpreter.

I dreamt about loads od caterpillars the other night which I yake to mean either a transformation or the decimation of my crops.

 

[Pagey]

Last night I dreamt I was about to use in the shower ?) at student halls when this guy from my course knocked on the shower door...I can't remember exactly why, he wanted to ask me something I think, but obviously I freaked out because well I was there with my drugs. Apparently the fact that he was interrupting me in the shower was fine. I've never even spoken to him, I've just noticed him because he has insanely curly blonde hair...
Raas?

 

[Cornishman]

The last dream I had involved walking through a forest.

A menacing bird of prey flew from branch to branch in the canopy above. Stalking myself as I tried to evade it.

Soon afterwards the bird began to attack me. Using it's razor sharp talons to try and forcibly rip out my teeth.

I aggressively beat the shit out of the antisocial bird and eventually killed it. With only a small amount of blood coming from my mouth.

EDIT: I also never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever have any sexdreams or dreams of romance or anything intimate for that matter.

 

[monstanoodle]

I aggressively beat the shit out of the antisocial bird and eventually killed it. With only a small amount of blood coming from my mouth.

EDIT: I also never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever have any sexdreams or dreams of romance or anything intimate for that matter.

Oh if you could heard my laughter at that!

I don't have many sexy / romantic dreams. But when I do they're rather nice. Though I've never had a "wet dream".

C'mon! I want to cum in my fucking bed, brain! 8)

 

[Shambles]

I also very rarely have properly sexy dreams. I do recall one though from many years ago. Don't remember the exact details but was ~14/15 at the time and well into me Tolkien and the like. As such, dream involved dwarves, elves, giants, orcs and - of relevance here - a sexy as fuck elfgal who shagged me silly. I actually still remember waking up whilst I was being dreamshagged and about to dreamcum. It spilled over into real life. Quite literally. And was really rather enjoyable :D

Other than that, don't recall having any wet dreams but presumably have done.

 

[monstanoodle]

I hope to Invisible-Invented-Entity that you didn't have to suck any Orcs off

 

[Shambles]

I did not. Thankfully 8(

Said sexelf did ride in on a centaur though. Who said nerdy, virginal, teenage boys were a bit sad, eh? :D

Was pretty frikkin awesome though I must admit. Awesome enough that I still remember how it felt over 20 years later, in fact