Maya
Bluelight Crew
- Joined
- Feb 17, 2013
- Messages
- 7,310
I actually was super broke for years and also accumulated a huge amount of debt on credit cards which I consolidated on my line of credit. I was very hedonistic at that time, so my thought was, "well we only live once so who cares if I am not able to save up, it's not like I am going to live forever etc etc." Until one day something happened to me and made me regret all the things I have done. The good thing is I didn't quit or lose my job so I was able to suck it up and pay off the money and yes, almost all of the money I was earning went to the line of credit but I am good now. It just takes patience and at that time, I was ready to put addiction behind me.
I guess for me, you have to focus on really wanting to pay it off and do it and not look back on addiction. You are fully aware that you are losing a lot og money from abusing, so you have to think of what really matters to you and your priorities. I know that I don't want to go back and always be broke.
I guess for me, you have to focus on really wanting to pay it off and do it and not look back on addiction. You are fully aware that you are losing a lot og money from abusing, so you have to think of what really matters to you and your priorities. I know that I don't want to go back and always be broke.
