In the beginning when I had only tried uppers, name mephedrone, I thought it was the most wondrous drug anyone could imagine. I still probably is a great drug, but I can no longer find it, so oh well guess. The search has always been on since for something similar.
Now after being hospitalized from a stimulant induced panic attack from a single small dose of 4-FA (along with being diagnosed with stimulant induced hypokalemia, which can be deadly), and having another panic attack from a single dose of a-PVP (30mg insufflated), I've been prone to stimulant induced anxiety every since. I always get it to some extent, more so and sometimes a lot on the comedown. I constantly aware of my heart beat, and am always checking to see how prevalent my veins are my in arms as an indication of blood pressure.
Most of those times where when I had never even tried a benzo. These days I'm prescribed benzos monthly for generalized anxiety disorder along with more rare panic attacks. I'm on Clonazepam right now, 0.5 x30.
Benzos make stimulants almost not a worry when it comes to the comedown. Yea, I still worry about my heart rate and blood pressure during the effects, but in the back of my mind I know I have the safety of a benzo to help me if things get to out of control anxiety wise. And also to help me get to damn sleep !
When I first tried opiates forever, I fell in love with those too. 15mg of hydrocodone and I was as high as a kite. Sedated with lots of euphoria.
I still continue to do them to this day though. Today I've taken a total of 60mg of ritalin and 10mg of Adderall XR crushed up, all plugged.
However, when I first tried opiates, hydrocodone 15mg , I fell in love with them. Complete relaxation, euphoria like no other drug, sedation that was always welcomed but plenty of energy if needed, a feeling of pure bliss (unlike MDMA, a different kind of bliss), the opiate warmth that is loved so much, and to top it all off NO HANGOVER. That's right. ZERO, ZILCH, NINGUNO. Nothing but falling asleep peacefully while usually still high and having some great sleep.
This is still my current case with opiates today. No effects are different. dosages are slightly increased, but all the effects remain the same. I still choose to do amphetamines and other stimulants when I have them though. Sometimes the same drug bores me when I take it over and over and the comedown is undesirable, so I take a break from stimulants and enjoy things such as opiates
