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Drug Sabbatical Support & Appreciation Thread

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B9 said:
I managed ten weeks drug free until this weekend - that's not counting wee bits of dope & booze.
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Nice one, B9. That's really good to hear. I'm glad you've managed to calm things down a tad. :)
 
Well that's me back on the sabbatical train. Booze does feck all for me now, especially as I no longer smoke. Said I'd get pissed with my best friend for old time's sake on Saturday but that's it and I'll probably make my excuses then anyway.
 
tribal girl said:
Nice one, B9. That's really good to hear. I'm glad you've managed to calm things down a tad. :)
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A tad - a million tads really - however it isn't even hard once you find something else to do - a little imagination & ignoring that voice that groans at the idea of anything non drug related is where the trick lies. :)


* Goes to crack open bottle of wine* 8(
 
snolly said:
Well that's me back on the sabbatical train. Booze does feck all for me now, especially as I no longer smoke. Said I'd get pissed with my best friend for old time's sake on Saturday but that's it and I'll probably make my excuses then anyway.
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It's great when you realise you haven't been missing much isn't it?. :D

B9 said:
A tad - a million tads really
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Yes, well I was trying to be polite. ;)
 
It is, yes :D I was thinking my return to my beloved alcohol would be a grand old affair with fireworks and that but it's more a children's party in the hall of the local leisure centre with Boyzone and lots of dust.

Goodbye, booze. It wasn't meant to be :(
 
The past 2 weeks have basically been a booze and K bender, done 2 festivals and I must have been drinking a good 10-15 units daily which is quite a lot for me. I feel a bit achey now. Still barely even managed to go through a gram of K the entire time though, weird freaky tolerance immunity for the win! I've basically hit the wonk every day.... :|

Smoked pot most days too and the past few been boshing valium to stave off the inevitable crash from various things. I'm feeling knackered now (been doing about 4 hours a night of late), I really should be alseep, but generally I feel ok. Hopefully I can calm things down the next few weeks and just take it easy, work out a bit, put on some weight and get a bit more healthy.

Ha, at least i've not properly started smoking cigs again or anything. Chuffed wi myself about that, and big up the sabbatical massive for your various achievements :) <3
 
B9 said:
I managed ten weeks drug free until this weekend - that's not counting wee bits of dope & booze.
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Fair ballz man! Thats some sabbatical :)
I'd imagine your trip was extra rewarding after such a long break.

Kate said:
in that odd transition place, a fucker of a limbo land between straight and fucked.
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I seem to be in that place quite alot! :\

The want & the ability to get 'fucked' are rarely aligned with eachother these days. Leaving me in some sort of 'psychedelic experience waiting room' for long periods of time!

I think my main problem is
ignoring that voice that groans at the idea of anything non drug related
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I have lots of things to do & projects I've been planning that would keep me happily occupied & drug-free for several months but completely getting the want to do drugs out of my mind is a battle for me.
I go to an addiction counsellor every week which helps in some ways but ultimately the desire to take drugs on a regular basis is still strong within me.

B9 - Did you have strong urges to do drugs during your 10 weeks off or were you just completely pre-occupied with what you were doing?
 
CbRoXiDe said:
I'm more impressed about a gram of ket lasting 4 days 8o=D.
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Nah, in two weeks I didn't even go through a whole gram, I just worked it out... not quite sure how really! I have friends who barely do ket often, not as much as me anyway, and they do way more. Even after pretty much two weeks in a row I wasn't getting through more than about 100mg in a day in lil' bumps.

Anyway, my bladder and general insides ache a bit now anyway, still groggy from a speed comedown and just generally worn out. I'm trying to resist the soothing allure of valium, G or just upping the antics with some PV. It's kinda tough... especially with it pissing with rain out :|

I gots to chill, b'coz i'm strictly business... :( ;)
 
DMT4Blood said:
B9 - Did you have strong urges to do drugs during your 10 weeks off or were you just completely pre-occupied with what you were doing?
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Pretty much just pre-occupied, if I'd had the exact right circumstances align then I'd have dropped acid earlier than I did but the opportunity wasn't quite how I wanted it & I knew my opportunities were going to be limited so I chose to wait until there were no doubts - apparently it's called good practice reference set & setting - that's a new one on me but it seems effective ;)
 
B9 said:
apparently it's called good practice reference set & setting
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I take it you mean combining past experiences with gut instinct to be able to identify a perfect set & setting.
Takes a bit of patience & willpower for me to do this but its so worth it. :)
 
kate66 said:
Indeed Inso <3

However, the older I get the more I'm noticing it's taking a harder toll on me. It's very frustrating. There's going to come a point I'm when "occasional" is really going to have to mean "occasional" I've also become aware that organic substances don't fuck me over as much as the chemical-mixes.

I did not get a kidney infection from smoking too much weed :\
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What gave you the kidney infection Kate? Thats not good atall 8o your definately right about the weed being nowhere near as bad as chemicals, but i find it pretty hard to avoid taking them at the weekend.. I try not to sometimes, but by the time it gets to Sat i end up getting drunk and doing it anyway. Would like to be an "occassional" user, but there always seems to be something on and all my mates are always up for something.

On a brighter note i have managed once agin to avoid the bag of weed i have for 3days now :) doubt i'll manage to avoid the weekend session on drugs though. It annoys me these days aswell, i used to be able to choose from MDMA, good pills or proper coke. Now it seems my only options are Mephedrone or speed.. Not a fan of speed really, and the unknown health problems with meph put me off sometimes. Hard times for druuuugggz :!
 
and the unknown health problems with meph put me off sometimes
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That made me LOL at the irony of it all. Doesn't seem to have put you off much at all you're always on it. :p
 
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