I finally got my MScontin script yesterday after about a week of being off the stuff and living on percocets for the past few days. I also got it 8 days early due to the fact that my friendly hometown pharmacist knows me and fills the script early as long as it's not too outragous.
My doctor is a clueless cunt about opiates and pain management and this works both in and against my favour. On one hand he pretty much gives me any breakthrough pain med that i want from codeine right up to dilaudid. On the otherside of it he won't up my MScontin dose or try me on marinol for my neuropathic pain or even try and send me to a doctor that can prescribe me methadone pills for pain.
Although i like MS IR 30's the best since they are strong they are a real hassle since almost no goddamn pharmacy seems to stock the fuckers
. My doctors office is right above a pharmacy and it's right in the heart of the ghetto and even though about 50 people pass through it to get their methadone dose every hour they never stock MS IR 30's and hardly ever stock MScontin 60's.
You would think that a place that has so many junkies around the area would have those meds but no that would be too fucking convienant for me. They don't get many prescriptions for "high potency" morphine pills as they call them. Seems most of the junkies in the city like oxycontin better then morphine and even better then dilaudid. Fuck knows why guess cause it's the "in" opiate right now and get's the most news coverage.
Hanging around there can be pretty depressing. It makes me sad to see some kids that look so young strolling down to get their methadone and they are obviously dopesick. Some of them are barely 18 and look like they are in agony and drippin sweat and lookin pale as a sheet. So i feel sad for them because i have been there many times myself and know that they are in hell.
I got the percs filled there since i was abit dopesick myself and needed something before the codeine wore off and the decline set in. Sitting outside chain smoking for half a hour while some slow as fuck pharmacist takes forever to fill my script is not fun. I have gotten better at playing the waiting game though. I just sit outside in a clonazepam, zopiclone and clonidine induced haze and go off into some weird day dream state and only snap out of it when a really good looking woman walks by. That takes my mind right off the sickness and puts it on other things
.
I think thats plenty enough nonsensical ramblings for today. so im going to enjoy this rare sunny and hot day and stop boring everyone with my blog
.
Peace to everyone
.
My doctor is a clueless cunt about opiates and pain management and this works both in and against my favour. On one hand he pretty much gives me any breakthrough pain med that i want from codeine right up to dilaudid. On the otherside of it he won't up my MScontin dose or try me on marinol for my neuropathic pain or even try and send me to a doctor that can prescribe me methadone pills for pain.
Although i like MS IR 30's the best since they are strong they are a real hassle since almost no goddamn pharmacy seems to stock the fuckers
. My doctors office is right above a pharmacy and it's right in the heart of the ghetto and even though about 50 people pass through it to get their methadone dose every hour they never stock MS IR 30's and hardly ever stock MScontin 60's.You would think that a place that has so many junkies around the area would have those meds but no that would be too fucking convienant for me. They don't get many prescriptions for "high potency" morphine pills as they call them. Seems most of the junkies in the city like oxycontin better then morphine and even better then dilaudid. Fuck knows why guess cause it's the "in" opiate right now and get's the most news coverage.
Hanging around there can be pretty depressing. It makes me sad to see some kids that look so young strolling down to get their methadone and they are obviously dopesick. Some of them are barely 18 and look like they are in agony and drippin sweat and lookin pale as a sheet. So i feel sad for them because i have been there many times myself and know that they are in hell.
I got the percs filled there since i was abit dopesick myself and needed something before the codeine wore off and the decline set in. Sitting outside chain smoking for half a hour while some slow as fuck pharmacist takes forever to fill my script is not fun. I have gotten better at playing the waiting game though. I just sit outside in a clonazepam, zopiclone and clonidine induced haze and go off into some weird day dream state and only snap out of it when a really good looking woman walks by. That takes my mind right off the sickness and puts it on other things
.I think thats plenty enough nonsensical ramblings for today. so im going to enjoy this rare sunny and hot day and stop boring everyone with my blog
.Peace to everyone
.